✦⋆ Kinktober, day one: first time with Jungwon
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You hated the first times. Fortunately, Jungwon was your first everything. Your first best friend (thanks to your mom, whose best friend happened to be his mom), your first kiss, your first boyfriend… soon to be your first to have sex with.
The thing is… you’ve been dating for almost two months and neither of you has made the move. Jungwon barely kissed you with his tongue, his hands always placed at your waist, not a single slip. Was he being gentle and respecting your time, or just not sexually interested?
Saturday nights were officially your nights with him. He tried his best to take you out on cute dates, nice dinners, and calm walks down the Han River, but he also loved to invite you over for a movie night.
However, every time the two of you were alone in his house, you felt nervous, way too self-conscious and anxious, thinking anytime would be the time you were gonna have sex with him. You kind of felt like a pervert.
The clock passed eleven p.m. five minutes ago, and you were comfortably lying against Jungwon’s chest, between his spread legs, and locked in place by his arms around your torso. His chin was comfortably laid on your shoulder as the two of you watched Beetlejuice – it was one of your favorite movies, and your boyfriend had never seen such a masterpiece!
Well, technically, he wasn’t really watching it at the moment. Spring had just begun, and it was a little warmer than you’d like, so you felt comfortable enough to wear shorts and a tank top to your lover’s house. He tried his very best to keep his eyes on the screen, but he just found himself looking down at your cleavage, especially after he realized the top was bigger than your size, giving him a spoiler of your bare boobs beneath the thin fabric. It took him a lot of effort to stop thinking about you not wearing a bra and lying against his chest; it would be so easy for him to caress your breasts and make you squirm against him…
— I feel like you’re not paying attention anymore — you mumbled after getting no response for a funny scene that you knew would make him laugh. — Is everything ok?
You turned your head to face him, only to find his eyes closed.
— Oh, babe, are you tired? — You asked in a gentle tone, raising your left hand to caress his cheek. — We can watch it some other day, you can go to sleep.
He opened his eyes and lifted his head off your shoulder, smiling nervously.
— I’m not tired, love. Don’t worry.
— You don’t have to lie to make me feel better — you chuckled, fingers still caressing his soft skin.
Jungwon grabbed your hand with his, only to push it against his lips, kissing your palm gently. Your breath almost hitched, feeling a quick but strange wave of arousal down your belly. You didn’t know your hands were sensitive. Well, how would you anyway?
— I don’t lie to you. Ever. — he smiled.
Knowing you’d ask more questions, Jungwon moved quickly, pecking your lips and holding your hand against his while he hugged your torso again, making it almost impossible for you to move away from him. He pecked your lips repeatedly, making exaggerated smacking noises, only to make you laugh. He gave a longer peck before pulling away completely.
— What’s that about? — You laughed.
— You’re so pretty, it’s hard to control myself sometimes.
Jungwon leaned his forehead on yours, closing his eyes. His mind ran miles ahead of his control, just from having you so close. You felt the need to kiss him again, properly and deeper this time — so you did, carefully removing your arm from his embrace to place your hand right beneath his jawline. Jungwon fought the need to let out a satisfied moan when your hot tongue slowly caressed his bottom lip, asking for permission. He would never deny.
You absolutely loved it when Jungwon kissed you deeply and slowly, his movements precisely making you melt. Turns out, he also loved to be kissed by you like that. All of his blood seemed to be moving towards his dick, making his head spin. You made his head spin.
Your hand moved to caress his hair again above the nape of his neck, fingers intertwining between his soft strands. He groaned, eyebrows furrowed.
— Wait — he mumbled, pulling away suddenly. His firm grip loosened up, and he lay a little back against the couch cushions. Something in you just withered, looking at how serious he got. Eyes closed with unnecessary force, eyebrow frowned, lips glossy and as red as his cheeks. He seemed… angry?
— I’m sorry — you mumbled, returning your hands to sit on your lap. His eyes opened wide, confused.
— Why are you apologizing?
— I don’t know — you answered, voice almost like a whisper.
He chuckled. At the moment, you looked ethereal to him. Eyes glossy, cheeks flushed, chest rising fast, strings of your bangs messy. The innocence in your eyes made everything harder for him – especially his cock. Jungwon was about to lose his mind, but he knew too damn well that you were still a virgin; he couldn’t even think about fulfilling his needs without making sure you were well taken care of first.
— There’s no reason for you to apologize, baby. I’m just… trying not to make you uncomfortable?
— Why would I be uncomfortable? — You scoffed.
Jungwon got quiet, not knowing how to put it into words. He wanted to say: “well, because every time we kiss I think about fucking you dumb; because every time you run your fingers through my hair, I can only imagine myself buried between your legs and your hands pulling my hair because you’re feeling good; because I spent forty minutes forcing myself to pay attention to Michael Keaton instead of paying attention to your ass glued to my crotch and your cleavage being the first thing to catch my eyes when I looked down.”
— Wonnie?
— It’s… harder than you think — he sighed. Something in him wanted to laugh at his subtle pun.
— Why?
— Y/n… — he whined, closing his eyes and throwing his head back. — I just don’t know what to do with you.
— You can do anything you want — you smiled.
Jungwon knew what you meant. He knew you meant that you trusted him, that he could say anything, that you would be there for him. But, at the moment, he could only think of how hard he was, his dick throbbing with precum just to hear that damn phrase out of your lips. He would need to keep a pillow between the two of you, because if you lie against him again, you’d feel his hard against your back.
— Don’t say that — he mumbled, his pupils dilating.
— Why?
— ‘Cause I may want to do stuff I can't undo later.
Your heart beat harder and your cheeks got bright red. You knew what he meant — now would be the time.
— You can do anything, Wonnie — you said again, voice only above a whisper.
That was the green light Jungwon needed. He leaned forward to kiss you again, lips soft and tongue hot against yours. He kissed you deeply, with an intensity you never felt before. His hands, instead of keeping you glued to him in a bear hug, were now on your waist. They caressed the flesh softly, slowly pulling the fabric of your top up, wanting to touch your skin.
His lips left yours, and Jungwon sat straighter against the cushions, pulling you closer by the hips. His hands were firm, and he glued your ass to his crotch, your cheeks getting hotter by the second after you felt his hard on against you.
You lay your head against his shoulder, somewhat embarrassed and amused at the same time. You made him turn on? Damn.
Jungwon’s hand brushed your hair off your shoulder, and his lips found your skin as he kissed the base of your neck. His hands now caressed your tummy softly, just by passing his fingertips against your skin, and his lips moved upwards. You gasped when he kissed the skin beneath your ear, making him grin. Imagining he found a sweet spot for you, he sucked the skin lightly, only to see your reaction. Your breath got heavier, and you suppressed a mumble, tilting your head to give him more access.
— You like that? — he mumbled against your skin, grinning. You shook your head, eyes closed harshly. — Talk to me, babe. I want to hear your voice.
— I-I do — you mumbled, cleaning your throat right after.
— There’s no need for you to be embarrassed — he whispered directly in your ear. — But please tell me if you want me to stop.
— I don’t want you to stop — you whispered back.
He smiled, pecking your cheek.
— May I? — he asked, holding the hem of your tank top. You nodded. — Words, please.
— Yes, Wonnie.
The fabric was heavy, almost too warm for a tank top. He was doing you a favor to take that (mostly) out of you! He lifted the piece of clothing to your clavicles, humming.
Your boobs were so beautiful for him, nipples hard and pointy, practically begging for him to take them in his mouth. His warm hands caressed your ribcage and grabbed your boobs from underneath, squeezing them softly.
— So pretty —, he mumbled to himself. — You were made just for me, hm? — he asked rhetorically, placing his whole hands on your boobs, smashing your nipples against his palms and squeezing the flesh a little harder. You held back a moan. — No, no, no, baby. I want to hear you, hm? Please?
You opened your eyes, looking towards him. Jungwon looked different; his aura had completely changed. His eyes were darker, cheeks slightly flushed, and a smirk that killed you.
— I’ve been dreaming about this moment for so long, I want to hear how good I’m making you feel, hm?
You nodded, holding your hand against his jaw again. You softly pulled him to kiss his lips, moaning against his mouth when he squeezed your flesh again. Jungwon held back a groan.
When Jungwon started to focus on your nipples, rubbing, circling, and even pinching them lightly, you lost the ability to kiss him properly. You popped your head back against his shoulder and closed your eyes, lost in the feeling. Jungwon couldn’t help but smirk.
Your hands tried to hold the couch, but the fabric wouldn’t allow it, so you tried to hold Jungwon’s thighs, spread around you. Your fingers wrapped timidly around his sweatpants, and he scoffed, pinching your nipples harder. You tugged the fabric and arched your back at the feeling, letting out a faint moan. His cock twitched.
— Are you having a good time, baby? — he asked, trying to sound gentle, but he only sounded aroused, extremely horny. He squeezed your boobs again, fitting perfectly in his hands.
— Yeah — you mumbled.
— Are you wet for me?
You felt your cheeks hot again, embarrassed. Jungwon placed a kiss on your cheek, his hands caressing all the way down your shorts. When his fingers brushed the spot beneath your belly button, you felt nervous and held harder against his pants.
— I’m gonna need you to tell me, do you want me to touch you?
Despite his horniness, he sounded genuinely concerned. He wanted to make sure you were all in because you wanted this too, not because he was thinking with his little head.
— I do, Won — you mumbled. He took his hands off your belly, placing them on top of yours. Your grip loosened. — I’m just embarrassed — you admitted.
— Oh, love — he mumbled, softly. — You don’t have to be embarrassed by me, ever. I just want you to feel good.
It was kind of funny to him; his words were as nice as he could find, but his dick was throbbing, slightly pressed between his clothes and your weight against him. Ignoring his own manhood, Jungwon brought one of your hands towards his lips, kissing your fingers. You felt arousal pooling down your panties, expecting to be touched.
— But you know, just say the word and we’ll stop.
You shook your head. — I don’t want to stop.
— Ok, I’m just reminding you.
He placed your hand back on his thigh and brushed your hair out of your neck again, only to give it a quick kiss. He noticed the ends of your bangs glued to your forehead because of the thin layer of sweat. He found it adorable. He had barely begun doing what he wanted to do with you, and you were already sweating and squirming for him. Because of him.
Both his hands found their way to your shorts, unbuttoning them quickly. He just pulled the zipper downwards and caressed the skin right above your underwear again. His fingertips moved slowly, in a light touch, caressing the upper part of your genitalia.
— Is this ok? — he asked, voice lower than he intended.
— Yes.
He hummed, fingers lowering more. His middle finger brushed right above your clit, so lightly it made you frustrated for a split second. He only applied a little more pressure when he felt your underwear damp; his middle and ring fingers pressed right down your hole, feeling the arousal soak through the fabric.
— Did I make this for you? — he purred.
— Won… — you mumbled. He smiled, bringing his hand back to the hem of your underwear. You felt embarrassed for not buying sexy lingerie, not knowing Jungwon couldn’t care less about clothing at the moment.
— Wait.
He started pulling your shorts down, and you helped by lifting your body a little so he could slide the piece of clothing out of you. Still with his legs straightened on your sides, Jungwon tapped them both.
— Can you spread your legs for me?
Feeling way too shy, you obeyed, placing your ankles next to his knees. He lifted his ankles, making you get off the couch. He kissed your jawline, trying to make you as comfortable as possible, knowing you felt exposed.
— Just relax, I want you to feel good.
You nodded, eyes closed again, as his hands caressed your lower stomach again. Within seconds, his right hand entered your underwear, while the left moved all the way to your left boob. At the same time, he squeezed the flesh, his middle and ring fingers went straight to your arousal, covering themselves on it. You gasped softly, and Jungwon hummed, sounding happy. Jungwon rubbed your slit, slimy fingers entering a few millimeters of your hole and pulling out again, massaging the area.
Your first real moan was out when his fingers found your clit and applied a little bit of pressure, circling it in a slow rhythm. He literally felt his underwear wet, precum sliding down his tip after hearing your whiny voice. Jungwon kept massaging your breast and your clit at the same time and pace, slowly but firmly, getting a few more moans and whimpers from you.
— Feels good?
— God, yes!
Your cheeks felt like they were burning, not because of the shame anymore, but because of the pleasure building up inside of you. Jungwon kept purring in your ear, satisfied to see you like that. His left hand let go of your boob and held your jaw softly, turning your head towards his. Once you did, he kissed you, hand still working on your clit – only a little faster. Your breath hitched, and your mind got foggy, not being able to kiss him back again. He chuckled, stopping his movements on your bundle of nerves.
Before you could whine, he slid his fingers through your slit again, collecting your wetness and then sucking them. You moaned at the sight, clenching your pussy around nothing.
— Wonnie… — you purred. He smirked, pecking your lips right after.
— Can't wait until I finally get to eat you out — he whispered, as if it was a secret.
His (now) saliva-covered digits found their way back to your pussy, pushing your panties to the side, slowly entering your hot hole. You moaned, closing your eyes again. He found it amusing how you seemed to be already out of your mind.
Enjoying the moment, he took his time to finger you slowly, feeling your gummy, warm walls strangling his digits. The wet noises every time he pushed his fingers all the way in, plus your soft moans, were driving him over the edge.
When your moans got high-pitched and your walls clenched harder against his fingers, Jungwon smirked. — You’re about to cum, aren’t you?
You nodded, eyes closed and mouth agape. Your hands held his thighs strongly without you even noticing. You lost the very last drop of consciousness when his left hand reached for your neglected clit. With his fingertips abusing your g-spot and your clit simultaneously, you lasted about five seconds before bursting out, moaning his name like a mantra. You squirmed and tried to push his hands away when you got too sensitive, making him chuckle.
— You good? — he asked funnily. You laughed, covering your face with your hands.
— I’m good.
— Good — he repeated, kissing your hand before pulling it away from your face. Then, he kissed your cheek.
You could still feel his twitching cock against you, knowing he would probably be desperate to cum as well. You closed your legs again, only to take off your top (finally, you pretty much forgot about it until now) and turn around and kiss him on the lips, hands holding his face with care. He held you by the waist, hands firm and warm against your bare skin.
Jungwon didn’t say a word while your right hand slid down his torso and stopped by his groin, slightly caressing his hard, clothed dick.
— Babe — he moaned, separating your mouths. — You don’t have to do anything.
— But I want to — you responded, kissing his red lips again. He groaned between kisses, pressing your hand against himself. Feeling the outline of his cock, you wrapped your hand around it, rubbing it clumsily. — I… I don’t really know what to do, but I want you to feel good — you admitted, blushing.
Your lack of experience made everything even more amusing for him. There you were, in his house, half naked on his couch, basically asking him to teach you how to make him feel as good as he made you feel. He groaned, slightly bucking his hips against your hand.
— Do what you feel like doing, love — he said in a lower tone, putting a strand behind your ear.
You sighed, looking him straight in the eyes. You pouted.
— What? — he smiled lazily, tilting his head.
— I want you to fuck me.
The boldness of this phrase took him off guard, making his eyes widen.
— What’s up with that stamina, huh? — he joked, making you groan out of embarrassment. You palmed your face with both hands before leaning against his leg, trying to reach for your top lying on the floor. He laughed out loud, holding your torso to stop you from reaching it. — I’m sorry, I’m sorry! I’m just trying to light up the mood!
— Do you feel the need to lighten the mood? — You asked, confused.
— Yeah, so I don’t get time to think about everything I wanna do with you.
Without another word, Jungwon moved quickly, wrapping his arms beneath your knees and your back, getting up from the couch. You let out a small scream, not expecting this.
— What are you doing?!
— Making your wish come true — he scoffed, walking towards his bedroom. You only held him by the neck, hiding your face.
He carefully placed you on his bed, almost as if you were made of glass. He kissed your forehead and reached for his nightstand, opening the last drawer. Once he picked up a condom package, he stood up. You propped yourself on your elbows, looking at him attentively. He opened the package and pulled both his pants and underwear down, finally letting his cock free. You blushed, eyes instinctively looking at his genitalia. His tip was red, glistening because of the amount of precum he leaked, leaving a wet patch on his lower stomach.
Jungwon placed one of his knees on the bed and opened the package, pretending he didn’t notice you were focused on his hard cock. He stroked himself a few times, leaving out a hard breath, before putting the condom on.
He hopped back on the bed, your legs instinctively opening for your lover to position himself on top of you. When his face reached your level, you kissed him eagerly, almost hugging him by the neck.
He smirked, one of his hands pulling your leg by the knee, allowing him to rub his hard cock against your clothed pussy. His chest was practically glued against yours, the feeling of his silver necklace cold against your hot skin.
— You’re gonna be the death of me — he whispered against your lips before making his way to your neck again.
Letting go of your knee, his hand caressed your thigh until reaching your ass, giving it a harsh squeeze; it surprised you. Jungwon never used any kind of force with you before. Still sensitive from your previous orgasm, that made your stomach tight with a wave of arousal again.
— Can I take these off? — he asked against the skin beneath your jawline while softly pulling the fabric of your underwear.
— Please —, you said in a shaky tone.
He stood up on the mattress quickly, carefully pulling your panties towards him. They had a wet stain on them, which made you embarrassed. It made him satisfied.
Carefully, he separated your legs again, finally appreciating you fully naked in front of him. Your cheeks and chest were tinted in a hot pink, a thin layer of sweat over your body, your boobs perfect, nipples hard for him again; your pussy was glistening, showing him just how aroused you got.
— You’re so beautiful.
You blushed, lying fully back down. He propped himself on top of you again, hand going straight to your pussy. He carefully spread your labia, fingers dancing against your slit again. He spread your wetness around your pussy, humming while doing it.
— Tell me if you want me to stop — he said, serious. You nodded before kissing his lips quickly again.
He stroked his shaft a couple of times before aligning his tip with your vulva, slowly pushing in. The stretch wasn’t as bad as you thought it would be. You frowned, hiding your face in the crook of his neck. Jungwon was biting his bottom lip hard, almost enough to draw blood, his cock now halfway through. He stopped, sighing.
— Is everything ok? — he asked, voice shaky. You nodded.
It wasn’t exactly painful, more of… uncomfortable. Some of it stung, burning a little, but it wasn’t pain. He didn’t move, so you looked at him. You saw in his face a mix of preoccupation and pleasure, feeling too good but still worried about your well-being.
— You can keep going — you said, sincerely. Your voice was low, but genuine.
He nodded, kissing your lips again. His tongue moved slowly against yours, matching the rhythm of his hips. Before he could bottom out, his tip brushed against your cervix, which hurt a little, making you whine.
— I’m sorry, I’m sorry — he said, kissing your cheek repeatedly and pulling out a little. — Just tell me and we’ll stop.
— No, no — you said. — I promise you, I’m fine. I’ll tell you if I want to stop.
He only nodded again, lips glued to your jawline right after. In a few seconds, his hips moved back really slowly. When he started to move forward again, the burn was still there, until his lips sucked the spot between your jaw and your earlobe. You never thought that combining a hickey with his cock brushing against your insides would give you such a good sensation. You moaned slyly, giving him another green light.
Your walls were sucking him in as he moved slowly, almost torturing him. He wanted to keep a steady pace, knowing it must be hurting you, but his real intentions were to lose his mind and rut you like an animal.
— Gosh, you feel so good around me — he moaned against your skin, biting it lightly. You clenched around his shaft, making him groan. — Don’t do this, or I won’t be able to control myself.
— You can go faster — you said, left hand caressing his soft black hair.
He parted and he moaned while his hips increased the pace. He knew too damn well he would never perform like a porn actor, but fuck, he wanted to last more than a minute and a half! Wanting to at least have you over the edge like him, his free hand (not supporting his weight on top of you) circled your clit, pressing it just enough for your moans to get louder.
He felt you clenching non-stop, suffocating his cock inside of you, his orgasm not far from exploding. In a matter of pride, Jungwon managed to put one of your nipples inside of his mouth, sucking it before scraping his teeth lightly around the bud. He got exactly what he wanted: you came undone without a warning, nails digging into the flesh of his biceps. With his hips rhythmically banging against yours, he let go of your boob, still rubbing your clit to make sure you’d ride your high.
— Fuck, I’m gonna cum — he announced, burying his head on your neck, moaning against your skin. He orgasmed within seconds, drool almost pooling out of his open mouth. After his last spout filled the condom, he fully pulled out, carefully, before throwing himself on the bed next to you.
His hands were shaky and his forehead wet with his sweat, making his hair stick to his skin. He carefully pulled you to lie on his chest, hugging you sideways. Jungwon’s hands caressed your arm up and down, but his eyes were still closed and his eyebrows a little furrowed. You chuckled, passing your nose by his jawline.
— Jesus Christ — he mumbled, holding you closer. You laughed, placing your leg on top of his and comfortably closing your eyes. You lay your head back on his chest, caressing his chest. — Are you ok?
— I am — you said, truly. You felt a little sore, vulva still burning a little, but, honestly, you’d do it all again. — Are you ok?
— If I’m ok? — he laughed. — Y/N, I’m a little light-headed, even.
You laughed back, hugging him.
— I have waited so long to have you like this… — he said, now staring at the ceiling. — I’ll give you a few days to prepare before showing you everything we’ve been missing.
