May 6th, 2018
Because without you I cant not imagine what Untold unhappiness I'd be faced with. Nothing compares to how I feel coming home at Night, greeting you with my usually hello I just love to see the way your Ears perked, listening to my every word. Sometimes I dont know where my love went before I had you.
Shannon went to the vet Friday morning. She was given more meds, and the doctor gave us fluids to administer at home. The lady from the rescue called me, and offered to take Shannon over the weekend, since she doesnt work, and I do. She was able to take care of my baby girl all weekend long, and Shannon is doing better. She has solid poops, and is eating hay on her own.
I havent had play time in over a week, and I am dying. I can feel how tense my body is, and how needy I am for my daddy. I am just so lost, I cant find my little space, and everything enjoyable just stresses me out. I have been trying to craft, but I dont have a lot of new stuff, and I have no money to go out with my friends, or money to afford to drive somewhere and walk around because I only have a little bit of money for gas for the next two weeks.
I am off tomorrow, so maybe my daddy will give me a little something tomorrow before he works. I am just so tired, and so emotionally exhausted. I miss my bunny so much, I wish she was home already. Having no one here is so lonely, and I miss my baby soooo much. I keep crying every time I come home. I wish the lady would let me visit if she cant come home tomorrow.
Work is certainly getting better. I got a lot done today, and I know Tuesday will be even better. They opened a position I have been wanting for a long time, and I am very qualified for it. I hope they at least let me interview. I have made a pact to myself and my mom that if I dont get this promotion, I am going to look into finding a better job. I really dont want to leave Walmart so I am hoping I get this.