Sep 14, 2023
Jean and Mikasa after a fight:
"How are you feeling right now?"
"Murderous."
"Okay." —he gives her a hug and she crumbles.
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Jean and Mikasa after a fight:
"How are you feeling right now?"
"Murderous."
"Okay." —he gives her a hug and she crumbles.
Hey, do you have any angst of Jeankasa story please? Like Jean give up from Mikasa or something like that. I desperately want to read it. Thank you very much. I appreciate whoever you guys at back this account. Love You <3!!
Hi, sorry for the late reply, here are the fics that come to mind when someone asks for angst:
bed of thorns by koizillaa
“Let me know when you’re ready again”, she says, and his resolve shatters like glass all around them...
He tells himself: I'm ready...
In the morning, he’ll let her go...
2. Don't Tell Her How You Feel by AckKir
Just because the dead don't come back doesn't mean they stop meaning so much... But the point still stands; he still can't help but feel like he's playing against the better man...
Here comes the part of his reckoning, the words she’s about to say forever to be etched unto his soul. He promised himself that whatever answer she might give, he’d respect it. Accept it wholeheartedly. He can deal with whatever comes after this.
3. Rain, Hail and Shine by NekoRie
He could not let himself believe. It would only set him up for more hurt later and he was done with that. He had made peace with her never looking at him the same way he did. He was content with the little life they had made... The yearning would go away eventually...
Someday.
4. came the last night of sadness
Their daily life continues in a way that’s comfortable for them. He drives in the mornings, and she drives in the evenings... One night she whispers something to him, but he falls asleep before understanding what she has to say... Their life isn’t anything close to normal, but neither one of them really knows what normal is. How can you miss something you’ve never had? In a way, they’re living in their own bubble. In that bubble there’s only her and him, and promises whispered on bruised skin. It’s like a dream.
Sadly, every dream must come to an end.
Hope you enjoy them! 🤗
***also, any JK out there who have other angst-filled fic recommendations?***
Ao3 I Eldian Skies, Hard-earned Lives
"Do we even have what it takes to last a lifetime?"
"Is that all you're worried about? Because I've gone through hell and back, Mikasa, and you're still the one I want."
"We've all been through hell, Jean."
"And I would go through it all over again. I didn't choose this life. You didn't. No one did. But now that I can finally have some semblance of 'choice' back, I want to do this with you. I know it's not easy and it's not perfect, and I'm so sorry that I cannot give you that--"
"Don't you dare accuse me of wanting something easy and perfect, Jean Kirstein. I don't. I never did."
"I know. Isn't that why I'm here? Why we're having this conversation right now? Because you're the girl who chose to save this world from total disarray, and I'm just a boy, asking you to do the same with me."
Song: Easily- Bruno Major
Imagine this:
Jean and Mikasa rekindle their friendship slowly and find themselves just conveniently with each other most times. Jean convinces himself that he can move on from her because he has secondary moron-ism probably from spending too much time with Reiner and Connie. So when he goes on dates set up by his moronic friends and finds himself utterly disappointed by his inability to be enamored, Mikasa comforts him in his wallowing, not realizing that the dilemma he's in is not because his dates were terrible but because of the profound realization that SHE has ruined all of the other women for him. So while Mikasa treats him to coffee and biscuits and asks him about what he thinks is the problem, all the while sitting on the sofa beside him reading a book and comfortably leaning against his side, he is gobsmacked by how utterly in love he is with her and how fucked up he absolutely is.
It all works out in the end, though. Because SHE becomes so intrigued by the idea of dating and how it could go possibly as bad as he tells them to be, so she decides to go on one. With him. As an experiment of sorts. Just to understand what he means by bad dates. But then she finds it's actually not bad. And he's falling deeper. And this turns into a comical show of two people going to the same destination when only one is totes aware of what they're setting themselves up for. And the other one?? Just casually goes through the journey, arrives at the destination, and says "Oh wow, didn't see you there. The view here looks spectacular, though. I like it. Mind if I stayed?" And it just turned into 50+ years of marriage, a big happy family, and a badass history of youth and war and love that's forever acclaimed by the next generations of scholars.
Also, if you have any fic ideas for jeankasa, wanna rant, or just share your thoughts about the ship or manga/anime in general, my inbox is open!! Asks can be submitted anonymously or not, it's all good here 🥰
I was suspended on Twitter days ago for spam??¿ and didn't notice until now lmao. I don't even know how that came to be because I'm rarely there but oh well. Since I can no longer promote there, please read my latest jk fic!! It's my most poetic fic to date lol and personally I feel like this is my best writing but that's just me. This literally didn't leave my conscience alone for months on end until I got tired from the mental torment and just hit publish. Not beta'ed. All mistakes are mine. Characters aren't, unfortunately:(. Fic title is borrowed from the title of one of my favorite local books and thought to myself how perfect it sounded for my jeankasa babies. Against the big scary titans, they're both wounded little gods. 🥺
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
itching to taste: https://archiveofourown.org/works/36407185
by windthorne (on AO3)
MANGA SPOILERS
one word: PRESCIENT
(written 2013)
A War Story is a Black Space: https://archiveofourown.org/works/993274
colored manga panel by: https://twitter.com/scnk_official