Feb 28, 2016
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Aaaaand now I'm all hot and bothered. Goddamn it
he finally texted me back. i fell asleep texting him last night and he’s PROBABLY going to come to karaoke tomorrow.
it would appear that things are looking up.
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so i’m kinda super emotional and jittery right now and i haven’t even been awake for half an hour.
jeff posted a facebook status last about how he wanted to talk to someone but also didn’t want to react with people. i got the urge to message him to make sure he was okay, but he wasn’t answering phone calls from one of our mutual friends (the one that introduced us, oddly enough), so i didn’t see the point of putting out effort when i knew it would more than likely be ignored. i still can’t help but worry about him, though, and wonder what’s going on with him that’s making him retreat so much.
i just really hope that our mutual friend can talk to him and figure out what’s going on with him. maybe knock some sense into him, too, and get him to reach out. i just don’t know what to do. on one hand, i want to give him his space; on the other, i want to reach out to try to bridge the gap. i just don’t want to push him farther away and i feel like both of those things will probably do just that.
i miss you, stupid.
I keep looking around like he's going to appear out of nowhere. He still hasn't responded to me. I'm just going to leave it for the next few days. I told him that i'm still willing to talk if he is and I'm going to leave it at that. He can message me if he wants to.
i’m really hoping i get a message or something from him today. i’m pretty sure he’s in class since i think he might have come back into town last night. i’m trying to hold off on messaging him, though, until he lets me know that he’s home. i just want to talk things out and figure out where we are...
every time i see his face my stomach turns into happy and nervous knots. i just really need to see him.