jaydbee replied to your post “I had a breakdown today. It all hit me at once. Final year of college...”
:( I'm so sorry...I hope things improve. I know it's hard to admit you feel shitty when, to others, it looks like things should be perfect
It's a lot of trying to shut down others inputs to my own wedding while trying to figure out how to make a $9,000 budget work when there's no spreadsheet on how much we owe on everything yet and so much planning left to do. Panic/ anxiety attacks commence.
And it doesn't help that the first time of me trying on dresses was fun in some regards but downright terrifying and really made me uncomfortable because the consultant helping me was the manager and she kept trying to shove a dress down my throat. I'm a really indecisive person by nature and if I don't love it right away, i'm not buying it. It just really made me mad and sent my anxiety through the roof.