May 12
i won't let you drown.
#malevolent#malevolent podcast#arthur lester#john doe#malevolent season 3#this moment made me wail audibly when i first listened#jarthur... T-T#i took my own reference photos for this which involved covering my hands in fake blood! that was fun#i showed my mom my bloody hands and she immediately guessed (correctly) that whatever i was up to was somehow related to arthur lester#i'm predictable i guess#and i never shut up about him#ballpoint pen my beloved#i tried doing this all digitally in my fully rendered lineless style but it was pissing me off so i redid it like this and i'm so glad#i really like how it turned out#cw blood#my art#oh also the frame and hands were drawn on separate pieces of paper and edited together lol#couldn't find a ruler for the straight lines so i was using the edge of a library book and then i was like “wait. bad idea.”