#jeorgetteat20

[heraurawasfilledofgold]

Missing you comes in waves and tonight I'm drowing

He loves me Adores me Sees the moon and the stars In me But he isn't you He doesn't make me blue Then rock me to sleep He doesn't argue with me and then makes me leave He doesn't hurt me He doesn't make me cry But I rather cry with you my love Then he in love with someone who isn't you I heard the first love is the coldest when it goes Baby I don't think I could ever let you go I know I know You told me to leave But I can't seem to move ..... I don't want to play no one But my heart wants you

[heraurawasfilledofgold]

Last night

I had sex last night…. I regret it. It felt good for the moment but I think it ruined the innocence of us…. what we could be. I wanted it to be pure… I wanted to wait but my body was calling your name…. it needed to be loved.. held… mended. I didn’t want to. It saddens me that I ruined my own plans and now it makes it so easy for you to leave because u knowwwwwww what it feels like to be inside me… I’m scared that now you don’t want to even stand beside me. I feel like hiding me… dying…. i can’t believe i did this again… hopefully you don’t leave… but then again, it’s nothing new to me.

[heraurawasfilledofgold]

All you do is lie and I don't know why I come running back to you every time I shouldn't have called you I shouldn't have cried I need to be stronger next time It's not about you, it's all about my need Of needing you to want me I can't get over this phase I just want my love for you to fade I don't think it ever will because you're my first love

[heraurawasfilledofgold]

You're a liar You said you wanted to fuck with me but all you did was touch me You left me open Craving more Now I'm here trying to restore my sense of me But damn you tasted so fucking sweeeeeet

[heraurawasfilledofgold]

Life is full of blessings we need to stop allowing the negative feelings to influence us.