❝ you and destiny can both fuck right off. ❞ @geralte
the smile on his face had faded. quickly. as geralt's words became harsher, angrier. venom spit in jaskier's face with no thought to how it would affect him. no thought to the way his heart beats faster, tears pricking the corners of his eyes as he swallows his broken heart before it can crash through his lips like an unrestrained hurricane. the flood of emotion filling his mouth is trapped behind teeth pressed together and for a moment jaskier wonders if he can even breathe like this.
in all their years together, in all the times he'd annoyed geralt, it had never earned him such a verbal lashing. if there weren't pain and anger behind geralt's voice, the bard might have been able to shake it off. instead, he trails absent minded fingers over the lute strap over his breastbone, as if rubbing his heart through his skin.
"you don't mean it," says jaskier, hoping that the way out he's giving the witcher will be taken. that geralt will admit he doesn't mean it. wants so badly for geralt to say he'd never purposely chase his bard off. tries for a smile to hide the tears. "c'mon, geralt. you're just cranky because you need a nap," forced playful voice but it comes out too quietly. "you don't mean it," a pause, "do you?"