#jaspar imagines

[notearsruel]

Hate | Joe Sugg

Summary: The one where the hate has been getting you down and Joe cheers you up.

A/N: This is my first time writing an imagine, so I hope you enjoy! My requests are always open to anything buttercream related.

Clicking off your latest youtube video and closing your laptop shut, you sighed. Usually, you could handle the hate that came along with being in the public eye. However, it had been getting to you recently. Maybe it was a combination between the crappy week you’d had or the fact that you hadn’t slept in three days trying to think of a video that would be good enough for your viewers, but somehow, along the way, it had all become too much for you.

You let out a shaky breath you didn’t know you were holding as you looked up to see Joe enter your apartment. Over the course of the past three years, the gang had become your family, so it wasn’t unusual for Joe or the others to show up uninvited. Heck, they practically lived here some days.

“Y/N, I’m back-” his words cut off as his eyes met yours, instantly making his way towards you, a slight frown appearing on his face.

“What’s wrong love?”

At this point, tears were making their way down your face as you looked down, not knowing where to begin.

“I just- I just don’t know what I’m doing wrong. I try my hardest to please everyone but it never seems to work. Nothing I do is ever good enough.” You sobbed, all of the frustrations from the past week finally coming out. 

“Babe, you know that’s not true.” He began softly, his voice gentle, as if to not set you off any further than you already are right now. 

“You’re more than good enough. In fact, I feel like we aren’t enough for you sometimes. You’re so very special. I wish you could see that too. Where’s this coming from, what’s happened?”

“The hate I’ve been getting...” is all you managed to choke out before another sob formed it’s way up your throat. You didn’t trust yourself to say another word, in fear that you might drown in all the reasons why you’re not okay.

“Babe, it’s okay to feel like this. I wish you told me sooner because I would have listened. I would have helped you” he replied softly.

Holding your face in his palms, you had no other option but to meet his gaze. You glossy eyes matched his which grew more and more broken at the growing sight of seeing you so hurt. 

It was no secret that Joe loved deeply. Whether it was his friends, his family, or you - his girlfriend, nothing hurt him more than seeing the people he loved unhappy.

“I understand why you’re upset, I would be too, but they’re irrelevant comments, love. They don’t know you personally.” His index finger reached up to quickly catch the tears that made their way down your soft, rosy cheeks. “They don’t know how hard you work on these videos.”

“Those comments aren’t from your fans; I know that because your fans appreciate your hard work and love you for who you are. They would never take the time to hurt you like this.

I know everyone says this, but they really are just jealous of you and your success. They don’t see you as the talented and beautiful person that you really are. And if you are starting to believe them, then you need some reminding about how special you are too, babe”

You couldn’t help but smile at his kind words. He always knew exactly what to say and how to make you feel better. How did you get so lucky as to have the best boyfriend in the whole world?

“There is so much to love about you; from the twinkle in your eyes to the way they light up when you’re talking about something you’re passionate about, everything about you draws me in and I feel like I can’t cope with all the happiness you bring me. You’re the love that came without warning, Y/N, you had my heart before I could say no.” Joe added, not taking his eyes off you once. 

“Thank you, Joe.” your eyes finally filling with hope again. “For everything. Those comments don’t mean anything as long as you’re there with me. I love you”

“I love you too, babe”.

And with that, he laced his fingers between yours as you lay back on the sofa, your eyes fluttering closed. The tears had you exhausted, and all you needed right now was to be with Joe, which is how you spent the rest of the night - in complete harmony with each other. With him, you were complete and nothing could hurt you.

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Requests are open!!

Just a reminder I’m taking requests because I have a couple weeks left of summer holiday and I’d love to make the most out of them 🙈

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Being a non-jaspar shipper and...

Watching a new joe/Caspar video and thinking “all there’s going to be on tumblr now is gifs and text posts of jaspar”

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Hi there! I’m sorry I haven’t been posting any new content, uni started and it’s been craaaaazy. But I promise this weekend I’ll respond the requests I have :) Feel free to send new requests as well xxx

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I have a request. I would love another HS AU with a possessive Caspar boiling with anger because his shy, sweet boyfriend is being flirted with but is too oblivious and doesn’t get it. Just popular Caspar and friends warning someone that Joe is Caspars. It‘s veryyy cliché.

Caspar groaned,wanting nothing more than to stop looking at them but finding it an impossibletask. He’d have his fair share of problems with Joe because of how possessivehe used to be. They were kind of over those first months of their relationshipwhere the tall blond would make a scene over nothing, they really were. But hisboyfriend could be the most oblivious person in the world, which madeeverything harder.

“Earth toCaspar, what’re you even looking at?” Conor was sat in front of him, the burgerhe’d got for lunch half eaten while Caspar’s was intact. Josh laughed at hisright. “You haven’t even started eating!”

“It’snothing,” he tried to assure him, but didn’t even manage to divert his gazefrom the two older boys across the cafeteria.

“If boilingwith anger because you’re a possessive asshole could be called nothing,” his ginger friend snorted,clearly smiling like an idiot. The comment made Conor turn around to followCaspar’s line of view, letting out a low whistle when he saw the new kid in hisclass all over Joe. “I thought you were over this kind of things Caspar.”

He thought hewas over it too, he trusted Joe with his life, after all. But this was anythinglike all these other times someone had flirted with Joe. It wasn’t even likethat time he found out Jack Maynard used to have a crush on Joe. Hell no, thisnew kid seemed absolutely fixated to his boyfriend, being way to close all thetime, placing one of his filthy hands on Joe’s shoulders for no reason at all,constantly looking him up and down, as if he was undressing him with his eyes.Caspar couldn’t stand it, and his blood started boiling when he saw the two ofthem were approaching their table. He tensed his jaw, trying to focus on hisown breathing and not in Joe introducing this tall, good-looking, stranger withone of his welcoming breathtaking smiles. Life was unfair, he thought, as hestood up and made a poor excuse to get out of there without even greetingproperly the guy. He knew Joe would be confused by his behavior, too unaware ofthe situation, but it was way better than getting in trouble for punchingsomeone in the face again.

“What’s upwith him?” the smaller boy asked his group of friends, placing his trait on thetable and sitting right where Caspar was seconds ago.

Conor nearlyface palmed, as Josh excused himself too, mumbling something about damagecontrol to him but throwing another poor excuse in Joe’s direction.

“Are theyalways like this?” the guy, recently introduced as Byron Langley from South Africa, asked, while placing an arm aroundthe back of Joe’s chair.

“You could sayso,” Joe answered without elaborating, a small frown finding his way to hisface but quickly letting it go when Jack, Oli and Mikey joined them.

The rest ofthe school day progressed slowly. Caspar made it his mission to avoid Joe atall costs, worried he would make a scene. His resolve didn’t last much, though,because once they met up at the school’s gate Joe was laughing his ass off,face a bit red and eyes close to tears, with – surprise! – Byron Langley. As ifthey knew each other that well. He approached them without warning taking Joeby the shoulders and making the distance between the two of them grow. Joe gavehim a confused stare that didn’t last because Caspar had smashed their lipstogether into a rough kiss, one of his hands finding its way to Joe’s cheek sohe could steady him. As usual the smaller boy melted into it and Caspar stole aquick glance to the now awkwardly looking teenager in front of them, hisdiscomfort making him smile into the kiss before pulling apart.

“Hi,” Joebreathed out, slightly dizzy, enjoying the way Caspar pressed himself into hisback and hid his face into the crook of his neck, arms around his waistimpossibly thigh. He cleared his throat, finally remembering where he was andlooking apologetically at Byron. “Sorry, um, this is Caspar… my boyfriend.”

“Nice to meetyou,” Caspar chirped out with a happy tone but giving the other a deathlyglare. The South African nodded in acknowledgment but didn’t have the chance tospeak, the others approaching them in that moment.

“Are youlovebirds ready to go?” Jack asked them, turning to look at the new addition totheir group. “You are coming too, right Byron?”

Caspar let outa not-so-subtle sight, mentally preparing for Byron tagging along on theirFriday plans.

“Where to?”the tanned teen asked.

“Conor andJack’s house,” Mikey replied excitedly, hurrying everyone, eager to finally getrid of the tension accumulated during an awful school week over some beers andFifa.  

As the groupstarted moving Josh caught Byron staring with a frown at Caspar and Joe.Smiling, the ginger slowed down a bit in order to walk beside the other boy.

“Don’t eventhink about that,” he let out with an uncharacteristically harsh tone. Byronjumped slightly. “It’s a friendly warning, you seem smart enough to know whatwould happen if you try something. Besides, I kind of like you, we wouldn’twant to end up on a fight, would we?”

With surprised,wide open, eyes Byron shook his head quickly. Josh smiled genuinely to him.

“We are good,then,” he assured, back to his usual charismatic self.  

Once they werein the Maynard’s house, everyone already into a couple beers, Joe had finallyhad enough of his boyfriend clinging to him way more than usual and constantlysnorting whenever Byron spoke. Not just that, but whenever they talked Casparmade sure to interrupt, or steal kisses, not caring the other boy was watchingthem. He jumped out of Caspar’s lap and, taking him by the hand, gestured forhim to follow.

“Be rightback,” he informed the guys while walking up the stairs.

“Don’t getnear my room!” Shouted Jack.

“Or mine!”Joined him Conor, making everyone laugh when he added. “Anna’s room is the lastone on the right!”

Caspar stayedsilent while Joe dragged him around, actually ignoring the guys request andentering Conor’s room. Joe pushed him into the bed and stared down into hisblue eyes, making him gulp. Calm, serious, Joe was a rare sight that he loved,even if it meant that he was probably annoyed.

“You are theless subtle person in the world, for God’s sake Cas!” Joe bickered, armscrossed over his chest as he walked closer to the bed.

“But- Did you,did you see how close he was? And the way he keeps looking?” The taller boytried to excuse himself, his whole dominant mood disappearing as it usuallyhappened when it was just the two of us. “You never notice this kind ofthings!”

“You alwaysimagine this kind of things,” Joe breathed out softly, letting his arms fallinto Caspar’s shoulders and letting his whole body fall into him. “And Ihonestly don’t see why it matters! It’s not like I care about him at all.”

“I know, Iknow, but-,” he’s cut by Joe kissing his lips softly and smiling tiredly.

“Let it go!”Joe whines, already fed up with this. They were supposed to be over the wholejealousy shit and he was still mortified by Caspar’s antics earlier that day,so he looks him in the eyes pleading, knowing there’s nothing his boyfriendwouldn’t do if he asked nicely.

“Fuck,alright, alright!” He groans, wrapping his arms around the small body pressedagainst him and turning them so he ended up on top now. “But stop with thepuppy eyes.”

Joe laughedsoftly, kissing him again, and he couldn’t stop smiling. The truth was, hisboyfriend could be oblivious, but never about Caspar.

I feel like it turned out a lot different than what you requested, sorry about that!

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Hi. Could you do a jaspar imagine in which they’re in high school and are both part of the popular group but kinda hate each other. And then they sorta fall in love? Thanks x

“JOOOOE!” The loud screampierced through the hallways, still a bit far. “Where the fuck are you?!”

It made him burst outlaughing mid-sentence. He was walking beside Zoe, his older sister, and herboyfriend Alfie, having decided earlier that they would eat lunch together.Both looked at him skeptically.

“What did you do thistime Joseph?” Zoe inquired with a false reproaching tone and Joe showed themquickly the content of his backpack, knowing he had little time to startrunning. “You took his clothes?!”

A very naked Caspar Lee enteredtheir line of view in that moment, hair dripping wet as he slipped through thehallway, gaining a lot of screams and laughs. One of their teachers was runningbehind him, but couldn’t grab him. It was kind of hilarious, lanky sixteen-year-oldboy jumping in-between the students while screaming and being followed by theirtiny inspector. They would get in trouble for this, surely, but for Joe, it wasabsolutely worth it if he got to see distressed, embarrassed, angry Caspar.

The dispute between JoeSugg and Caspar Lee had started as some mild dislike. Joe was the new kid atschool and Caspar the popular one. Everyone thought Caspar was a bit rude tothe new kid because of how quickly he’d become part of the popular gang, maybefearing he would be replaced. But nothing was as far from the truth than those assumptions.Reality was, it all started because of Joe. It wasn’t on purpose, it was moreof a slip up the day they met. Joe hadn’t meant to come out as rude, he was thenew kid, he was supposed to be friendly, or so said Zoe. Moving from Wiltshireto London wasn’t an easy life change for a sixteen-year-old, after all.

Alfie wanted to introducehim to Caspar before the first class of the year, said they would probably getalong pretty well, but couldn’t find him and decided that introducing Joe to acouple of the blonde’s friends would be enough. They were all pretty nice andseemed to took an instant liking to Joe, treating him like an old friend fromthe start and introducing him to a lot of other people, including Caspar Lee.

If there’s one thing thatJoe knew before their fatidic meeting, was that everyone seemed to like Caspar.His first impression was actually quite good… for like two seconds. The guywas easy-going, funny, good-looking and a bit of a rebel at times. And despiteall that, once they bumped into each other, from the instant he opened hismouth Joe didn’t want nothing more than to roll his eyes and walk away.Because, first of all, clumsy people infuriated him and this blond guy goes andaccidentally loses balance whilewalking past Joe and throws his fucking gigantic chemistry book on Joe’s foot.Bloody nice.

“Sorry, sorry! I didn’tsee you down there,” the guy cheerfully chanted, taking the book from the floorwhile Joe repressed the instinct to scream out of pain. Instead, he smiled tensely.“How old are you? Are you sure you’re in the right building?”

Joe actually considered punchinghim, tired of hearing this kind of comments about his high, but somehow, hestayed, cocked up an eyebrow and snorted.

“I’m sixteen, now, if youexcuse…” he tried to simply walk away but the other took him by the arm,stopping him.

“Woah, I’m sixteen too! What’syour class? Are you new?” Caspar was too excited for that early in the morning.“You are tiny! Who would’ve thought you were my age, right?”

“Shut up, okay? Can you even do that? Besides,you’re abnormally tall and annoying,” he’d barked, finally having heard enough.“Bet not even your parents stand you”.

Caspar’s cheerfulexpression was replaced by a frown and hurt eyes, making Joe immediately regretlosing his temper that quickly. He’d wanted to apologize, he really did, butthe blond didn’t give him a chance.

“What an asshole,” he’d whisperedbefore walking away.

Once Joe discovered hewas, in fact, The Caspar Lee everyone kept talking about it was too late. Atfirst, Caspar simply acted cold and the intention to apologize resurfaced inJoe’s mind, but soon the coldness became sly comments thrown his way. It didn’thelp that all his friend were also Caspar’s friends, which meant they spend an awfulamount of time breathing the same fucking air. It took a couple of months andone special episode in the cafeteria were Caspar treated him like a little kidin front of a group of girls he’d been chatting with for Joe to make Caspar theofficial target of all his pranks. By now, he genuinely enjoyed their back andforth, even if he wouldn’t ever admit it. He pretended to still despise himbecause Caspar, clearly, still saw him as just an asshole. It was like atime-bomb. Joe knew he should just apologize and be nice for once, because itwasn’t Caspar’s fault he was such a moody teenager. But he didn’t and insteadkept making it worst, not liking whenever Caspar tried to stop interacting withhim at all.

And that’s how he ended runningfrom his classmate as fast as he could, laughing and barely breathing whennaked Caspar Lee tackled him in the hallway. Both of them ending on the floor,Joe trying to free himself from the other’s grip. It didn’t help his case thathe was half shouting to Caspar and half dying from laughter, not quite believingthe fact that the blond had rushed through the school with absolutely noclothes.

They ended up ondetention, obviously, and Joe didn’t mind at all until he saw the bitter lookon Caspar’s face when they met at the assigned room. He bit his bottom lip,knowing he’d made even more unlikely the possibility of them getting along one day.He sat down beside him anyways, testing the waters. It was their first detentiontogether, actually, and after a couple of boring minutes the teacher stood up,commanded them to not move and left, transforming it in the first time theywere alone since they met. After a couple of awkward minutes sitting there insilence Caspar spoke.

“I had things to dotoday, you know?” He didn’t look at Joe, but it wasn’t necessary, it was quiteclear he had his usual annoyed face on by the tone of his voice.

“Well… I knew you were abit exhibitionist but didn’t think you would go as far as running around schoolnaked.”

Joe didn’t get a responsebut saw Caspar shake his head slightly. He decided he didn’t feel like beingquiet, and if he was going to stay an hour and a half on that classroom withCaspar he could at least try and make the most out of it.

“Besides, what could youpossibly have to do better than this? Just look at that wall,” he pointed infront of them. “Isn’t she beautiful?”

“She?” Caspar snorted,still with an ironic edge in his voice. “Why the hell would the walls be a she?”

“Not the walls, idiot.This wall!” He gesticulated towards it. “She’s special, it’s the only one that’snot white in this school.”

Caspar blinked a coupleof times, looking intently at the wall and then turning to Joe completely, withchair and everything. His blue eyes were a bit unreadable to Joe, and heavoided them after a second.

“Are you colorblind?”

“Wha-What? No!” Joelooked dumbfounded at Caspar, wondering what he was on about. “I think you areif you don’t see it’s light peach.”

“That’s not even a color,”he buffed but then proceeded to laugh and whisper under his breath, probably tohimself. “You are so weird.”

Silence fell between themagain and for a while Caspar stayed deep in thought and Joe couldn’t help tostare. During the months he’d known Caspar he would usually find himself in situationslike this, trying to figure out the other boy out, absolutely intrigued. Hewished it wasn’t true, but he’d spent hours thinking about Caspar, wonderinghow to get on his good side somedays and others wanting to absolutely erase himfrom his thoughts. Even now, he was aware of how illogical it was for him tothink so fucking much and highly about this guy that hated him, and he wassupposed to hate back. But, how could he? Yes, he was clumsy, a bit too loudand could be childish almost all the time, but he was genuine. His personalitywas simply different from anyone’s else and it amazed Joe all the time. Andmaybe the reason why he couldn’t stop pranking and messing up with him wasbecause he actually developed a crush on Caspar over the time, he liked him,maybe more than what he was willing to admit. It made him uneasy, it scared theshit out of him.

“You know… I agreed withwhat you said. That’s why it made me so mad,” Caspar started talking out of theblue again, taking him by surprise. Also, he had no idea what he was trying tosay and his expression must’ve been of utter confusion because the blonde startedto elaborate immediately. “What you said to me when we met, I would bet myparents can’t stand me too. I don’t know how can they if I keep messing up. I promisedthem I would stop getting in trouble this year and once they notice I won’tmake it to my sister’s birthday party because of detention that’s it, if theydid stand me before they won’t anymore. But yeah, whatever, what I’m trying tosay, I guess, is that I’m sorry for overreacting and treating you like shit allthis time.”

Joe’s heart startedraising. Was he serious? It was ridiculous, Caspar was apologizing when allthis time he’d been such an asshole to him.

“Are you kidding? That’sbullshit Caspar! Absolut bullshit,” he stated, suddenly forgetting how self-conscioushe usually felt around the other boy and letting his guard down. “I didn’t evenknow you! I just said whatever- this is so stupid, and your parents adore youfor God’s sake, have you seen how your mom looks at you? She’s so fuckingproud. I didn’t mean to make you feel bad, you’re amazing and I feel lucky evenif the only way I can keep you in my life is by being this annoying brat thatdoesn’t know when to stop fucking up.”

Caspar blinked at him, abit shocked at Joe’s outburst. But the smaller boy wasn’t ready, he actuallystood up and started walking around the room.

“I can’t believe youright now,” he rambled once again. “I’m so sorry I made you doubtyourself like this, I would never- I wouldn’t be able to think something likethat about you. And believe me, I think a shitload about you!”

He stopped himself,suddenly realizing what he just said and freezing. Scared, he looked up atCaspar who was staring at him in awe. He blushed and tried to find an excusebut his mind was absolutely fucked up at the moment. He turned around, unable to stand looking at those inquisitive blue eyes.

“Joe?” He heard the chairmoving and Caspar approaching him, but refused to look. “Have you- Do you likeme?”

He couldn’t respond tothat, he was petrified. Caspar would probably laugh, or worst, hate him evenmore. He was so pathetic.

“Joe, look at me,” Casparpleaded making him shake his head furiously. He felt Caspar hand on his waist,light as a feather, like he was a bit scared he would break. Joe felt likecrying and laughing hysterically all at once, this was so ridiculous, thiswhole situation.

“I’m sorry,” he managedto choke out, shivering when Caspar took a step closer.

“Why?”

Again, he just stayedsilent. This time Caspar’s other hand joined the first one, surrounding himwith warmth, and as he leaned even more he understood that maybe they’d bothbeen such fools all this time, pretending to hate each other but only managingto grow closer.

“Joe, I like you too.”

Such idiots.

I’m so sorry it took me so long! I had to go find some Jaspar inspiration and it took me a while. 

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Requests are open!!

Hi!! I’m new to writing imagines but used to write fics, so hopefully I won’t let you down.

Mostly Joeck or Jaspar but if you want me to write another pairing or one of the boys x reader I can give it a shot :)

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Hello friends!

I'm starting to see that you guys aren't really enjoying the aesthetic boards anymore which is fine! I'm just gonna post little imagine things on here but it won't be the same as my fanfiction account ( @fictional-jaspar ) which will be fanfiction and oneshots ( maybe there will be a smut oneshot ;). Also hopefully by the time that this goes up on Monday ( this is a queued post I'm writing on Saturday) I'll be at 100 followers so thank you for that! It means so much that you guys checked out my dumb blog that I can barely maintain. So here's to more milestones on this account! Also when I write imagines it'll be something like: Imagine Caspar holding Joe when he's stressed about writing Username: Regenerated. Joe would want to make the book perfect for his fans and Caspar would tell him that whatever he writes his fans will be impressed with him. Imagine Caspar distracting Joe with little kisses on the cheek and it heating up into something more. It would be something like that but it would be better written because I just wrote that on the spot and it's terrible lmao.