Wonderland - Chapter 14
I’m not sure how I am doing this, but I’m literally working on 4 different stories simultaneously. I hope it isn’t confusing for any of you reading more than one of mine at a time. I’m going to try to figure out how to create a link at the top that has each one and a master list attached. Hopefully that will help both you and I. Anyway... (also the tags weren’t working for some... I don’t know why.)
"I love you. My sweet, funny, adorable Ali." Jared said out of nowhere.
I bolted right up. I was shocked, which goes without saying. Do I say it back? Can I say it back? I couldn't ignore it. It was plain as day that he said it. My reaction clearly evident that I heard it too. I stared at him incredulously. I lost all motor function skills. I just sat there looking bewildered.
"Ali, it's true. I'm madly, deeply, head over heels in love with you. You don't have to say it back, in fact I don't want you to say it back unless you mean it. But this feeling in my heart, body, and soul is undeniable. I've only ever felt the same way about five people before. I know what this is. And I'm sorry if it scares you or if it's a terrifying prospect, but I'm not going to hide anything from you. I promised that to you the night you found out about Jamie and I lying to you. I promised honesty, and here it is." Jared spoke from the heart.
"Jared, are you absolutely sure you love me, are IN love with me?
"Without a shred of a doubt. You are the last person I ever plan on feeling this way about. I'm prepared to love you as long as you let me and even beyond that. I'm going to love you whether you want me to or not."
I snatched him into my arms, hugging him with all my might. He was beyond anything I could ever have imagined. He was my everything.
"I love you, Jared Joseph Leto. I have loved you from the minute I first watched an interview with you years ago. I knew I loved you. I knew I was in love with you. I don't know how, but it was true. I haven't stopped loving you and being under your spell ever. Even when I was mad at you, I couldn't not still love you. You have been the answers to all my prayers. Thank you for giving me a chance! I love you, I love you, I freaking love you, Leto!" I showered him with kisses to his forehead, temples, cheeks, and settling on his mouth. He laughed. When I stopped, he pulled away to look at me. We sat there staring into each other's eyes for what felt like every bit of five minutes. Neither of us saying a word. Just drinking each other in.
I finally broke the silence and said, "so what now, sir?" He lightly moaned at the word sir. He studied me a few moments longer then ordered me to undress. I did exactly as I was told and grabbed the hem of my shirt, lifting it over my head. My breasts bounced and my nipples were instantly hard. He watched my every move, not saying a word. I slowly pulled off my pajama bottoms under the bedding. He grabbed the sheets and bedspread and tossed them completely off the bed. I was completely exposed and my natural instinct was to try to hide myself. He was having none of that, pulling my arms from my body.
Still not saying a word, he positioned me the way he wanted me. I was laying flat on my back. He had my arms raised above my head and my legs spread eagle. I was uncomfortable being this bare and on display, but I didn't dare move. He got up and rummaged through his suitcase, pulling out a tie. I wasn't expecting him to have one.
"Oh little Ali, I'm so glad I brought this. I'm going to tie your wrists. They are to remain above your head. Your legs can't be restrained to anything so they will stay open like this okay?"
I nodded.
"You're going to have to tell me this is okay. I need words. Are you alright with this?"
"Yes." I breathed out heavily.
“Ali, this is just a small sliver of a taste of what it means to play, we won't even need a safe word. Do you trust me to worship you the way you deserve?"
"With all my heart."
He smiled wide. He delicately wrapped the tie around my wrists and pulled it into a knot. Then he started caressing my face, giving me a gentle kiss on my forehead. I started to shiver from the lack of clothing and blankets. He walked over to the thermostat and turned the heat up.
I watched him like a hawk, curious as to what he had in store for me. When he turned around he said, "I think I want you blindfolded. It'll make this so much more pleasurable."
"No, Jared. I can't do that."
"No?"
"I'm not ready." I admitted.
"Okay, I'm not going to push you into anything, so I've got a better idea. You're not to cum tonight unless I tell you that you can. If you do, I will take you over my knee and spank you."
I gulped and sucked in too much air and started coughing. He came back to the bed. "Ali, you said you trust me. Work with me here. If I need to punish you, it will be for good reason. Withholding an orgasm is an intense experience. If you do as I say, you will have the most gratifying night of your life."
"I'll try. But I'm not sure about the spanking part."
"Then I guess you'll have to try really hard then."
He climbed onto the bed straddling my waist. His hands were expertly moving down my arms to my chest. He pinched both nipples simultaneously sending a shockwave through my body. "So sensitive." He muttered. He started tracing little circles faintly on my stomach and the sensation caused my whole body to tingle. He was moving at a snails pace and I was enjoying every second of it. He moved down to the edge of the bed and bent my knees just enough to get a good view of my glistening slit.
"You are so beautiful." He said as he ran his hands up and down the inside of my thighs, again barely touching and sending jolts directly to my core. Without warning he ran his finger between my folds and began rubbing my clit. The contact making me almost close my legs.
"Stay put."
I regained control rather fast and stayed in the moment, enjoying his delightful assault on my tender bud. Jared was beyond sexy and just looking at him do this was going to send me over the edge. I closed my eyes. The irony not lost on me since I didn't want to be blindfolded. Not watching him, did indeed make it that much more alluring.
He deftly slid a finger inside and began slowly fucking me. I arched my back and felt a slow build inside of me. He slowed his movements down, helping me escape an impending orgasm. He broke contact and I ached not having his touch. Still not looking, I hadn't realized that he had completely shifted himself.
If it weren't for the beard, I wouldn't have had any inclination of what's to come. But I knew his mouth was inches from my sex. He blew a faint breath and then I felt his tongue licking my juices up.
"Mmm Jared, I need you inside me."
"Patience, sweet Ali."
He brushed his lips over my clit, kissing me and then sucking. I was being driven to the brink only to have him stop, again and again. This was pure torture.
He slid two fingers into my hole and pumped them in and out, all the while, sucking and nibbling on my clit. I was so close, I began to tense.
"Don't you dare."
I was trying to reign it in. I wanted to follow his rules, but I didn't know how. I started crying. He stopped.
"Open your eyes Baby."
I opened them and he was hovering over me. "I'm sorry, you aren't ready. We need to work on your control. Just relax."
He pulled his pants off and I saw him stroke himself a few times then he glided into me. He filled me slowly and completely. Sliding in and out softly and taking his time. I wrapped my legs around him and urged him to move faster, but he wasn't in any rush. I knew I was close and I was still unsure if I was allowed to cum. He answered my unspoken question. "Let go baby." I tensed up and then exploded around his throbbing cock inside me. "That's it baby. I love you. You're perfect."
Jared continued pushing in and out agonizingly slow. He wasn't ready for his release and was just basking in the moment. He nuzzled my neck and kissed everywhere his mouth could reach. I wanted badly to run my fingers through his hair, but couldn't due to the restraints. He reached up and tugged the tie off my wrists, reading my mind as he always does. I took the opportunity to run my hands down to his ass and squeeze, then bringing them up and fisting them in his long hair.
He rocked his hips back and forth more intense each time and was finally giving in. "I need you to cum again babe." He was erratic in his actions. He shifted his angle which hit my g spot perfectly. I came undone and he followed behind immediately.
We laid there entwined with each other. Neither of us wanting to break contact. I knew we couldn't stay like that long, so I relished in it. The way he held me, told me he really did love me.
We were both spent and neither of us had any energy other than to break the connection and roll into each other's arms. He reached over and turned the forgotten TV off. Followed by the lights on the nightstand. It was completely dark but I could see his outline. I traced my fingers on his handsome face and couldn't stop thinking about how lucky I was.
"Ali, I wanted you to have an amazing experience tonight and I'm sorry it didn't work out."
"Oh, but it did Leto. It was pure bliss. Thank you."
“My job is to make you feel special and cared for. If ever I don’t, you will have to speak up and tell me. Deal?”
I found his hand and grabbed hold, shaking it. “Deal. And if I ever do anything that upsets you, no matter what it is. You have to tell me. Communication is the key to a relationship. No secrets, and we talk everything through, right?”
He shook my hand back and said, “I wouldn’t have it any other way.”
I thought back to the earlier conversation and was intrigued by what he had confessed. I needed to know all aspects of him. The good, the bad, and the ugly. We were truly still in the business of getting to know each other. As open as his life is because of him being famous, there’s still the private things that people don’t know. “Hey Leto, wanna play twenty questions?”
It was dead silence, then a chuckle. “Let’s make it even more interesting... let’s play truth or dare.”
This could and would be fun, so naturally I was up for it. “Sure.”
“Alright Ali, you have a question, so you go first.”
“Okay... truth or dare, Jared.”
“Dare.” I made a sound of shock and then reached for a pillow, hitting him with it.
“Okay, Okay... truth.”
“That’s better, so earlier you said you’ve only ever loved five people before. Who were they?”
He let out a breath and then answered with no hesitation. “My mom, my brother, my grandparents, and an ex girlfriend.”
I knew who the ex was but I wanted him to say it. I didn’t know if he still had feelings for her and I know she was married and many years had moved them beyond that point in their lives. Still he needed to say it and it would never be brought up again. “Cameron?”
“Yes. Okay my turn. Truth or dare?”
“You choose.”
“Okay, truth. Other than a Mars show, what was the last concert you went to?”
“Oh that’s too easy... but I’ll answer anyway. It was AC/DC.”
“Ali, you are just too fucking cute.”
We played the game for about 15 minutes not once choosing dare. The questions were lighthearted and fun, nothing too serious as we were both really sleepy and more so just wanting to hear each other’s voices. Then we both fell asleep.
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