i think i have to be honest with you guys : i kind of lost my motivation to write. I still love to write, and I am so grateful for everyone I've met on this blog, and everything it brought me. I truly am. but I also have to admit to myself that I'm not as motivated as I was a few months ago. part of that lies in the fact that my life and my mental state was awful from september to december. the other part of the issue is quite simply engagement. when i started writing fanfictions, people almost always left a comment, rebbloged with their thoughts. I'm not one to be stuck on numbers, but the fact that I have almost 4k followers, but my latest works that are not pure smut barely get attention ? yeah, that isn't very motivating. and I don't want to put the blame on anyone, it's just this overall lack of engagement - and not juste on my blog, on every writers' blog on tumblr - that also makes me question all the time I invest in writing, makes me question if people are still interested in what I write and if it is still worth it to write, to put so much of myself and of my time in my works. of course, i love writing for myself, most of what I wrote on here is deeply self-indulgent, but sharing it with you, sharing it with people is what I love. and not knowing if it's appreciated, not having feedbacks is sometimes hard.
to be clear, this is not a message of me leaving, this is simply informing you to be patient with me and my unconsistency. i still love this blog, i still love writing, but i think i need to take a step back from pressuring myself to post and write, take a step back from being stuck on likes. sorry for the rant, thank you to whoever interacts with my works, leaves an ask or has ever left a sweet reblog - i love you. i'll be back, can't tell you when, but this is not the end of this blog.
on a better note, i got a huge opportunity with my dance crew, we're going to perform at a pretty well-known convention for around 30 minutes for two days in may and we literally have prepared a whole different vibe for each day lmaoo so lots of work but so, so grateful for this opportunity and the challenges these choreos provide (talk saxy by riize is gonna be the death of me i swear) ! I'm so, so excited to be on stage again hehe ! and i don't know if you guys would be interested in seeing some of my dance covers ? I've never thought of posting them on here tbh but why not ? I'll think about it
soooo... I disappeared for a while because I was sick for almost a month yayy 💀💀 it was truly awful, i had to get through my last finals of the semester feeling like I was gonna pass out every moment so yeah I needed a bit of time to get better 😭 I'm on my feet and well again now, and the end of the christmas event is coming very very soon, as well as a lot of other projects I hope you'll like 🫶
time to get back to our regular programming :’) here’s a sneak peek from the upcoming new version of my college fuckboy!seungmin fic — lights off! one small thing you should know before reading it once it’s up: the part one and two that you know and have read, are officially rewritten, expanded with new scenes, and merged together as one! it’s going to be called lights off: winter because the story is set during the fall/winter semester. the sequel will be called lights off: spring because it’s going to continue with the spring semester
summary: you’re at your classmates’ place to work on a group project, but when the power suddenly goes out, you and the campus’ heartthrob start getting bored, cold and a lot more cozy
genre: smut w/ plot, slice of life, light angst | college au
est word count — 10k+ || teaser word count — 0.7
🎧 now playing… fast times - sabrina carpenter / hit different - sza, the neptunes, pharrell williams, ty dolla $ign / put my hands on you - dean, anderson.paak / stay up - baekhyun, beenzino / diet pepsi - addison rae / ghostin’ - wesley joseph
release date: january 30
The noise of students fades behind you as the two of you push through the heavy doors, stepping into the whitened street. The wind slices through the air, brushing your cheeks, cold and crisp.
“So,” he draws out the word casually, “you had fun last night?”
“Mhm, yeah.” Your pulse lifts at the question as you pull your coat tighter. “The party was fine.”
“I saw you with someone,” he continues, watching the path ahead. “Didn’t know you were… branching out.”
You freeze mid-step. Just when he adds, still with that light, nonchalant tone that’s meant to be teasing, but only lands wrong:
“You make friends faster than I thought.”
Slowly, you turn to him, expression cooling by the second.
“Seriously?” you say, voice quiet but sharp enough to make his expression falter. “You of all people?”
His brows furrow; confusion or irritation it’s hard to tell. “What’s that supposed to mean?”
“You’re judging me,” you mutter incredulous. “You can sleep with whoever you want, every night cause that’s your thing apparently, but I kiss one guy, one, and you—”
Seungmin stops you with a tight jaw and a low, clipped: “I didn’t say it like that.”
“No, you did say it like that.”
He exhales hard through his nose, lifting his shoulders in a shrug so carefully neutral it feels like a slap in the face. “You can do whatever you want,” he says evenly. “You can flirt and kiss whoever you want. I was just making a conversation.”
“Right,” you scoff. “Because it’s totally okay for you to comment on who I flirt with.”
You turn before the frustration spills completely out of you, boots scuffing along the thin layer of snow as your steps quicken.
Behind you, he exhales, heavier this time. “Look, I didn’t mean it like that! Why are you getting mad?”
You don’t slow down nor do you look back. “Happy holidays, Seungmin.” You mutter, indicating the conversation has come to an end.
He jogs to catch up, breath puffing out in pale clouds.
“You shouldn’t walk home alone,” he says, a protective note slipping into his tone discreetly. “It’s getting dark. Let me drive you.”
“I’m fine.” You reply flat.
“Come on,” he pushes, matching your stride. “You’re freezing. My car is parked right there, see?”
“Save it for your fanclub.”
Seungmin suddenly goes still, watching you walk away. He curses under his breath and heads for his car.
Moments later, the soft rumble of his engine curls into the quiet street. Headlights spill across your shadow, but you keep walking. You don’t even bother looking when he eases forward, matching the pace of the vehicle with yours.
The snowfall thickens faster than expected, gathering in your hair, biting at your cheeks. Your breath clouds the air in front of you, trembling slightly.
A single glance to your right, and you see Seungmin gripping the wheel with one hand, eyes fixed ahead like he’s pretending you’re not the only thing he’s focusing on. His puffer jacket is gone and you see a blue zip-up hoodie, sleeves pushed up enough to expose his foreams; his hands are faintly flushed from the cold.
The window slides down an inch, letting his voice escape. “Get in.”
Facing forward again, you refuse to give him that satisfaction. “No.”
“No?” he repeats steady. “You’d rather freeze your ass off?”
“Yes.”
He lets out a short, disbelieving laugh - as a reaction your heart flutters only causing you further annoyance.
“Stop bothering me.” You snap.
“Stop acting like a brat.” He fires back. “This is ridiculous.”
The car edges forward again, matching your stride with infuriating patience and determination.
Snowflakes melt against your lashes. Your nose stings. Your fingers ache. And Seungmin… he keeps driving slowly beside you in the dark, the headlights of his car painting your path with a glow.
At once, you stop - he stops too. Then, he speaks, softer but serious like you never heard him before.
“Just get in the car… please.” Not demanding nor pleading - he sounds simply tired from your entire conversation.
Finally, you turn toward him, shoes crunching through fresh snow as you go to open the door to the passenger seat. When you slip inside, you can’t stop the sigh of relief coming out through your cold lips. The heater hums quietly, warming the air in the small space nicely.
You click the seatbelt into place. Afterwards, neither of you speaks. A long silence drapes over the two of you, tense yet still somehow electric.
Eventually, you can’t bare it any longer. “Don’t follow me with your car again,” you murmur.
Seungmin’s mouth twists as he gazes ahead, fingers relaxing slightly on the wheel. “I won’t.”
to be continued… please, look forward to the full story!
— ♡ thank you for reading! and thank you from the bottom of my heart for all the support and excitement you’ve showed this fic! i’m so happy that after all this time, lights off still receives love. i hope that you like the updated version even more!!
sidenote: i’ve alwaysssss wanted to write a car scene like this teehee
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SUMMARY : yunho is down bad for you, everyone knows it except you. and he's managed to convince himself nothing good would come up if he confessed, that you'll be better of as friends. so when you ask him to be your boyfriend, just for the holidays because you promised your sister you would come with someone, he accepts immediately. even when he knows pretending will only make him feel even more miserable.
-> pairing : bff!yunho x fem!reader
-> words count : 5.9k
-> genre : best friends to lovers, mutual pining, a sprinkle of angst, smut & fluff
-> warnings (w. some spoilers of the plot) : family issues, self-depreciation, they truly are idiots in love, anxiety, swithc!yunho x switch!reader, car sex, semi-public sex, dry humping, riding, unprotected sex, creampie, begging, bit of teasing
+ the way i'm depicting yunho does not represent him, it's only a work of fiction.
-> 18+ content bellow, minors dni
-> reblogs and feedbacks are appreciated ! sorry for any mistakes, english is not my first language
-> author's note : someone has to explain me why writing yunho is so therapeutic to me ? the last time i planned something for him, it ended up being a 30k fic, and well... it got a bit out of hand here too lmao. but i'm so in love with this fic, i didn't think it would be my favourite of the event but it might be now...
-> now playing... dance all night - rosé
-> masterlist | ateez masterlist | eli's christmas special
“- Actually, can I ask you something Yuyu ?”
You had waited until all your friends went to get one more drink, to the bathroom or to dance, and left you alone with your best friend. It wasn’t that you didn’t want anyone else to hear this, it was just that it was embarrassing enough as it was, and you knew Yunho wouldn’t judge you. But still, you felt bad for him. Because he was too kind to refuse, and you knew it, and that your request would kind of crash all of his plans for the holidays.
“- Of course, you can ask me anything Y/N, you know that.”
And Yunho really meant it. Not only because he was your best friend, but also because he had this big, fat crush on you for years. He just couldn’t say no to you, especially when you looked at him in the eyes, and smiled at him so sweetly. He was weak for you, it was so obvious every one of your friends knew it. And you must know it too, at this point. But you hadn’t made a comment on it, so Yunho just assumed that you knew but didn’t reciprocate the feelings, didn’t want to hurt him. So he kept it for himself, pretended to be your best friend and to not feel his heart breaking whenever you told him about another date you went on.
“- Uhm… Well, you know how my sister is welcoming everyone at her home for Christmas and the holidays this year, right ?
- Yeah, you told me about it.
- Good… I may or may not have told her I would bring someone along because she wouldn’t let the subject down. And I may or may not have no one to bring with me. And you may or may not be the only one to be able to save me… Please ?”
You really looked apologetic, and Yunho knew he would agree because he couldn’t say no to you. And moreover, he knew how much your family bothered you with having a serious relationship, getting married and having kids quickly. He couldn’t stand this narrative they pushed upon you, couldn’t stand how your mother reminded you of your sister’s life and how you should follow the same path as her if you wanted to be worth it in her eyes.
“- So basically, you want me to be your boyfriend for a week ?
- Yes… I know it’s a lot to ask, and you can say no, of course, I wouldn’t blame you if you didn’t want to spend Christmas with my awful family.”
His heart ached at seeing the flash of hurt in your eyes, and he knew how hard the Christmas period always was for you. He slid his hand over the table to cover yours, and you looked at him with such hope in your eyes… He couldn’t refuse now, could he ?
“- I’ll come with you.
- Really ?”
Yunho rolled his eyes, masking the way he really felt about faking being your boyfriend with his usual teasing.
“- Yes, really. I’m not going to let you alone in this. I’m your best friend, aren’t I ?”
The relief on your face made him regret this decision a little less, and when you threw yourself in his arms to hug him, he immediately held you up against him for a little while longer.
“- You really are Yuyu, thank you so much.”
And yet, Yunho already knew he would regret this. Because would it really be pretending when all he wanted was to be your boyfriend for real ? When all he wanted was to hold your hand and kiss you ? When all he wanted was to call you his ?
“- Why do you need two suitcases for a less than a week voyage again ?”
You didn’t look at Yunho as you put your luggage in the trunk of his car.
“- Because I like to have choices when I dress. Are you going to criticize my fashion sense too, now ?
- Wouldn’t be very boyfriend material of me.
- Good answer, fake boyfie.”
You elbowed him as you walked towards the passenger door while Yunho closed the trunk, trying to ignore the sinking feeling in his chest every time you reminded him that this was all fake, all for appearances. He sighed as he opened the door to the driver's seat and got behind the wheel. You chose the music as he started the engine, driving away from your apartment building and taking the route to your sister’s house.
The trip was mostly quiet, the both of you plunged deep in thoughts. You couldn’t help anticipating your family’s reaction, the comments they would make on Yunho. He had been your best friend since your second year of college, and years later, he still was. Of course, you had introduced him to your family, and they all loved him. Well, your mom couldn’t help but judge everyone, even though she had a pretty good opinion of him. But you couldn’t help imagining the worst when you were going to introduce him as your boyfriend, when you were going to have to announce the breakup later on. Being close to him or acting like a couple didn’t worry you honestly, several people had commented on how close you were, on how you would look together. No. What you were worried about was your family, as always.
And Yunho couldn’t stop thinking about the choice he made, if he would be able to survive it or not. Because it was one thing to look at you from afar, to play your boyfriend for a few minutes at max when a guy became too insistent on a night out, to keep his feelings under control. But it was another to have to act like the perfect couple in front of your judgy, narcissistic, egoistical family. He had met them enough times, and you had cried in his arms enough times for him to know how they were, and how you will be criticized for everything you’ll do during these vacancies. But he was willing to do it for you, he was willing to do anything for you, honestly.
When you knocked on the door of your sister’s house a few years later, your hands were shaking, and Yunho knew very well it wasn’t from the cold winter air. He hesitated for a few seconds, not wanting to make you feel uncomfortable, but at the same time, he was going to need to get used to “casually” touching you over this week so he took your hand in his, making you turn your head in his direction.
“- It’s gonna be okay, yeah ? I’ll be by your side the whole time.”
You squeezed his hand and gave him a little smile in return, but it didn’t reach your eyes and Yunho could sense your nervousness from a mile away.
“- It’s okay if I call you love, right ?”
Even if it wasn’t serious, even if it was just a question, it made Yunho’s heart skip a beat to hear this name coming out of your mouth. He swallowed hard and then nodded at you, and you were not the only one feeling nervous anymore.
“- I’ll call you angel then.”
You nodded as well just as the door opened to reveal your sister, Mina. She smiled at you, with that smile so fake everyone knew she was lying. She hugged you as if she wanted to put the most distance between you. And then, she turned to Yunho, and you cleared your throat, took his hand in yours again and finally introduced him.
“- I told you I would come with someone so, uhm… Me and Yunho got together a few months ago.”
Mina stayed quiet for a few seconds, seemingly speechless - which was a rare sight that you savoured for the time being - before she stepped towards Yunho to give him the same unauthentic hug as she gave you.
“- Glad to meet you again, Mina. As my angel’s boyfriend this time.
- Well, welcome into the family for the second time, I guess.”
Her tone was already dripping with judgement, her eyes detailing every little aspect of his appearance and yours, but Yunho’s hand in yours helped you to keep your head straight. You led him into the house, while Mina announced your arrival to the rest of the family. Your mother was there, but not your father. They had divorced when you were still a teenager, and he had flown away from this toxic family - and you couldn’t blame him at all. Your sister’s husband and his two kids, as well as your brother, his girlfriend and your grandparents had come too. Only greeting everyone already had you overwhelmed, and you took the opportunity of having to bring yours and Yunho’s luggage up to your old room to take a moment to breathe.
You sat on the bed with a relieved sigh, the noise from downstairs muffled by the walls. Your room was still just as you left it when you went away for college : the walls were covered in posters of your favourite artists and series, the shelves collapsing under the weight of way too many books and your desk was drowned into the pieces of a puzzle you never found the time to finish. On your bedside table, there was still this dog plushie Yunha had managed to get you at the fair when you brought him to your hometown for the first time. You reached for the plushie, looking at it with a smile when you heard soft knocks on your door and there was only one person who would knock on your door in this house.
“- Come in Yuyu.”
Yunho entered the room and closed the door behind him without saying a word, and he came to sit beside you on the bed. You immediately leaned against his shoulder, and he looked at the plushie with a smile as well.
“- You still have it ?
- Yeah… It’s a good memory. And you lost so much money trying to get it for me, I had no choice but to keep it.”
He chuckled softly at your answer, but deep down, he tried to not get his hopes up. It meant nothing to you, it was just a funny souvenir with your best friend, but for him, it meant so much that you had kept it here, so close to you. And he tried to not think about the way you must have slept with this plushie cuddled up against you. Instead, he decided to change the subject.
“- Are you okay ? I talked with your brother for a minute and you had disappeared.
- Yeah, it’s just a lot to be back here, to have everyone all over me. And I can’t help being anxious, because I know there’s no reason for this year to be different from all the previous ones and… And I just know I’ll end up crying anyways.”
Yunho’s heart clenched in his chest, because he still remembered vividly how he always kept his phone on alert every Christmas night, just because he knew you would inevitably call him, voice trembling and sobbing loudly. But at least, he consoled himself that this year, he’ll be here to hug you, to defend you. He didn’t think it through when he kissed the top of your head, but you didn’t move either, didn’t reject it, didn’t reject him.
“- It’s going to be alright. I’m here, and you can lean on me anytime. You know you only have one word to say if you want me to take you away, right ?”
You rolled your eyes, but Yunho could see the faint smile on your lips as you answered.
“- Spiderman, yes, I know.”
Silence fell back onto the two of you, and you stayed a bit longer against him like that, appreciating his warmth, the calm he gave off before you both stepped back into the tempest.
“- Thank you…
- You’re welcome angel.”
And you tried to ignore how the nickname actually made you feel better. Better than it should have.
“- So Yunho, how did you and my sister end up getting together ? The last time I saw her, she didn’t even mention you.”
You gritted your teeth at Mina’s insinuations, and busied yourself with toasting your bread with butter and putting salmon on top of it rather than boiling inside even if it was only the appetizers. Yunho had always been better at keeping his calm, at keeping up a facade than you. And he did - his smile remaining polite as he calmly answered your sister with the made up story you agreed upon in the car.
“- It’s a funny story really. She had warned me that she was going on a date in a café, and she asked me to stay alert in case she needed me to get her. Of course, I was jealous and I ended up coming to the café anyway. I sat two tables away, and when she ended up calling me, I just interrupted the date. I made a whole scene, pretending to be her crazy ex. We made all the heads turn to us, right angel ? And then we had a harmless fight about it all, I confessed and she kissed me. And we haven’t left each other ever since.”
Yunho finished his recollection of memories looking deeply at you, and if you didn’t know this was all an act, you would’ve actually believed him. And you really had to fight with yourself to not get lost in his eyes. He was just too good at this, it was downright scary. You forced a smile on your face, sliding your hand over his on the table to make it look more believable.
“- Yeah, it was such an emotional roller coaster, but I couldn’t be happier now.”
This display of affection seemed to keep your family off of your back for a few rounds of conversations about people you didn’t even know but that your mother apparently had something to comment upon. You barely listened to her, knowing that she only talked for herself anyway, and you kept your attention on Yunho or on your two nieces that, contrary to their parents, were the sweetest little human beings.
Apparently, having Yunho by your side made your family a bit more careful about their words, and the night ended without too much damage to your self-esteem. Though, you still crashed on the bed as soon as Yunho closed the door of your bedroom behind the two of you.
“- Well… That wasn’t so bad ?
- Yeah, I think they want to make a good impression on you.”
Yunho chuckled as he laid down beside you, looking at the way your face was buried into the pillow. Sensing that he was staring at you, you turned your head to the side, diving into these fascinating eyes of his.
“- Nothing they could do will give me a good impression of them.”
Yunho reached for your face, pushing away a few strands of hair that had fallen in front of your eyes. Your breath got stuck in your throat, and you looked at him with a surprised expression. But Yunho didn’t even seem phased, as if the gesture had come naturally to him. You didn’t comment on it, didn’t react more than that as you stood from the bed hurriedly.
“- I’m gonna take a shower, don’t wait for me.”
You closed the door of your attached bathroom and leaned against it, closing your eyes as your head rested against the cold wood. Why did your heart beat so fast ? And why did you wish Yunho kept his hand against your cheek for a little longer ? You knew exactly why, and this was bad. This was really bad.
Yunho had honestly seen you in every outfit known to mankind at this point. He had seen you in your pajamas, in slutty outfits when you were going out, dressed classy and elegant for work, in sports clothing when you agreed to come running with him. He had seen it all. And sure, he had seen you in skimpier, more revealing outfits than the red dress you were wearing today. But it was the fact that you made sure it was the exact same shade as his sweater, that it was matching perfectly with him. It was crazy how much a simple detail could make him forget that he was only your fake boyfriend.
And he played his part flawlessly the whole day. He kept mentioning you in every conversation, kept making sure everyone knew how proud of you he was, how amazing you were. He stayed close to you - either having his hand on you or kissing your temple or forehead. No one could have guessed this was all fake, but honestly, your heart was starting to not get the difference between the lies and reality with how fast it started beating whenever Yunho smiled at you like you truly were the love of his life.
“- Why don’t you start by giving your presents Yunho ?
- Of course, I’ll go first.”
You knew what the wicked smile on your sister’s face meant : she was going to judge and be mean, and she was going to be harsh because until then, she had had nothing to criticize Yunho on. You knew Yunho had bought you something for Christmas, like every year since you knew each other even if you always insisted that you didn’t need him to buy you anything. But instead of just one gift, Yunho handed several, one for every member of your family, even for your two nieces and your grandparents. Your eyes widened as he handed you the last gift.
“- Love… You didn’t have to.
- I know. But it’s my first Christmas as your boyfriend, I wanted to mark the occasion. And you only deserve the best.”
You looked away, trying to keep your emotions under control. This was a lot, even if it was just to keep up the act, even if it didn’t mean anything more than being kind in his eyes. It meant a lot to you, way too much for feelings that were supposed to be friendly.
“- Well… Thank you, Yunho. It was really thoughtful to buy us all something.
- It was my pleasure Mrs. L/N.”
From the corner of your eyes, you could see Mina gritting her teeth, holding in her hands the eyeshadow palette she had been begging her husband to buy for her for at least six months.
“- Come on, angel. Open it.”
You focused on Yunho again, staring at him in silence for a few seconds before you started carefully ripping off the purple wrapping paper. You discovered a jewelry box, and already, you felt tears prickling in your eyes. And they really started to roll down your cheeks when you opened it. Inside, there was a perfect replica of the butterfly necklace your dad had gifted you when you were a kid, and that your sister had broken out of jealousy. You looked up at Yunho, surprise, gratefulness and love mixing in your heart, in your eyes.
“- Where did you find it ?”
Your voice was barely over a whisper, but Yunho heard you. He always did. You held up the necklace, looking at it and touching it as if it was your most precious possession. He smiled softly as he delicately took it from your hands, pushing your hair away so he could attach it around your neck. You turned around to look at him, still crying, but a smile so big it was eating up your whole face, and that was enough for him.
“- I have my ways, angel. Do you like it ?”
You didn’t respond, simply stepped right into his arms, hiding your face in his neck as you cried some more. This necklace had no monetary value, but it meant everything to you sentimentally speaking. When your sister had broken it and your mom had thrown it away without a second thought, without trying to repair it, your heart shattered into pieces, and it had been the first deep fracture in your relationship with your family. And here was Yunho, healing wounds he didn’t even create, treating you better than anyone ever did, than anyone ever could, all for the sake of being your fake boyfriend.
“- Are you joking ? I love it. I love it so much. I love you, Yunho.”
And at this moment, you knew you meant these three words, and you were glad you had an excuse to tell him what you could never confess. And at this moment, Yunho knew it would be way harder to come back to being your friend after knowing what it felt like to hear these three words falling from your lips, being directed at him.
“- Nothing serious ?”
Yunho turned around as you closed the French window behind you. The lights coming from the living room illuminated the garden, and the bench on which Yunho had been sitting, talking on the phone for almost ten minutes. He seemed worried, and to be the perfect girlfriend, you had to go see if everything was alright.
“- No, don’t worry. It was just Mingi and San. They tried to bake a cake and broke the oven in the process. It’s… A fantastic story, really. You’ll want to hear it.
- I’m sure I’ll do.”
You both giggled as you sat beside Yunho, wrapped up in your coat and his scarf. You instinctively leaned your head against his shoulder, and as if it came naturally to him as well, his arm came to wrap around your waist and pull you closer to him.
“- Thank you for the necklace, Yuyu. I really… I really appreciate it. More than you know.”
He looked down at you, the same look he had had in his gaze for the few days you had been there reflecting in his eyes. That soft, almost loving look. But it wasn’t possible, and you knew it. Your dream would have to come to an end. This was all fake, and even if your traitorous heart had apparently forgotten about that, your brain had to remind you that somehow, Yunho wasn’t your boyfriend, and that he would never be.
“- It was important to you, so it was important to me too. And I always want to see you happy and smiling like that, especially if it’s because of me.”
You forgot how to breathe, how to blink and how to talk. Again. He had that effect on you way too much these days. Before you could answer anything, you heard the French window opening loudly behind you. You turned around to see your two nieces giggling maliciously, like they always did when they had prepared another of their plans to mess with you.
“- Y/Nnie ! We have something to show you, you have to come inside !
- Okay, okay, I’m coming !”
Yunho let you leave with a tender smile on his face, already used to your nieces’ antics because he was always willing to play into it just to see them laugh. Which warmed your heart a bit too much too.
“- Yunho, you have to come too !”
He chuckled as he stood up too, walking back towards the window alongside you.
“- Well, I don’t have a choice now, do I ?”
The two little devils were almost dying of laughter as you and Yunho entered the living room again, and as you were sliding the door closed behind you, they both pointed at something on the ceiling. You looked up, and of course, there just had to be mistletoe.
“- You have to kiss now !”
Everyone was looking at you, and your cheeks - already red because of the cold air - had taken an even deeper color. You looked at Yunho, hesitating about your next move. You hadn’t planned on kissing him, hadn’t even talked about it. But before you could ask yourself too many questions, Yunho slipped an arm around your waist, supporting all your weight as he dipped you to give you the most romantic kiss you had ever received. Your own arms wrapped around his neck, and even as he put you back on your feet, your lips were still sealed to his, deaf to the cheers and applause of your nieces. And when you pulled away, suddenly all shy, Yunho knew he was thoroughly fuck. This was a bad idea, because now, he wasn’t sure he could ever go back to not knowing how your lips felt on his.
The drive back to the city was even quieter than a few days before. You hadn’t thought that so little time faking being a couple with your best friend would shift the way you saw him so much. If you were honest, you had always had this little something for Yunho. And how could you have not ? He was just so perfect, it was impossible not to have a thing for him. But you were his total opposite. He was calm and reasonable, while you were hot tempered and a mess. But somehow, it worked. And you wanted to have him in your life at all costs, even if it meant only ever being his friend.
Yunho hadn’t thought that so little time faking being a couple with his best friend would be so difficult. After all, he had been in love with you for years, from the first time you hung out, from the moment you beat his ass at bearpong. It should’ve been easy to keep his feelings under control, but everything he thought he knew of you had been shaken off during this trip. The way you looked at him, the way you called him “love”, the way you let him kiss you. Everything made him want to pull you closer. But he wanted to have you in his life at all costs, even if it meant only ever being your friend.
“- Are you really not going to say anything ?”
Your uncertain voice broke the silence. From the corner of his eye, Yunho could see you weren’t looking at him, staring right ahead at the road unfolding in front of you instead. He focused his attention back on the road as well, jaw clenching as if to not let out the words he wanted to say so much.
“- What is there to say ? You want me to be the one to break up ?”
He tried to joke, but even he could feel that his tone sounded a little more bitter than he intended too, but it was too late to correct it.
“- Yunho, I… Just tell me you felt it too, tell me I’m not going crazy.”
You knew your tone sounded a little more desperate than you intended too, but it was too late to correct it. And you meant it. Going back to your life as if all of this hadn’t meant anything would break you. And maybe it was egoistical, maybe it was selfish to do this now, to do this to him. But for once, maybe you had the right to be egoistical, maybe you had the right to be selfish, to want something all for yourself.
Yunho felt like he would be the one to go crazy if he didn’t pull over right now. As soon as he located a safe spot on the side of the road, he quitted the main way and abruptly stopped, immediately turning to you, the yearning of so many years of unrequited, desperate, one-sided loving glowing in his eyes.
“- You have to tell me you’re serious, because I have to know if this is worth running our friendship forever.”
You didn’t even have to say a word, the tears welling up in your eyes talking for you. Yunho reached for you over the seats, cupping your face and pressing his forehead to yours, searching your eyes until he was sure you would have no other choice than to look at him, than to believe him.
“- I’ve always loved you, angel. From the moment I saw you, I knew I was meant to be in your orbit. I wanted to be with you, by your side, even if I could never get what I truly desired. Seeing you happy, it was all that mattered to me, it is all that will ever matter to me. Everything I said to your family, I meant every word.
- I love you too. I love you so much. I just… We are so different, and you always dated girls so different from me, I never thought I had a chance but all I wanted was to be with you. I buried these feelings inside of me until I almost forgot you were the love of my life. But you are. And everything you did, everything you do… You reminded me of that Yunho, you always remind me of how much I’m worth.”
He smiled at you and you smiled at him, and when he kissed you, this time, it was for real. He kept his hands on your cheeks, cupping your face to tilt your face in his direction and the kiss deepened almost immediately. You had waited so long for this, and he had wanted this for so long. He finally had the right to kiss you, to touch you like he had dreamed about for years, so he didn’t waste any more time to pull you over the seats and onto his lap.
“- You don’t know how much I wanted this.”
Yunho only had the time to murmur the words against your lips before you kissed him again, taking advantage of his surprise to push your tongue into his mouth. And he didn’t stop you, on the contrary, he wrapped his arms around your waist, pulling you closer to him, and over the seats until you were sitting just over the boner starting to deform his pants. You chuckled in the kiss, letting your lips derive from his lips, along his jaw and down the column and the side of his neck, until his hips bucked up against yours and low groans spilled from his lips.
“- I think I can feel it.”
You pushed down his black turtleneck, just enough to be able to suck a hickey on his skin at the base of his neck. Even his skin tasted good, better than you imagined, and you fully intended on spending a lot of time covering every inch of him in marks when you’ll have more time to do so.
“- I want you too, Yunho. So bad.”
You really made his head spin - your words, your lips and the way you marked him - everything you did made him weak, made him want to get on his knees and give you the world. His grip around your hips tightened, encouraging you to grind down against him. You both moaned together, letting the waves of pleasure hit you without resisting anymore.
“- Please, angel… Let me have you, I need you.
- Take anything you want… I’m yours.”
This was all Yunho needed to grab the back of your neck and bring you back up to his mouth. He immediately let his tongue dance with yours, no one winning, no one losing, simply moving in harmony, the same way you grinded against each other as if just holding each other close was enough. But you wanted more, you wanted all of him. The friction of your clothes and his, of his cock hardening more and more as seconds passed turned you on more than ever, made you so wet your panties were sticking to your core
You frantically tried to get out of your pants as quickly as possible, pushing them down to your ankles, along with your panties, while Yunho unbuckled his belt and wiggled his hips underneath you to push his own pants and underwear down as well. The position was not the most comfortable you had ever known, but you wanted him too much to wait, needed him too much to wait.
“- Come here, angel…”
You held yourself up on your knees, Yunho helping you line up his cock to your entrance. You slowly sank down on him, throwing your head back as you moaned loudly. Yunho’s grip tightened around your hips as your cunt swallowed him whole. You stayed still on top of him for a few seconds, the cold air hitting your legs and the way you felt so hot all over overwhelmed you already. The feeling of his big cock inside of you, of his big hands on you, of his eyes in yours that seemed to set your body ablaze… It was all too much. And it felt like a dream to finally feel him inside of you, so much better than everything you had ever imagined.
“- Feels so good, Yunho…
- Fuck, you too… Please, move baby…”
You whined in agreement as you started to move up and down, your thighs already burning from the uncomfortable position you were in. You rested your hands on Yunho’s shoulders, and he kept his hands on your hips, helping you rock your hips on top of him. You looked like nothing less than a mess, but in his eyes, you never looked more gorgeous. It was the way you were moaning his name, the way he could hear how wet you were, the way you clenched around him every time he said your name. And it felt like a dream to finally be inside of you, so much better than everything he had ever fantasized about.
“- Yu… I love you…”
You leaned down until you were able to kiss him, your tongues messily dancing with each other as you sped up your rhythm on top of him as much as you could. But it was enough, and you didn’t need more for your orgasm to wash over you. You opened your mouth on a silent scream, dissolving into airy whines and sighs as the waves of pleasure slowly died down.
“- Can I cum inside, angel ? Please… Please let me fill you up…”
Only your whimpers answered him, and he moaned with you as he held you close, burying his head in your chest as his hips bucked up into you, stilling deep inside of you. You could feel him trembling as he came, you could feel his cum seeping out of him, sliding down your thighs. You rested your head on top of his, just as breathless as he was, but contempt, happy and fulfilled - in every sense of the term.
“- Don’t fall asleep on me, angel.”
You hummed, but you didn’t move an inch from him, and he didn’t seem keen on pushing you away either. Well, that was until the klaxon of a car loudly resonated on the empty road, making the both of you jump up and look around. It was only a passing car that had immediately driven away, but Yunho winced as you squeezed around him involuntarily, and you giggled as you finally both got dressed and sat back in your respective seat.
“- Yeah, time to go.”
You turned your head to the side to meet Yunho’s gaze, and you both burst out laughing. You clearly hadn’t expected your Christmas weekend to end like that, but you were not really mad about it.
“- You’re the best thing I could’ve asked for Christmas.”
You smiled at him, and he smiled at you. Because he was right, and you were glad you finally realized just how much you loved him.
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SUMMARY : as far as you remembered, christmas had always been your least favourite holidays. maybe it was because you couldn't find one happy christmas memory. or maybe it was because you just didn't like it. anyways, you always managed to work on that night to avoid gatherings with your family. except that this year, minho is working with you on christmas night, that you cannot stand him and that for some reasons, an electricity shortage forces you to spend too much time with him.
-> warnings (w. some spoilers of the plot) : mentions of family issues, self-depreciation, miscommunication trope, teasing, elevator sex, jealousy, soft dom!minho x sub!reader, biting, marking, use of 'kitten', dirty talk, fingering, bit of possessiveness, begging, praising, minho's asking consent and it's sexy, oral (f. receiving), a bit of dry humping, they're both emotionally constipated
+ the way i'm depicting minho does not represent him, it's only a work of fiction.
-> 18+ content bellow, minors dni
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-> author's note : well... i am a bit late, but better letter than never, no ? jokes aside, i adored writing this fic, i always love writing for minho anyways and this trop suited him so well... i hope you'll like it just as much, and merry christmas !
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As far as you remembered, Christmas had always been your least favourite holiday. Maybe it was because you couldn't find one happy Christmas memory. Growing up, Christmas had always meant being caught in the middle of endless, pointless arguments and screaming matches, always meant being the target of all the critics and all the mean words you didn’t deserve. And even if now, you had loving friends willing to spend the holidays with you, you just couldn’t erase these souvenirs.
So as soon as you started to work, you always managed to work on Christmas day. All your coworkers were thankful for your “sacrifice”, and you couldn't be happier to help them and yourself out. Suffering from the stupidity of customers was better than suffering from the stupidity of your family. Except that this year, Minho was scheduled to work with you, and you almost regretted not agreeing to your mother’s proposal to come to the family gathering. It wasn’t that you didn’t like Minho, it was just that you couldn’t stand him at all.
Why ? Well, he was cocky, overconfident, and always thought he was right. You had been part of the company for years, and then this new guy could come in and do better than you in only a few months ? Yeah, that pissed you off. And since Minho seemed to be in the mood to tease, you decided to play in his game. You started to talk back when he mocked you, made every project a competition between the two of you until you truly resented him. And from the way he looked at you like he wanted to kill you, you guessed he hated you too.
The only light sources were coming from yours and Minho’s laptops and desk lamps, the rest of the office was dark, only intensifying your desire to sleep. You sighed as you hung up from your last call of the night. Your duty period was over, you were free to go home and you fully intended to do so. Your plans for the rest of the night were to get take out from your favourite Chinese restaurant, settle on the couch with a blanket, your food and your cat, and fall asleep in front of your favourite movie without a worry in the world.
You practically hadn’t said a word to Minho the whole night, but of course, he got off work at the same time as you. And as you were walking towards the elevator, you could feel him following after you. You sighed as you pressed the call button, the doors opening slowly in front of you. You stepped into the elevator, and pressed on the first floor button. Minho walked in right after you, leaning against the wall on the opposite side of yours. You felt him glance at you, but you didn’t reciprocate, didn’t look at him, didn’t say a word to him. What use would that be ?
Suddenly, the elevator came to an abrupt stop. You nearly tripped over your own feet, holding yourself up at the last second against the wall. The lights flickered for a few moments before shutting down as well, and the digital numbers on top of the door were stuck on three. You groaned as you immediately understood what was happening.
“- Seriously ? It had to be now ?”
You were muttering under your breath but Minho must have heard you because he groaned in agreement by your side. The elevator breakdown had almost made you forget about him. The darkness surrounded both of you, and you carefully took a few steps towards the control panel before a hand on your arm stopped you. You turned around, and even in the obscurity, you could see Minho and his eyes shining. A few seconds passed before he let go of your arm and broke the eye contact, reaching for his phone in his pocket and turning the flashlight on.
“- You would’ve broken your ankle.”
His comment seemed like a cover up, and only then did you finally take a deep breath. You turned around again and finally reached the control panel, Minho standing right beside you and holding his phone so you could see what button would help you. After a few seconds, you identified the emergency button and pressed on it.
“- Emergency services, what can we do for you ?
- Yes, hello, my name is Y/N L/N, I’m working at the JYPE Company and I am currently stuck into the elevator with one of my coworkers.
- Ah… Well, since it’s Christmas night, I fear we’re gonna need a while to get to you and be able to solve the issue, ma’am.
- How long are we talking ?
- Maybe a few hours ? I am really sorry, ma’am, I’ll send you someone as quickly as possible.”
You sighed as the technician hung up the call, and Minho was porting the same annoyed expression as you. You walked back to the wall you were initially leaning against, settling down on the floor since you were apparently going to be stuck in here for way longer than you thought. Minho took his place on the opposite side of you again, turning off his flashlight and plunging you both back into the darkness of the elevator. You sighed again as you cancelled your take out order, really regretting not going to the Christmas gathering this time.
“- Why are you whining like that ? It’s not like you were going to spend Christmas with anybody.”
Minho’s teasing usually was pretty harmless, and he couldn’t know your reasons to be working tonight, but still, you couldn’t resist the urge to send him a death glare, nor the way your heart clenched in your chest at his remark because he was not so far from the truth. You scoffed to hide the slight hurt, and you replied in the same cutting tone.
“- It’s none of your business Lee. And why are you here too anyway ? Don’t you have a little family to see ?”
Even in the dark, you could see Minho looking at you. Your vision was getting clearer, your eyes getting used to the shadows, and you could distinguish his silhouette and the way his face hardened.
“- It’s none of your business either, L/N.”
Silence fell back onto the two of you, heavier than it had ever been before, and it was almost like you could feel it pressing down on you.
“- My parents don’t live in the country anymore, and my mom has had health problems this year, so she didn’t take the plane to not take any risks.”
Minho’s words breaking the ice almost made you jump in place, and you looked back at him. His face was turned away from yours, staring at the elevator door, and his fingers were playing with the hem of his scarf - that thing he always did when he was a little nervous. His sudden vulnerability made you feel a bit guilty about your dry answer, and you looked down at your feet as you spoke up again.
“- I don’t have… A good relationship with my family, it’s really complicated. That’s why I’m working on Christmas night each year. It gives me an excuse to not go.”
Silence, again. But this time, you could feel Minho looking at you, and you raised your head to look at him too. It seemed like something softer crossed his eyes, something entirely not him, but also something that made you feel a bit better, without knowing why.
“- I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to make it worse.”
The words seemed foreign coming out of his mouth, but at the same time, he was still holding your gaze, and the sincerity dripping from his voice made you feel like he was telling the truth. You let out a little laugh under your breath, and you heard his clothes shuffling, and his presence by your side when he sat back down.
“- What’s so funny ?”
His tone was lighter, almost relaxed despite the situation, despite the fact that he was supposed to hate you. And there was this signature smirk of his stretching out his lips when you turned your head to the side to look at him again.
“- You, apologizing. It’s… Unusual. Are you kind with me because it’s Christmas or is that one of your New Year’s resolutions ?
- I’m kind to the people who deserve it. And you’re not kind to me either Y/N, are you ?”
The darkness surrounding the two of you and the knowledge that you wouldn’t be bothered for at least a few more hours made him braver than he usually was when it came to his feelings, when it came to his relation to you. You didn’t stop looking at him, his already handsome features accentuated by the darkness projecting charming shadow all over his sculpted face.
“- Maybe I’m not. You’re just… Too good at what you do, it feels like all the efforts I have been putting into this job for years don’t count compared to you. Hard to be kind to someone who makes you feel like you’re not enough.”
You masked the real hurt behind your words with a little laugh, suddenly feeling a little too self aware of the confession you were making to him. Maybe that the darkness got you brave too. Minho stayed silent for a few seconds, and when he talked again, his voice sounded softer.
“- I don’t hate you, you know ? You’re really good at what you do… And I was new, so I had to prove myself, to prove that I could be just as good as you were, as you are. You’re enough, Y/N. More than enough.”
Your head rested on your knees, and you turned your head to the side to be able to look at him. He was much closer than what you imagined. But contrary to what it should’ve ignited in you, it felt warm and comforting.
“- Is that one of your other New Year’s resolutions ?
- No… It’s the truth. You’re amazing, and not just at your job.”
And again, silence. But this one, it was comfortable, you almost wanted to bask in it. Your eyes fell into his, and strangely, your heart started to beat faster.
“- I don’t hate you either… I’m just… A bit jealous, I guess. Because you’re amazing too, and not just at your job.”
That soft look in his eyes hadn’t left him, and you had to admit he looked even better like that. It was a secret to absolutely no one that Minho was handsome. Ever since he arrived at the company, he had been the subject of all the gossip from your coworkers. They spent their time wondering if he had a partner or how such a pretty boy could be single. But you always stayed away from these conversations, you always tried to ignore how attracted to him you were because it was easier to hate him this way. But right now, all alone in the dark with him, it was way harder to keep these barriers up.
“ - Is it so bad that we don’t hate each other ?”
Minho looked at you intently for a few seconds without saying anything. Instead, he scooted even closer to you, his face now inches away from yours. You didn’t flinch, didn’t back away when he lifted his hand and placed it on your cheek, nor when his thumb brushed against your bottom lip.
“- No… I don’t think so…
- Good.”
That was his last word before he leaned in to kiss you. Your eyes widened in surprise, and you stayed frozen for a few seconds. And then, you simply melted into the kiss. Your own hand found its way to Minho’s cheek, pulling him closer to you until all you could feel were his lips against yours and the heat of his body. And his kisses felt so good, making your head spin with want, making you question why you fought against your attraction for so long.
Soon enough, you felt his tongue against your lips, as if asking for permission. And you opened your mouth, letting him deepen the kiss, letting him slowly lay you down onto the cold elevator floor, one hand holding up your head and the other one resting on your waist over your clothes. Your own hands slid from his cheeks to his hair, tangling up in the strands and making him sigh against your mouth. His kisses derived from your mouth to your jaw, and you tilted your head to the side to give him more access. Minho didn’t waste time to latch onto your neck - kissing, licking and biting it. He surely left hickeys, but neither of you minded.
“- Minho… We shouldn’t…
- I don’t care… I’ve wanted to do this since I saw you.”
You finally opened your eyes, looking up at him and even in the obscurity, you could see the way his gaze had darkened. You gasped as he pulled you closer to him by your waist, his hands quickly making their way up from your knees to your inner thighs, beneath the tissue of your pleated skirt.
“- Really ?”
Minho didn’t answer right away. Instead, he busied himself with pulling down your black tights and helping you get out of your high heels boots, until you were almost naked and the cold air made you shiver. His hands immediately took their place back onto your thighs, squeezing them in between his palms and looking down at you as if he was hypnotized.
“- Yes, really. Every time we argued, I just wanted to push you against the wall and kiss you to shut you up, or bend you over my desk and fuck you in front of everyone.”
And he said all that like he was so unaffected, like it didn’t make you even wetter, like you hadn’t thought about that as well. And the way you bite down on your lips to keep your sounds under control didn’t go unnoticed. A smirk spread on Minho’s face as he slid his hands higher up your thighs, until he could push up your skirt and reveal your black panties, with a noticeable wet spot in the center.
“- You wanted that too, uh ? Is that why you kept fighting with me ? So I would punish you and make you shut that smart of yours ?”
Minho didn’t let you respond before he pressed his thumb against your clit over your panties, making you moan under your breath and try to get away from him. But he pinned your hips down with his other hand, effectively keeping you in place as he imposed rapid and unforgiven circles on your covered cunt.
“- Cat got your tongue, kitten ?”
The nickname didn’t help you gather your thoughts, nor to think of something clever to answer to him. And he had that infuriatingly hot smirk on his lips as he tortured you, not giving you more when he knew exactly what you wanted, when he already knew exactly what he did to you.
“- I was always right, you’re making up things…
- Oh yeah ? Then why are you so wet for me ? You don’t want my fingers Y/N ?”
You wanted to say no, wanted to keep up the act even if you both knew you wanted this just as much. But the way he was touching you, the way he was driving you crazy only allowed you to deny it by shaking your head. But Minho wasn’t having it. He leaned down, keeping his thumb pressed firmly against your clit until your legs trembled around him, until he could speak directly into your ear.
“- Say it, kitten. Say that you want it, say that you want me.”
Maybe the possessiveness in his tone was too much, maybe he shouldn’t get carried away like that, but you drove him mad too and he wanted more too, he wanted to know he wasn’t the only one going crazy. You moaned again, your cheeks heating up as you bucked your hips against his hand.
“- I want it Minho, I want you, please…”
Minho didn’t need more to finally push your panties to the side and let one of his fingers plunge into your heat. You moaned at the feeling, your back arching and your eyes closing, overwhelmed by the pleasure of finally having something inside of you. Minho sat back onto his knees, staring intently at your cunt, at the way you were taking his finger. Keeping his eyes on you, he pushed another, and you could feel yourself get wetter, could hear your whimpers echoing into the small space of the elevator.
“- Shit kitten, you look so good like this… Can I taste you ?”
You nodded eagerly, and Minho didn’t waste any more time to lean down and lick your clit. He stilled his fingers inside of you, pressing against the perfect spot to make you moan as he sucked on your clit. One of your hands found purchase in his hair again, keeping him pressed against your cunt. You threw your head back, your hips moving on their own against his face as he resumed the movement of his fingers. And the way you could feel him humming and sighing against your pussy, as if he enjoyed this as much as you, got you closer to your release, faster than you thought you could ever be able to.
“- Minho… I’m close…”
He only sucked harder around your clit, making you cry out his name louder. The wet noises were invading the elevator, and you could only hear that over your own sounds of pleasure. Suddenly, you felt Minho’s free hand pushing down onto your lower abdomen, and without having the time to warn him, you felt yourself cum. Your walls squeezed his fingers tighter, and you moaned even louder. You could almost see stars behind your closed eyelids as Minho lapped up every last drop of your juices.
When you opened your eyes again, he was holding himself up over you again, presenting the two fingers that had been inside of you to your mouth. You slowly took them, sucking them clean of your own release. And Minho groaned at the sight, leaning down to kiss you as soon as you let go of his fingers, sharing the taste of you on your tongues. His hands slid back down to your hips, pulling you impossibly close to him, until he could make you feel how hard he was in his pants. You bucked up your hips, whining into the kiss as Minho started to grind against your wet panties. You were starting to unbuckle his belt when the lights illuminated the small space again, and the elevator started to move again.
For a few seconds, you stared at each other with the same surprised expression. And then you scrambled to pull back your tights in place while Minho helped you put your shoes back on, both of you giggling like teenagers who got caught. As the door opened to the first floor and a technician that had probably managed to repair the elevator quicker than planned, you didn’t look like you just had gotten the best head of your life anymore.
As you and Minho finally walked out of the building, a kind of awkward silence had settled back between the two of you. You stood there, the wind blowing your hair in every direction, looking at him without knowing what to say. What were you supposed to do now ? How were you supposed to act now that you knew he didn’t hate you ? Now that you knew he was attracted to you as well ? Now that you knew how his kisses felt ?
“- Uhm… So, do you have plans for the rest of the night ?”
His question got you out of your thoughts, and Minho seemed just as nervous as you were ; he was rocking on his own feet, not looking at you anymore. And it was cute. Very cute.
“- I was about to go home, and eat in front of a movie with my cat. But… I could be tempted by something else.”
Your cheeks reddened, and not because of the cold. It was easy to give in to your desires, to let Minho get you off in an elevator. But it was way harder to be honest and admit that you liked him more than you ever imagined. But the small, soft smile on his lips made your heart beat faster, and made these stupid butterflies come alive in your stomach.
“- Maybe… I know this really good Chinese place, it’s open all night. And I know you like Chinese food. So, uhm, we could eat together. If you want to ?”
It was so unusual for Minho to be so unsure, to sound so uncertain. But he never knew how to communicate with you, how to get your attention. And now that he had it, well, he really didn’t want to fuck it up.
“- I very much want to Minho.”
You smiled at him, and he felt his ears get hotter. He led the way to the restaurant, and you fell into his walking rhythm by his side. And when he took your hand in his, claiming it was so you wouldn’t get too cold, both of you couldn’t help the dumb smiles on your faces.
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Eli i just finished reading the NSFW alphabet you did for Kyeomie and SHEEEESH GURL
Wow (canon)
I was wondering if you were planning on doing it for Woozi too, and in case request for it :)
Whenever you have the time!
Love your work💕
hehe thank you for reading and requesting and loving my work lovely, i really appreciate it jaja <3 woozi is one of my svt bias so I had no choice but to do it for him too, so here it is ! hope you'll like it as much as the seokmin one !
Hey there cutie patootie, how are you doing? I'm in love with your alphabet works and I was wondering if you're gonna do it for the others members too? I'm dying to see SCoups and Woozi versions but take your time baby no pressure at all, take care lovely💗
NSFW ALPHABET - L. JIHOON
-> pairing : lee jihoon x fem!reader
-> words count : 1.5k words
-> genre : pure smut
-> warnings : dom!jihoon x sub!reader, body description, nipple play, unprotected sex, creampie, marking, voice kink, scratching, doggystyle, masturbation (m.), phone sex, begging, strenght kink, manhandling, dirty talk, riding, mention of choking, oral (m. & f. receiving), fingering, deepthroating, hair pulling, face fucking, degradation, praising, sextoys, teasing, use of 'slut', shower sex, semi-public sex
+ the way i'm depicting jihoon does not represents him, it's only a work of fiction
-> 18+ content below, minors DNI
-> author's note : hey there lovely, thank you so much for reading my work and taking the time to give feedbacks, i'm really glad you love my work ! the seungcheol version is posted, and there is the woozi one ! i hope you'll like them as much as the other ones !
-> sorry for any mistakes, english is not my first language.
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A - AFTERCARE
He needs the closeness of cuddles after sex. He always pulls you in his arms right away. You don’t even need to talk, just basking in each other’s presence, listening to your heartbeat or his breathing slowing down. Before falling asleep, he always kisses your nose, your forehead or the top of your head.
B - BODY PARTS (favourite body part of theirs and their partners)
To be honest, he’s a little ashamed of how much he loves your boobs. Whenever you catch him staring at them, his face goes redder than a tomato, no matter how long you’ve been together. He just cannot resist when they’re so plush and gorgeous, making you look so soft and tempting. When he’s tired, he loves to rest his head against your chest, letting you play with his hair.
You definitely love your boyfriend’s consistency in the gym, and you always insist on coming with him just to see his back muscles flex when he’s doing pull-ups. It’s always a boost to his ego whenever you gush about his muscles, or make him get rid of his shirts just to caress his back muscles. Jihoon rolls his eyes at your antics, but truly, he adores hearing you so addicted to his body.
C - CUM
For obvious reasons, he loves to cum on your boobs. But more generally, he prefers to cum on your body rather than inside. Don’t get him wrong, it feels really good to stuff you full, but seeing you marked like that makes him go even crazier.
D - DIRTY SECRET
It’s not exactly a secret, but he definitely gets hard hearing your sounds of struggle when you decide to come to the gym with him. He’s glad to share this passion of his with you, but sometimes, it’s more of a torture than anything.
E - EXPERIENCE
I don’t think he’s had that much girlfriend, but they were fairly serious and long relationships. He’s good at learning your body and your reactions in and out, until he knows you better than you do.
F - FAVOURITE POSITION
Holding you up against the wall, letting you scratch down his back, and seeing your boobs move with the force of his thrusts. Jihoon also particularly likes to have you face down and ass up, sometimes bringing you up against his chest and taking the opportunity to play with your tits.
G - GOOFY (are they more serious or not in the moment ?)
Definitely more on the serious side, joking around too much would get him out of the moment. He’s fully focused on you, on the moment and on making the both of you feel good.
H - HAIR
He's a clean guy, he takes care of himself very regularly and he’s very committed to it, especially when he’s in a relationship.
I - INTIMACY (are they romantic ?)
Jihoon doesn’t automatically lean into the romantic side, sex with him is rather passionate and intense, often a bit rough, but not really loving and slow. He gets particularly emotional when you spend quite some time away, or on special dates like your anniversary.
J - JACK OFF
He doesn’t feel the need to most of the time. If he’s horny, you’re there anyways so why waste it by masturbating when he could be coming down your throat ? He gets easily frustrated when he’s away on tour though, that’s when he facetimes you while he touches himself, fast and unforgiving, just to take the edge off until he sees you again.
K - KINKS
Your moans are the most beautiful melody to his ears, he goes crazy whenever you moan out his name and the sole reason he prefers to have you at home is because he can hear every little one of your sounds. Actually, his favourite sound is to hear you begging for him. He likes to feel you become putty in his hands the more he teases, hearing pleas falling from your lips for him to give you more. Jihoon is also really turned on by the fact that he can overpower you so easily. And he knows for a fact that his strength turns you on too, so he doesn’t refrain from holding you down, throwing you on the bed or manhandling you in any position he wishes. Obviously, he likes to play with your boobs a lot too, always all over them the moment you take off your top. He’s also very fond of seeing you and feeling you react to his dirty words, it gives him a sense of control and power that really gets him going.
L - LOCATION (favourite places to do it)
As mentioned before, he prefers to do it at home so he can hear your moans the best, especially if he’s holding you up against a wall. He would also let you ride him in his studio when he cannot find any more inspiration.
M - MOTIVATION (what turns them on)
Your tits, particularly when you’re wearing push-up bras or nothing else than his shirt. When you playfully beg for something, even more if you’re in public. When you compliment him, for his musical talents or his body. When you’re being a brat.
N - NO
Your hand anywhere near his neck ? No way. He’s really wary of that, and no matter how much he likes to manhandle you, I don’t think he could bring himself to choke you either.
O - ORAL
I think he definitely prefers to get you off with his fingers rather than with his mouth. It’s not that he doesn’t like it, he’s always happy to hear your moans and taste you when he’s fucking you with his tongue, it’s just that he finds more pleasure in feeling you clench down around his fingers. And he loves to be able to talk you through it too, and he cannot do that if his mouth is busy. He focuses mostly on your clit, two fingers deep inside of you until you cum all over his face.
Jihoon is definitely more of a receiver than a giver when it comes to oral. You on your knees for him, begging him to suck him off is his favourite way to release tension after a hard day. He has such a dirty mouth when he’s deepthroating you too, one hand pulling on your hair to force his cock further, and either praising or degrading you. He loves to cum in your mouth and see you swallow every last drop of his release, but obviously, he also loves to cover up your breasts.
P - PACE
He’s intense, he goes deep and he doesn’t let you breathe once he starts. If both of you aren’t exhausted at the end of it, then he didn’t go hard enough.
Q - QUICKIE
Open to them, but will not seek them out. He prefers to be able to have you in all types of positions and to hear your pretty moans right in his ears when he’s fucking into you. The only moment I can see him accepting is after getting off of stage, with the adrenaline still coursing his veins heightening the sensations.
R - RISK (do they like to experiment ?)
Jihoon knows what he likes and what he doesn’t, but he will gladly help you explore your desires and fantasies. He’s thorough about understanding exactly what you want and makes research about it to make sure he can satisfy you perfectly.
S - STAMINA
Dancer stamina and he works out too, so do not expect him to give out after one round. Though, he has a pretty long refractory period, so when he feels close to cumming, he’ll pull out to get you off with his fingers and calm down a bit to make himself last longer.
T - TOYS
Not too fond of them. I can see him playing with these remote controlled vibrators, putting it on you while you’re out with friends and teasing you but other than that, he doesn’t think of involving toys in the bedroom.
U - UNFAIR (how much they like to tease)
Such a tease, he’ll make you beg and cry for him before he even puts it in. But he likes it too when you tease him, when you’re being a brat. Again, he likes the power he has to reduce you to a moaning mess when you were taunting him just a moment ago.
V - VOLUME (how loud they are)
He doesn’t moan that much, mostly grunts or lets out airy sighs. But he does talk a lot, he cannot shut up about how good you feel, or how much of a slut you are for him.
W - WILD CARD
Jihoon has definitely already dragged you into the showers of the gym, fucking you under the hot water because you’re just too tempting when you’re working out,and that the sounds you’re letting out is making him unable to focus on anything but you.
X - X-RAY
I don’t think he’s that long, but he is thick, and he needs to prep you for a while for the stretch to not hurt. And I do think it also has a very visible vein on the side.
Y - YEARNING (how high is their sex drive)
Not too high, he’s not the one initiating sex the most, and stress often makes him not want to have sex at all.
Z - ZZZ (how fast they fall asleep)
It depends on how tired he is really, but most of the time, you fall asleep together, your breathing and heartbeat syncing up.
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-> warnings : hard dom!gunil x sub!reader, unprotected sex, creampie, body descriptions, fingering, corruption, doggystyle, rough sex, dacraphylia, masturbation (m.), sexting, strenght kink, manhandling, bondage, overstimulation, dirty talk, spanking, lingerie, degradation / humiliation kink, praising, body whorship, use of 'slut' & 'good girl', public sex, oral (f. & m. receiving), deepthroating, face fucking, marking, car sex, sextoys, teasing, begging
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A - AFTERCARE
Yeah, you’re not moving a single finger, you’re getting princess treatment. He’s helping you clean up, giving you fresh water to soothe your throat and he’s telling you how good you were for him, and how much he loves you. Expect cuddles too, he loves to hold you tight against his chest.
B - BODY PARTS (favourite body part of theirs and their partners)
He’s in love with your back through and through. If you get / have a back tattoo, he’ll literally go insane and won’t stop kissing it. Whenever you’re wearing backless clothes, he has hearts eyes for you. Always rests his hand on the small of your back to guide you when you’re out and also will take any opportunity to give you a back massage.
Gunil has big arms, that’s a fact, and you definitely know it too, and you do not refrain from thirsting over them. When he plays the drums, he can always feel you staring and drooling at the way his biceps flex, at the way veins appear on his forearms. He always has a cocky smirk on his lips whenever you gush over him.
C - CUM
He’s cumming inside every damn time, he’s just too addicted to seeing his cum leak out of your cunt and pushing it back inside of you, too addicted to releasing deep inside of you.
D - DIRTY SECRET
You know how much Gunil loves it when you doll up to go out, cute dresses and skirts, bows in your hair, pretty makeup - he always makes sure you know how gorgeous you are. What you don’t know is just how much he likes to ruin you when you’re wearing these cute outfits, how much he likes to see your pretty makeup smeared by tears, how much he likes to corrupt you and make you do disgusting things while you’re looking like an angel.
E - EXPERIENCE
I don’t think he’s the type to fuck around, when he gets with someone, he’s in for the long run and he’s serious about the relationship. But he’s a natural at it, tunes in with your body on your first time together and he always knows exactly what to do or say to make you squirm.
F - FAVOURITE POSITION
Doggystyle, no questions asked. He can bend you over, slap your ass and have the best view of your back - heaven if you ask him. I think he also loves to have you in missionary, with one of your legs thrown over his shoulder so he can go deeper.
G - GOOFY (are they more serious or not in the moment ?)
Gunil likes the playfulness and the teasing, but he’s also very focused on you and your body so I’d say it is fifty fifty.
H - HAIR
I don’t think he’s that careful about it, only trimming it if it really gets too long. And if it bothers you, he knows you won’t hesitate to make a remark. Besides, Gunil knows you like to see his happy trail and trace it down with your lips.
I - INTIMACY (are they romantic ?)
He’s romantic with his aftercare for sure, but sex with Gunil is rough and intense. But that suits the both of you. He’ll be more gentle and soft when he knows you’ve had a rough time, or for important dates of your relationships.
J - JACK OFF
Being in a relationship will not stop him from jerking out. Sometimes, a good handjob can feel even better than a blowjob in his opinion. He’ll definitely send you pics and videos of him jerking off just to tease, or he’ll stroke himself in front of you and forbid you from touching him when you’ve been a brat. He looks so attractive doing it too, I’m foaming at the mouth just thinking about it.
K - KINKS
There’s a lot to say. He loves, loves and loves creampies. He cannot get enough of them actually, it’s the only place he wants to cum ever. Gunil is all about dominance and control, so he’ll definitely use his strength against you, holding you down by your hips to have his way with you. He likes tying you up too, especially with his belt, and making you come again and again until you’re crying for him to stop. Spanking you when you’ve been bad ? Oh yeah. He’s making you count along with him, getting harder every time he sees the imprint of his hand against your skin. Even if he calls you his slut, he still worships your body all the time, and that goes with buying every lingerie set he sees, and then ripping them off your body as soon as you put them on.
L - LOCATION (favourite places to do it)
Gunil is kind of turned on by a bit of exhibitionism, the thought of getting caught, of people hearing you… Yeah, that does for him. That being said, he’ll definitely fuck you at the dorms while his members are there too. The balcony of your apartment late at night or very early in the morning.
M - MOTIVATION (what turns them on)
As mentioned before, seeing you in backless clothes but also in lingerie sets he bought for you. When you drool over his arms and trace the veins in forearms. When you’re being a brat. Cute little outfits. When you tie your hair in a ponytail. When you state that you’re his.
N - NO
Anything involving him not being in control will be hard for him to accept. He could, but you’ll have to really bride him, and it’s definitely not something he’ll let you do often.
O - ORAL
He loves to overstimulate you, and spending a lot of time between your thighs is part of it. He’s almost methodical with it : always starting by sucking and playing with your clit, then teasing by kissing up and down your legs before coming onto your pussy and finally getting to the real work. He particularly loves to feel your thighs shaking in his iron grip from where he pins them against the bed when you come for him.
Once again, he’s all about domination and having control over you, so having you kneeling down in front of him with a simple look, a simple flick of his fingers gets him going like nothing else. He lets you do your thing for about thirty seconds before he takes over to fuck your mouth, relishing in the way you gag around him and aimlessly squeeze his thighs. He always kisses your forehead after it, loving the way he just ruined you.
P - PACE
Gunil’s pace is rough, unforgiving and quick. He buries himself to the hilt and fucks you like it’s the last time he’ll get to have you. You definitely don’t get out of it without a few bruises and marks.
Q - QUICKIE
Hell, yeah. He’s all in for them, especially if you’re in a public space. Having his way with you in the car in a crowded parking lot ? Bring it on. Fucking you after getting of stage and making you scream so much that everyone and their mother’s knows what’s going on ? He’s addicted.
R - RISK (do they like to experiment ?)
He’s pretty open to testing new things out, even if I think he has a pretty clear idea of what he likes and what he doesn’t. He’s all in for helping you work out your desires though, and that’s also when he’ll be softer to really make sure you’re comfortable.
S - STAMINA
Gunil can go all night without taking a break, and honestly, it’s almost inhuman how much stamina he has. You always, always tap out before he does.
T - TOYS
He definitely enjoys putting them to use. He fucks you with a dildo, forcing you to beg for his cock. He’s putting a vibrator on you while you’re out with friends. He puts a cockring on himself to make sure he can satisfy you all night when you’re ovulating.
U - UNFAIR (how much they like to tease)
Such a tease. And the worst of all is that he looks so good doing it, big arms crossed in front of his chest, smirk stretching on the corner of his lips and overall just infuriatingly hot. But a little of begging does the trick to get him to give you what you want and more.
V - VOLUME (how loud they are)
Groans and grunts a lot, hums appreciatively whenever you cry out his name, and moans lowly when he’s coming inside of you. He’s not that loud in terms of sounds, but he does dirty talk a lot and can’t refrain from calling you his good girl.
W - WILD CARD
He loves fingering you while other people are close, literally next door or even underneath the table. It’s just such a turn on for him to see you struggle to hold back your moans or have to put his hand over your mouth himself to shut you up. Hot.
X - X-RAY
Contrary to the big dick belief about him, I think he’s not that long but so fucking thick that it’s definitely more than enough to get you off and for you to feel a bit of pain every time he pushes it in.
Y - YEARNING (how high is their sex drive)
Pretty normal I think, he has good self control and he can (and prefers) to wait for the next time he sees you. But when he spends a few days with you, it increases a bit because well, he can never get enough of you.
Z - ZZZ (how fast they fall asleep)
Always wants you to fall asleep first, kissing your forehead before he goes to sleep too, holding you against his chest and not letting you go the whole night.
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NSFW ALPHABET - H. HYEONGJUN
-> pairing : han hyeongjun x fem!reader
-> words count : 1.8k words
-> genre : pure smut
-> warnings : switch leaning sub!junhan x switch leaning dom!reader, unprotected sex, body descriptions, face sitting, oral (f. & m. receiving), creampie, pegging, riding, doggystyle, masturbation (m.), dry humping, choking (receiving), praise kink, body worship, degradation / humiliation kink, biting kink, marking, overstimulation, elevator sex, mention of spanking, cum eating, face fucking, teasing, begging, sextoys, fingering, sexting, deepthroating
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A - AFTERCARE
He’s the one needing to be held after sex. He loves being the small spoon in general, but even more when it’s just after such an intense moment. He just loves to be taken care of, even if he’s a bit shy about it. And please, please, play with his hair. He will literally purr like a cat if you do that.
B - BODY PARTS (favourite body part of theirs and their partners)
Obsessed with your thighs. And sometimes, he’s really shy about it. Like, you’ll catch him staring at them when you’re wearing a short skirt and he’ll blush, get all flustered and ultimately hide his face in your neck. And there’s other times where he’ll just be shameless about it. He’ll stare at them intensely, have his hands all over them and just ask to eat you out while looking into your eyes with a pout on his lips. He definitely likes it when you’re squeezing them around his head while he’s hungrily lapping at your cunt.
Obsessed with his nose. It’s long and pointy, and just so pretty (is it obvious I have a thing for noses ?) you cannot help but fall in love with it. Of course, it makes him all shy when you gush about his pretty nose but he also loves the praises. And honestly, he’ll accept everything as long as you ride his face like you do, moaning about how good his nose feels bumping around your clit. When he’s in the mood to tease, he’ll send you pics of his side profile, showing off his nose.
C - CUM
As long as he cums, it really doesn’t matter where he does it. Inside ? He’s moaning. On your tits ? He’s moaning. On your pretty face ? He’s moaning.
D - DIRTY SECRET
He’s definitely thought about pegging before, definitely fingered himself to the thought of you doing it for him, definitely too shy to mention it. It’s not that he’s afraid you’ll say no, or that you do not make him feel comfortable enough to talk about it. It’s just that it seems so taboo, he doesn’t know where to start. So for now, he sticks to his fingers on nights he’s needy.
E - EXPERIENCE
He had one or two girlfriends for sure, he’s not inexperienced per se but not experienced either. I think he’s the type to get educated with porn and have to learn how the female body really works on the spot. But you love teaching him, and he loves to learn.
F - FAVOURITE POSITION
There’s no debate about the fact that Junhan is losing his mind whenever you’re on top of him, so you riding him ? Heaven. He’ll beg for it shamelessly. He’ll love to fuck you while spooning you, his face burried in your neck as he ruts into you. When he’s feeling in a more dominant mood, he’ll definitely have you doggystyle.
G - GOOFY (are they more serious or not in the moment ?)
I think he leans more on the serious side, especially because I feel like he’s the type to get a bit nervous or self-conscious during sex. So he will not be the one to crack a joke, however, it would make him feel better and relax him if you do joke around a bit.
H - HAIR
I don’t think he’s the type to take care of it that often when he doesn’t have a partner. But when he does, he’s careful about trimming it regularly.
I - INTIMACY (are they romantic ?)
He’s definitely leaning into romanticism. He loves to be taken care of, when you’re all over him and whisper your love to him in between kisses - it makes him fold so fast. But in return, he’s also always adamant on making sure you know how smitten by you he is. He’s the type to want to hold hands during sex, especially when you’re both close.
J - JACK OFF
Junhan is pretty sensitive, so sometimes, he can get a boner over almost nothing and he cannot just make it go away by thinking about disgusting things or taking a cold shower - he has to touch himself. I think he likes to go slow, letting himself feel his own touch and appreciate it. This rhythm just does it really well for him.
K - KINKS
Lots to unpack here. Let’s start by saying that dry humping is just as good as sex to him. It’s all about the intimacy, the heat of that moment where you need more but you just can’t stop grinding against each other until you both come in your clothes. Yeah, dry humping doesn’t stay dry for long with Junhan. There are two sides to him : the side that likes to be praised and worshipped, that moans louder when you compliment him and tell him how beautiful he is, and the other side that likes it when you’re a bit mean and rough. Choking ? Yes, please. Ride him while you have your hand around his throat and he’ll marry you on the spot. Biting ? Also yes. Lazily stroking his cock while you’re biting down on his neck and leaving hickeys and he’s in heaven. And as mentioned before, he’s really sensitive so it’s easy to make him cum but he also has a short refractory period, and he would definitely let you overstimulate him as much as you want.
L - LOCATION (favourite places to do it)
Mainly the bedroom, and more generally the comfort of your apartment. But I can definitely see him enjoying being teased by you while you’re out with friends, or jumping on each other in the elevator after a date night. Yeah, hot.
M - MOTIVATION (what turns them on)
As mentioned before, Junhan is really sensitive and he can get hard quite easily. Seeing you wearing shorts, miniskirts or literally anything that exposes your thighs. When you tease him. When you’re working from home, with your glasses and all serious. When you “playfully” bite him. Almost every time you sit down on his lap.
N - NO
I can’t really see him liking spanking you, sure, when he’s on top he can get rougher, but that just doesn’t appeal to him. However, the other way around…
O - ORAL
Junhan’s a muncher, he’ll spend hours between your thighs if you let him. He for real whines when you pull him away from your cunt. If you’re stressed and need to relax ? Lay down, he’ll eat you out. You had a great achievement at work ? Come on, let him reward you. Any situation is worth eating you out in his mind. He’s always so eager with it too, lapping at your cunt like a hungry man and moaning all the while, his nose bumping against your clit and giving you just the right amount of stimulation. And you can definitely sit on his face, you’re more than welcome to do that whenever you want - he has your pussy all over his face and he can feel your thighs smothering him ? Heaven.
As much as he loves to have his mouth on you, he loves to have your mouth on him as well. He’s weak for you, that’s a fact, but even more so in this scenario. He’s whining, moaning and squirming around, unable to hold the eye-contact or else he’ll come on the spot. But that doesn’t mean he won’t fuck your mouth, on the contrary. There’s always a point where he cannot hold back anymore and asks in a shaking voice to fuck your throat, making you gag and drool around his cock until he comes in your mouth. He always kisses you right after - as a thank you but also because he likes the taste of you and his cum mixing.
P - PACE
He’s always so eager and passionate, so his pace is rather quick and relentless when he’s the one controlling it. But he also loves the way you tease him with a slower pace when you’re the one on top.
Q - QUICKIE
100% in for them. Junhan will let you suck him off before a show, will eat you out before you go out for the night and will definitely let you jump him whenever he’s wearing a skirt because he looks so scrumptious like that.
R - RISK (do they like to experiment ?)
Ultimately, his goal is to please you and he will accept anything. It can’t hurt to try, anyways. He’ll be shy to ask for what he wants to try, but once you agree, the beast is out and he won’t stop until he’s satisfied.
S - STAMINA
I think his body and muscles get tired quickly, but definitely not his cock. After like one or two rounds on top, he needs you to take over and ride him.
T - TOYS
Loves them. He’ll gladly let you use a vibrator on him, and he’ll gladly fuck you with a dildo just to have you whining for him when he’s feeling in a teasing mood. He has definitely used your dildo on himself in secret as well.
U - UNFAIR (how much they like to tease)
Junhan is not that much of a teaser, even when he’s frustrated or angry, he prefers to let you worship him and wash away these feelings. But the adrenaline he gets from being on stage and people screaming his name just makes him want to make you scream it as well. He’ll tease with just his tip, making you beg a bit for it, or he’ll purposefully play with your clit without giving you his fingers.
V - VOLUME (how loud they are)
So loud, he moans, whines, whimpers, cries, grunts and groans - everything. Sometimes, you have to shut him up to not get yet another noise complaint from the neighbors, and maybe he’s loud on purpose just to have your hand around his throat, who knows.
W - WILD CARD
He’s not the type of guy to be jealous or possessive - he’s confident in his relationship and in the fact that you love him and he loves you. But that one time Seungmin teased him a bit too much about how you must be “the man” in the bedroom, maybe that Junhan “accidentally” sent that video of you crying as you deepthroat him, tears in your eyes in the groupchat. Yeah, all accidental.
X - X-RAY
Long cock, not very thick and a mushroom tip - such a pretty dick honestly. He loves that he can just take you without too much prep, even if he loves to make you cum around his fingers as well.
Y - YEARNING (how high is their sex drive)
Pretty high sex drive, I would say. He’s sensitive, so it’s easy for him to get worked up and he just needs you all the time because you’re a walking goddess to him. Honestly, he’ll beg just to have a taste of your pussy.
Z - ZZZ (how fast they fall asleep)
He’s always the first one to fall asleep, nestled against your chest, humming at the feeling of your fingers threading through his hair and at the sound of your soft voice telling him about your day. But he always wakes up first to prepare breakfast for you.
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-> warnings : soft dom!jungsu x sub!reader, unprotected sex, body descriptions, biting, marking, unprotected sex, creampie, praising kink, body whorship, masturbation (m. & m.), cockwarming, overstimulation, bath sex, mention of threesome, oral (f. & m. receiving), hair pulling, scratching, mention of face fucking, mirror sex, sextoys, phone sex, begging, teasing, sexting
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A - AFTERCARE
Oh he loves aftercare with a passion that’s almost concerning. He takes care of you like it’s his full time job, praises you for how good you did and gets you everything you need and more. He also loves to cuddle, still naked, the feeling of your skin against his relaxing him while you talk about both your days until one of you falls asleep.
B - BODY PARTS (favourite body part of theirs and their partners)
Jungsu is obsessed with your lips, and thus, by kissing you. Whenever you talk, he zeroes in on them. Whenever you’re putting on any lip product, he’s staring like he’ll die if he looks away. Whenever you’re pouting up at him, he’s this close to dropping everything he has to do to spend the day kissing you instead. He’s constantly kissing you anyways, especially during sex. He murmurs sweet nothings and praises against your lips between kisses.
I’m stating the obvious but his chest is so, so yummy. Every time he wears a shirt more fitting, you’re losing your mind over it. It makes a perfect pillow, obviously, so it’s quite regular for you to fall asleep on his chest. But mostly you stare at him, and when you get the chance, you kiss him and bite him all over until he’s a blushing mess. But Jungsu loves being covered in your attention and love.
C - CUM
He’s very careful about protection at first. Until one day he forgets to buy a new box of condoms, and you convince him to just fuck you raw. Let's say that he didn’t buy any more condoms from then on. He loves cumming inside of you a lot.
D - DIRTY SECRET
He’s addicted to seeing you wearing his clothes, before you even started dating. And he might have spilled his drink on your shirt one time just so he could lend you one and watch you wearing it all night, half hard in his pants because it screamed “mine”.
E - EXPERIENCE
I don’t think Jungsu has that much experience, surely a few girlfriends but nothing crazy. And he needs an emotional connection to go to the next step with his partner, so definitely not the most experienced, but the most attentive for sure.
F - FAVOURITE POSITION
A classic missionary does it really well for him, he can look at your face and hold your hand, lean down to whisper sweet nothings into your ear. He also loves the intimacy of spooning, fucking you lazily just before falling asleep or just after you wake up, the sensation heightened by sleepiness.
G - GOOFY (are they more serious or not in the moment ?)
He’s definitely leaning towards seriousness, he won’t be the first to crack a joke in moments like these, but will absolutely laugh at yours. He gets way too immersed in you and your body to think about anything else.
H - HAIR
He takes care of himself regardless of if he’s in a relationship or not, it’s always groomed.
I - INTIMACY (are they romantic ?)
So, so romantic. Jungsu’s the type to confess his love at least ten times when you have sex, to shower you in praises and sweet words, to worship you like a goddess. He wants you to always know how much he loves you. He likes to prepare special nights for you, sometimes randomly, or just because you had a rough time, and of course for birthdays and anniversaries.
J - JACK OFF
Since he’s gotten with you, it almost never happens. Whenever he’s horny, well, you’re around and he’d much prefer to cum inside of you or all over your hands rather than his. When he has to be away for a long time, it can get to a point where he just needs to let out the frustration. But most of the time, even in this case, he prefers to suffer through it because he knows the reward will be even better when he’ll see you again.
K - KINKS
As mentioned before, he loves to be inside of you raw. And during the long hours he works alone in the studio, or when you’re both watching a movie, he makes you cockwarm him. This feeling of closeness when he has you on his lap, squeezing him from time to time, it gets him going crazy. Most often than not, it ends up in him fucking you and filling you up. Jungsu is obsessed with you, consequently, he just has to worship you and give you whatever you want and more. I think he’s really into overstimulating you. He loves to see you trembling underneath him, crying because of how good it all feels and begging him for more and less at the same time. As much as he loves to praise you, he also likes you to praise him. He always makes a point of making you cum before he does, and when you whimper at him about how good he fucked you, about how good he makes you feel when he’s close, he’ll marry you on the spot. The words always make his orgasm ten times better.
L - LOCATION (favourite places to do it)
The comfort of the bedroom is definitely his favourite place. He can lay you down on the sheets, worship you and make you cum as many times as he wishes - heaven. He loves slow love making on the couch after you’ve been cockwarming him for a while too. And doing it in the bathtub after a long day is also on the list.
M - MOTIVATION (what turns them on)
Your slow kisses that make him go insane. When you kiss his neck and leave a mark of your fresh lipstick. Whenever you’re putting on lipstick. Seeing you put your hair up. When you praise him with a flirty undertone, knowing exactly what it does to him.
N - NO
I think he’ll be pretty closed off to the idea of sharing you with anyone, even someone he trusts a lot. The idea of a threesome just isn’t appealing to him.
O - ORAL
His favourite form of foreplay, hands down. Like, he truly wonders if he’ll ever get tired of getting a taste of you. As stated before, Jungsu lives to pleasure you and he particularly loves to do so with his mouth on you. He listens closely to every sound you make, knowing what every change in the way you whimper means. He definitely loves it when you pull on his hair while he eats you out, or when your nails dig into his biceps. As long as you’re enjoying yourself, he’s good too. And if you moan about how good he’s making you feel, he’s definitely fucking you right after.
As mentioned before, Jungsu is literally obsessed with your lips, so seeing them around his cock, your pretty doe eyes staring up at him - that makes him go insane. He loves to let you do whatever you want : he lets you set up your rhythm, lets you tease him all you want. When he gets close, he has a tendency to take over and fuck your mouth until he cums wherever you asked him to. Because he will always, always ask where you want him to cum (even if he has a little preference for cumming all over your pretty lips). His favourite is when you only tease his tip for a while and suddenly take all of him in your mouth.
P - PACE
Deep and intense, holding your hips with one of his big hands and pushing up against your lower abdomen to feel himself and give you more sensation with the other. He knows exactly what he’s doing : when to go faster, slower or keep up the same rhythm. He’s so in tune with your body it’s almost scary.
Q - QUICKIE
Will not seek them out the most, but will not refuse as long as you are not somewhere public. Fucking you against the mirror before going out with your friends ? Yes. Sucking him off before a particularly stressing stage in the dressing room ? Yes. Eating you out and leaving you all trembling on your heels before a night out with your girls ? Yes and yes again.
R - RISK (do they like to experiment ?)
Jungsu is definitely open to experiment things, especially since I think he only had a few other girlfriends, he might want to explore some of his fantasies too. He’s the type to do a lot of serious research about everything. After all, he cannot say he doesn’t like it if he never tried it, right ?
S - STAMINA
He definitely has really good stamina when it comes to fucking you for a few rounds, and he has a really great self control. And since I think it takes him a while to get hard again after cumming, he’ll definitely want to give you a few orgasms to make sure you’re satisfied before cumming himself.
T - TOYS
Very open to using them, especially on yourself. He loves to watch you fuck yourself with a dildo on facetime when he’s away, or press your vibrator against your clit until you’re crying and begging for him. He talks you through it too, promising to take such good care of you when he’s back. But he’ll definitely use your vibrator on you while he’s deep inside you too.
U - UNFAIR (how much they like to tease)
He’s not that big of a teaser, I think he prefers when you tease him a bit instead. The only time he teases is when he’s pent up or angry, and he needs to take it out on someone. And even then, it’s quite gentle.
V - VOLUME (how loud they are)
Not too loud but not quiet either. Mostly, he talks a lot - be that praises, sweet words, confessions of love. And he likes to kiss you during sex, so you cannot really hear him. But especially when he gets close, he gets louder - low groans, moans and a few whimpers of your name.
W - WILD CARD
Despite not liking the idea of sharing you, nor public sex, I think Jungsu would like it if you sent him dirty texts or risky photos while he’s at work or out with friends. He gets hard the second he sees the texts or pics, and he has to hide it to everyone, and has to keep himself in check until he comes home to you. The wait and the anticipation makes him go insane.
X - X-RAY
Not that long but pretty thick, enough for you to really feel the stretch. Might just be me but I think his dick would be really pretty.
Y - YEARNING (how high is their sex drive)
Very average sex drive. He’s really all over you during the honeymoon phase, and once the relationship is a bit more established and stable, it quiets down a bit.
Z - ZZZ (how fast they fall asleep)
He’s usually not the first one to fall asleep, it only happens when he really had a long day because he loves to talk you to sleep, hearing your breathing still and become more regular as well as your occasional little snores.
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