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08.23.25 🤍

Today was one of those rare days that felt like a full exhale. I spent the entire day with Kat, and it honestly reminded me how much I value having friends who give their time and energy so fully.

We started the morning with hot yoga which was basically me sweating out my soul but somehow it set the tone perfectly. Afterwards, she invited me to her new place, and wow… it’s beautiful. The kind of apartment that makes you stop and think this is the dream. I couldn’t help but imagine myself in a space like that one day.

She gave me the full tour, we caught up a little, and then got ready for something spontaneous a casual little photoshoot. I thought it would just be fun, “cute” pictures, but the shots came out looking so polished, like a real finished product. Honestly, way better than I expected.

Later, we sat down and started talking about New York. Next year, the plan is to move there for a month or two, and yesterday we were already browsing Airbnb listings, figuring out which neighborhoods we’d want to stay in. Just imagining it together felt exciting, like the start of something real.

But beyond the plans and the photos, what stuck with me the most was simply spending the whole day with her. I don’t get to do that often give and receive that much time, attention, and energy. Life feels so fast and draining sometimes, and I never take it for granted when someone chooses to slow down and share a day with me.

Kat is so sweet for that, and I left feeling grateful. The photos came out amazing too, and this is just a little preview of what we created together.

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08.22.25 💛

Today I finally got to hang out with my best friend. It’s been a while since I last saw her, and I didn’t realize just how much I missed her until we were sitting across from each other again. She’s not just my best friend she’s my twin flame, the love of my life in that platonic, soul deep way only we understand. We’re both Geminis (her birthday’s June 11, mine’s June 16), so it always feels like I’m looking in a mirror when I’m with her.

Life’s been different lately. She’s in a relationship now, and it makes me so happy to see her glowing, loved, and cherished the way she deserves. After everything she’s been through, watching her find someone who values her feels like a blessing. Still, I’d be lying if I said I didn’t miss having her around as much as before. She’s in her honeymoon phase, and I respect that but I also can’t help but miss my person.

Our little “date” today was exactly what I needed. Of course, we had sushi (our forever favorite), and then we treated ourselves to chocolate covered strawberries from Zupas. Those strawberries are a tradition at this point our go to dessert, no matter what. We wanted to try the Dubai chocolate brownie from Crumbl too, but apparently, it’s sold out for the next week. I’ve never even been a fan of Crumbl, but that one had me curious. Guess the universe said not today.

Even without it, the day was perfect. Just being with her, laughing, catching up, and feeling like no time had passed it reminded me how much I value our friendship. I’ll always cherish moments like this, and I hope we get to make more of them soon.

Because no matter where life takes us, she’ll always be my twin flame.

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07.21.25

A Full Circle Moment

five whole years since I first stepped into modeling school and to celebrate, I went back to where it all started. We gathered to honor our journey, reconnect, and network with other alumni, and honestly? It felt like a big, beautiful family reunion.

My class had the biggest turnout (as we should 😌) and seeing all the familiar faces again, after so long, filled a part of me I didn’t realize was missing. We’ve all grown in our own ways, chasing dreams, walking runways, building portfolios and yet when we’re together, it’s like no time has passed. The support, the laughter, the memories it’s still there, still strong.

I stayed after to help clean up (because of course I did lol), and even that felt special. Like closing the night with gratitude and intention.

It reminded me how far I’ve come… and how important it is to keep showing up for yourself and for the people who helped you grow.

Here’s to the next chapter 🖤

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7.18.25 — Kat’s 25th Birthday

It was Kat’s 25th birthday, and getting ready to celebrate her felt like more than just another night out it was a reminder of why I love what I do and who I’m becoming.

I was surrounded by new faces, new energy, and so many beautiful women models, creatives, dreamers. Each one so different, so full of life and ambition. It was inspiring in the most unexpected way. Being in a room like that reminded me that although I’m petite and not the typical height for runway, I still belong in this world. I saw something in each of them that lives in me too: drive, talent, and that spark for modeling. And it made me realize I still want this. I still love this. I just need to get back to it.

Lately, I’ve drifted from my modeling goals, but last night woke something up in me. Being around signed models didn’t make me feel less than it reminded me that my dream of being a successful, mainstream petite model is possible. And I’m allowed to chase it at my own pace.

As for Kat, she was glowing. The night was chaotic in all the best ways (don’t even get me started on the madness), but so sweet too. I surprised her with a 50 rose ramo with the letter C on it our little Mexican tradition of showing love and celebration. I wanted something that felt as elegant and beautiful as her.

Kat, I hope you felt so loved. I’m beyond lucky to call you my friend, and I can’t wait to celebrate many more birthdays with you. It still trips me out that I’m older than you because you’re taller my tall bestie who reminds me I carry tall girl energy without even knowing it. ♡

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06.28.25

Little Reset Day

I finally carved out a me day and wow, I didn’t realize how much I needed it. 🧘🏽‍♀️

Hit the gym, pushed my body a little past the tiredness that’s been hanging over me for weeks. I swear I could feel every muscle waking up again, remembering what it feels like to feel alive.

Afterward, I went to tan, and honestly, I forgot how much I love soaking in some vitamin D. There’s something about lying there, warm and golden, that makes me feel less like a ghost and more like a person again.

Wrapped it up with a big salad trying to stay consistent, trying to show up for myself in small ways. Lately, it’s felt so easy to check out and let the days blur together, but I’m proud I didn’t.

Just a little reminder to anyone reading this: take time for yourself. Move your body. Let the sun touch your skin. Eat something that feels good. You deserve to feel here, too. 💛

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06.21.25

a soft weekend for the soul

this year, i didn’t want much for my birthday.

i wasn’t in the mood to plan anything extravagant. no big dinners, no fancy outfit changes, no photoshoots with a Pinterest board behind them (okay, maybe just one mini shoot for the memories). i just wanted peace. something calm. something easy. maybe spend a little time with my people, maybe not. i really didn’t know.

but my friends being the angels they are surprised me with a pottery painting day at as you wish. our first time there. we were so focused we didn’t even talk until we were done. i was locked in, brush in hand, and for a moment it felt like the whole world slowed down. and that’s all i’ve been needing lately.

afterward, they brought me back to my friend’s place where they surprised me again. flan, decorations, and the sweetest energy. then we talked like girls do, laughed, and ended the night watching 28 Years Later because they know i love horror movies more than anything. they just… get me.

i haven’t felt this seen in a long time. like really, deeply understood. they honored my peace without pushing for a party. they remembered i stopped drinking last october and didn’t center anything around that. they chose art, horror films, quality time. they chose me.

so yeah. this is my little photo dump. my soft blog beginning. just dropping moments that felt gentle and kind.

i don’t always feel like sharing, but this weekend felt worth it.

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