oh how i wish i got more of him☹️
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oh how i wish i got more of him☹️
Clay jensen might be one of my favourite characters. There are a lot of things wrong with this show but I feel like clay jensen was done right. He's not a hero. He feels human. Dylan minette is outstanding. Especially in season 4. They lost the plot but dylan minette really brought it to life
Best MM Ship Ever: GROUP 2 - Round 1
No hate of any kind will be tolerated - cheating will also not be tolerated - REFER TO MY RULES HERE PLEASE: POLL RULES - You will be BLOCKED immediately (think of this as your one and only warning!) if you don't follow these rules or will get your ship DISQUALIFIED if you cheat.
Jintaek "Jin" Lee/Q Shabazian vs. Cleff (Clay Jensen/Jeff Atkins)
XO, Kitty - Jin/Q
13 Reasons Why - Cleff (Clay/Jeff)
Oh god, Beau's gonna be the new Jeff Atkins, isn't he.
TEARS OVER BEERS
jeff atkins x fem!reader
A STORY WHERE.. one thing could change everything. the butterfly effect some would refer to this order of chaos. who knew the one time you decided to go out instead of being home studying like you tended to do, would bring you to a major loss. to your heart being crush before you even had the chance to be in love. to finding your self lost in grief once again.
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y/n & jeff hit it off at a party. after months of both of them silently eachother. but before either of them could be happy together, it all comes to an end.
author rant; hihi! my first fic in awhile!! this is based on an idea my moot @prettylittleky gave me!! hopefully you guys enjoy, i’m trying write more so if u have any reqs my inbox is open!! i’ll make a list for everything i write for soon.. b yea:p i hope u guys like this & moot i hope u especially enjoy this!! i’ll be writing sum for zach soon as well ☺️ anyways take care guys <3
leaking tears over beers once again.
high school. a challenge to survive 4 years of never ending assignments, swerving in & out of relationships, both romantic and platonic. as well as your relationship with yourself, all whilst trying not to disappoint your family as they chalk up your problems to puberty & hormones. nothing more. how fun..
in your case you were doing pretty okay. while you kind of kept to yourself, you’ve managed to make a couple of friends. and keep your grades up. which was nice. especially since your dad always lectured you about your only focus should be school, no parties, no drama— and ESPECIALLY no boys.
and you did just that. maybe you’d occasionally go to a smaller party with your friend sheri. but that was after she’d beg or bribe you to tag along. boys though were completely off the table for you. even if you had a crush on a boy in your 3rd period class. jeff atkins. you’d never actually do anything about. especially not after he completely ditched you during your shared english project. yeah, maybe that was a couple of months ago. but it was frustrating. it was also frustrating how effortlessly attractive he was. and sure, sheri would pry. like a good bestie, trying to convince you to make a move. but you didn’t want to deal with the drama of it all. besides, you’ve never been in a real relationship. you’ve always been into your studies, since it was just you & your father. you needed to make it into a great school. get out of that tiny house your father could barely afford and live your own life. besides, you didn’t think jeff would go for someone like you anyways. he was on the school’s baseball team. and sure, maybe he was the least annoying out of all the guys. that didn’t change the fact he had girls trying to shoot their shot with him constantly. you didn’t care to spend much time paying attention to his dating history. jeff was simply just nice to look at when your english teacher would jibber on and on about the homework you had already completed. or when you went with hannah to cheer sheri on at the games. it was nice, when jeff would shoot a smile at you before heading onto the field. or when he’d compliment your hair whenever you got it done. that was enough to get you by.
until the party.
you & hannah were having lunch together outside. she was newer to liberty, though she had already grown a reputation. but you didn’t care about that. you & her weren’t super close, she seemed pretty reserved. but you were tutoring her, as the guidance counselors weren’t happy with her grades slowly dropping. hannah was sweet, so you two would hangout outside of your study sessions. like today where hannah decided to sit with you instead of that quiet kid, clay. that was when sheri approached you with an idea about a party.
“pass.”
i immediately said. like always.
sheri rolled her eyes,
“girl come on! it’s almost time for finals. shouldn’t we have fun one last time?”
“no, that actually means we should be locked in.”
hannah shuffled closer to me,
“i mean.. i think it could be fun.” she gave me a small smile. i looked up at sheri who was giving me her puppy dog eyes. and i cave in.
but i shouldn’t of.
this was the biggest party i ever went to. which sheri assured both me & hannah we were being dramatic about. the house was loud & overstimulating. between the mixed conversations of the multiple people in one tiny living space, the smell of weed & booze, and people bumping into you every five seconds. if you were lucky an occasional couple would back into you making out. great.
one hour was all i promised sheri. but eventually i lost both of my friends in the sea of teenagers. i should’ve been home studying for finals. i felt like a loser, good grades & your parents approval was nice until you’re in these situations. where it dawns in on you how different you were than the kids your age. how you could feel like you stood out in a room surrounded by people. you couldn’t think about it anymore. you chugged your beer & grabbed another & headed outside. which it was much quieter. a couple of kids playing beer pong. one of them being jeff. he shot you a quick smile. enough to get that nervous feeling in your chest going. you sat by yourself on some random lawn chair for a bit. people watching. this wasn’t too bad. sure, maybe you were alone.. that was until you noticed someone sitting in the chair next to you,
“y/n, y/n, y/n.”
jeff teased grinning over at you. you were surprised to have anyone next to you, let alone him.
“boy, what do you want?” you sassed. your one flaw.. you held grudges. even if it was at the boy who caused you to get a B on your shared english project.
“dunno, couldn’t leave a pretty girl all alone out here.” you had to act like that comment didn’t cause your heart to beat harder than a drum. you chuckled softly, trying to keep your nonchalant persona going.
“and you think i’m here alone whyy?”
you trailed the end of your sentence, attitude slipping out like it was nothing. but it got THE jeff atkins nervous. he chuckled and took a sip of his drink,
“i guess that’s what i was hoping for.”
this was the most you two have spoken outside of school. especially about nothing school related. you were definitely content here with him, despite how nervous you were.
“i like your hair by the way.” jeff complimented it, like he always did. your once standoffish demeanor slowly faded into something softer.
“i like yours.” you joked, mostly at least. his hair being the same since the start of the school year. you both snickered,
“thanks! i combed it slightly more to the right today.” jeff was grinning like a kid in the candy store while you giggled.
“and thank you for helping with the project.” your smile faded slowly. helping? more like doing EVERYTHING on your own. before you could argue jeff continued,
“i uh- i actually had a hard time with the project. the class for that matter.” jeff kicked the dirt around with his shoes, he actually seemed nervous. almost guilty.
“and since then i’ve been getting tutoring. but i know i kind of left you stranded and i’m sorry. that was shitty. i just didn’t want you to fail cause of me.” your gazes locked. jeff’s face full of sympathy you couldn’t help but feel a bit of pity for the boy. all these weeks, you thought he was an egotistical jerk. like every one of the baseball boys. even if he was cute. to have him here, with you. being honest with you. it was everything you had secretly dreamed of.
“i could’ve helped you ya know, we would’ve done okay.” you sighed,
“but thank you for apologizing, i’m sorry if i was rude.” you softly placed your hand on his wrist. slightly bringing yourself closer to him. the liquor in your system making you feel braver than usual. though you thought your heart was going to beat out of your chest. it didn’t help when jeff placed his hand ontop of yours,
“it’s okay, i like my girls strong and confident.” you giggled. you two spent a few moments chatting. while the minutes before seemed to be dragging on, feeling every second. now time seemed to slow down in the best way. being with the guy you’d long for all this time. keeping his hand on yours. softly drawing circles as you rambled about whatever came to your mind. but all good things come to an end when sheri interrupted the moment,
“shit sorry.”
as sorry as she was, sherri had a smug look on her face looking at the two of you. you knew she was going to grill you about this later. you looked over and saw a very distraught hannah besides her. maybe she was drunk? you felt as if it was something more.
“we gotta go.”
sherri spoke, as disappointed as you were you nodded and stood up. seeing as hannah didn’t look too good.
“hey, let me take you out soon!” jeff shouted as you were walking away. you turned around and met his beaming smile. one you weren’t ever going to forget. you winked at him, walking to meet back up with your friends.
“fuck is everyone okay?” sheri looked over at hannah, before looking over to you in the backseat. the car drive was okay, hannah was quiet. but sheri was trying her best to get you to spill all of the details about your night. you weren’t all too talkative as you felt nauseous & sad. replaying the past hour in your head. sheri understood & offered both of you to stay the night with her. which both you & hannah agreed. sheri was distracted, looking away from the road to find a phone charger for hannah. even when you said a loud “stop!”, sheri was slightly too late. hitting her car on something, causing everyone to jolt up. you all got out and saw a broken stop sign. sherri was clearly panicked, but relived it wasn’t anything serious.
“shit..” you mumbled. this wasn’t good. it could’ve been worse.
“we should call someone.” hannah spoke up for the first time in awhile. you agreed but sherri didn’t seem to quite get it. arguing with hannah about it. hannah told sherri they needed to call 911 about it. but that was a hard no for her, not wanting to risk getting in trouble.
“she’s got a point, we gotta make sure-“
“no both of you don’t know what you’re talking about!” sherri quickly cut you off. which aggravated both you & hannah, but hannah was more vocal about it. listening to the both of the girls argue gave you a headache.
“let’s just go!” sherri was already heading back to her seat, you opened the backseat door. surely it couldn’t be that bad. you couldn’t think straight you just wanted to lay down. growing dizzier by the minute. but hannah was persistent. which sherri then left her stranded there.
“turn around! you can’t just leave her there!” you protested. but sherri was not in the mood. and neither were you as you passed out in the backseat. who knew one bad decision could ruin everything.
monday morning you heard the news and you were filled with every awful feeling. jeff was gone. the boy you’d been pining over all this time, you were finally going to get him. and yet, he left before you could even hold onto him. no chance for you to try and get him. it really hit you as you stared at his empty desk. he’d never sit there, never shoot you quiet glances. pass you compliments. never would comment on your hair. it was all over before you could even take it. enjoy it. taking everything for granted. your heart felt heavy, as if something was crushing it. your eyes weighing down your face. you hated losing people— you already lost your mom now the only boy you ever really liked?! someone who made you feel like a normal highschool girl. just ripped away from you. and you were angry. furious, more than when he abandoned you on the stupid project. hearing they presumed he was driving drunk. how could he do something so reckless? sure maybe you didn’t know him that well. but why? he couldn’t of been that stupid, that irresponsible. you didn’t want to believe it. any of it. jeff should’ve still been here, taking you on that date. your hands intertwined like you dreamt of all this time. you & him. the dread & sadness was too much for you, as you walked out of class. something you wouldn’t of ever done. you found hannah walking down the hall, looking even worse than you. she practically ran towards you.
“y/n, i need to tell you something.”
hannah seemed desperate. as something was eating her up inside. you tilted your head, not having the energy to mutter a response.
“jeff died at the intersection where the s-stop sign fell.” your chest tightened. you could’ve sworn you were having a heart attack. heat started to fill your face. no way. you couldn’t handle even the idea of jeff being gone. now that you were to blame for his death? your best friend’s reckless decision killed an innocent kid. it was all too much for you. the guilt could’ve eaten you alive and spit you back out dead. you lost the one good thing you had.
you lost it, before you could even call it yours.
“but they said he was drunk.” you tried to argue. you didn’t want to believe you were the reason someone was dead. or at least part of it. sherri swore she’d call when you both got home. but you don’t remember if she actually did. you don’t remember anything from that night. you couldn’t call, seeming as you left your phone somewhere at the party that night. you wanted to believe jeff was just stupid. part of you wanted to believe the worst of him, to make yourself feel better. because if you had anything to do with this, you couldn’t live with it.
“no i mean- they assumed that.” hannah practically choked on her words,
“but when i went to call about the stop sign, they said someone already called about an accident. it’s the same one.”
hannah glared at you. because you left her. because you didn’t do anything to stop any of this. she was right & you knew it. you couldn’t accept that.
“you don’t know that for sure! you don’t know what the hell you’re talking about! just leave me alone.”
you pushed yourself past hannah. you couldn’t deal with this. losing jeff was devastating enough. you wanted anything to bring you even the slightest bit of comfort. even if that meant lying to yourself. pushing away the reality of this entire situation. even if that meant thinking the sweet guy in your english class was irresponsible enough to endanger himself & others. even if that meant blaming jeff for his own death. sure, it was cruel. but whatever makes it better.
if it only gets better.
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