#jenni rambles

[myjunkisyuzuruhanyu]

It irks me when ppl say Yuma "beated" Yuzu and Shoma at Worlds. Not to diminish Yuma's achievement, it's definitely good, but for me it's more like yes he won the silver medal, but to beat someone you have to have equal terms and that wasn't the case (be it scoring, pressure or performance among both programs) But maybe that's only me.

I am probably to hung up on wording, but the "look Yuma is better" narrative and writing especially Shoma off after one competition has me like "what?"

Btw tell me if you think I am being pointless, dramatic or wrong. We can disagree or discuss. That's just my feeling.

[paladinspride]

I heard the perfect klance song on the radio while I was shopping today and I don’t know who it was by or what it was called and I tried to write the lyrics in the note pad app and it crashed.

That Deep Blue Ocean song Jeremy Shada covers played after it and everything.

[paladinspride]

Honestly, it's been like 24 hours since I read that character analysis about Keith being touch starved and I am still not over it.

[jenni41arts]

I'm never going to finish my Twiyor 30 Day OTP prompts if I keep picking up new OTPs along the way.

I actually have all the line art drawn. I just need to colour stuff.

[yenverah7]

Also on another note, my friend took me out today as a late bday lunch thing and we got cookies. >_> My tooth chipped top left back, second to last. oof My mom’s front tooth chipped earlier this year, what was the culprit? A COOKIE! xD

But asdfjkl the main reason why I’m scrambling in a way to get money and what not is to cover the cost of my wife(husband came out as a trans and such) of spending $250 on a whim. And as we are still trying to work out things between us though who knows what will happen at this point. But paying the $81 on the internet bill has left me with $44 and wife’s therapy is on Thursday and that’s $60 though she might use a credit card for that but who knows. -sigh-

All this money things has put me on edge ;-; Just figured to put this out, gonna work the next three days but I’ll try to do adopts/ychs and commissions if I do get them while not being able to be on ff much.

[yenverah7]

Earlier when I was laying in bed playing Pokemon Masters, the closet door was making weird sounds and Hien was in the living room. o_o makes me wonder if something is “living” in there. Hien randomly seems keen on it during the nights at times. He’ll roll in front of the closet and bat it.

[yenverah7]

... I might end up moving to my mom’s place. hahahaaa.... -sigh- I’m at my limit. But worry not, things will be fine at the end. They always are. They have to be.

[yenverah7]

I’m gonna make a commission sheet this weekend and try to get comms! Then think next week I’ll rework my patreon and launch that along with my discord server. And then eventually gonna try to stream again. So think I might take a small break from ff for few days, not like I really do anything with anyone so doesn’t really matter. -shrug- might be just my mental state right now, I haven’t been well. Previously I have coped better but ever since we had to put Tiksu down... I no longer have her here to comfort me. I’m still grieving for her, I miss her so much.

While I’m here, my husband ummm I guess now my wife came out as trans so going through that and what not with her trying to transition. So don’t get confused if you see me saying “wife” instead of “husband”.

Also, I’ll be trying to get money for my mom also, she might update the gofundme but it ain’t going well for her. It has gotten worse.

Figured to type here since I already spammed my private twitter the other day. asdfjkl >_>;