#janus talks

[enbymuppet]

Making a scientific discovery used to be so easy cause all you had to do was not believe in God

[thee-stars-system]

Does anyone else just kinda vibe in a blurriness throughout their days? Like you don’t really know who’s fronting, you’re just kinda on autopilot, just doing your own thing? And then when you need a coherent thought or need to talk to someone, you just gotta take a second to straighten out and be like “okay, yeah, ‘x’ is definitely fronting now” and then afterwards you just slip back into that blurriness but it’s not like a bad, confused, “who are we? I’m scared” blurriness, but more just like a soft, vibing blurry?

[emovirgil-sanders]

I wonder how artists or cosplayers would react to me (or any other fictives) going like “hey that’s me!” in response to their work. - Janus

[thee-stars-system]

I feel like I’ve asked this before, but do any other fictives get gender euphoria from seeing fanart? It may just be that I’m a genderhoarder, but every time that I find fanart, whether it’s masc, femme, androgynous, or even dark horror, I’m just- gender. I see fanart- or even cosplays- of myself and it is just very *gender*.

[thee-stars-system]

(Finally decided to coin my own gender and flag-)

Janicgender/Fictijanic: A gender under fictigender; a gender related to, connected to, or affected by Janus Sanders from Sanders Sides. May also envelop lies/lying, snakes, scales, gloves, and formal wear. Was originally intended for a fictive/introject, but can be for kin or other gender use if you’re nice.

(Image ID’s: two nearly identical 7 stripe flags with the colors from top to bottom being black, a dark puce, a dark yellow-green, yellow, dark yellow-green, dark puce, and black. The right image has an image of a yellow, two headed snake over the flag. The snake is curled up on the bottom, the neck arching up with the two heads facing opposite from one another with their tongues out.)

[thee-stars-system]

Can I get an outside opinion (preferably a witch/pagan(?)) opinion on fae/faer pronouns? I read somewhere that the fae are a religious and spiritual symbol and using those pronouns is appropriation.. I feel really bad and fake cause I’ve been using the name Fae and those pronouns cause they are the only ones that felt like they fit.. If it helps the discussion at all, I think I am a fae in the headspace, but I’m not mean and tricky, so I dunno.. I’m just feeling really wrong and bad and I dunno what to do now cause I feel like everything I had is fake...

[thee-stars-system]

To other people who are also autistic, is anyone else able to use sarcasm really well (at least some/most of the time) but then not be able to recognize it when other people use it?

[thee-stars-system]

Janus: Virgil stop purposely triggering yourself, you know it’s not gonna end well-

Virgil: you’re not my dad-

Janus: no, but your dad is the entire reason we’re in this mess