#jessidork

[srndptyjimin]

jessidork

 “top 5 favorite foods”

THE ENTIRETY OF WAWA

DO U HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THAT MA’AM

[srndptyjimin]

jessidork

 i know it’s the end of the semester because an...

i feel this post

praise our lord and savior, absolut 

[dreadbread]

jessidork replied to your post: “look at me!!!!! damn!!!”:

(excuse me, dread, may i have your snap chat, is that ok?) (YOU'RE TOTALLY FINE TO SAY NO, IT'S OK)

EVERYONE CAN HAVE MY SNAPCHAT!!!! its @ dreadelion (as is my instagram, twitter and pretty much any social media u can think of)

[ghostseh]

HEY SO my friend jess aka jessidork just made a post and its funny because only last night I thought about making a post about a very similar topic (but kinda opposite??) also because its something I don’t talk about very often but that sometimes bothers me. 

(Writing this after I finished writing and this ended up being alot longer than I expected and now I feel like I’m hijacking jess’ topic and making it about myself but thats not what I meant idk what im doing)

Basically okay I always consider myself straight and if people ask I say I’m straight but I’m not, I’m bisexual? 

Like, I have been in love with/liked girls a several times, one of those times for over a year. But it happens rarely and far apart and its been a long time since last time and I’m really really attracted to boys and I have had alot of boyfriends and dated even more so its just easier to refer to myself as straight?

And everytime I see posts about how bisexual people are erased and forced into either the ‘gay’ or ‘straight’ category I’m always like ‘fuCK THAT LET PEOPLE BE BISEXUAL’. Like, I still think of it as other people. I don’t see myself in it even though I I should? Like even when it comes to posts about letting people identify as bisexual I still don’t think I ‘qualify’ to consider it to be about me?

Like. Okay. If I am to actually analyse myself I’d have to break it down and say I’m probably hetrosexual but biromantic. Like, I never see a girl and think ‘I’d hit that’, but I do with guys. But I’ve fallen in love with girls and then found that I’m attracted to them after. So I only experience secondary sexual attraction for girls, I guess, which is probably why I fall for girls so less often. Because mostly when I like guys I initiate kinda flirty contact from the start BECAUASE i find them attractive but it’s a different process with girls.

BUT THATS LONG and annoying to explain so I end up not wanting to say I’m bisexual because I feel like I’m lying but then I feel like I’m being dishonest when I say I’m straight, and I feel like I’m also not doing enough to make bisexuality less taboo because I could proudly be owning it and not giving a fuck, but I don’t. 

[srndptyjimin]

jessidork replied to your post: “i’ve been complaining about these critical definitions for lit theory...”

LITERALLY ME THO

TBH THO RIGHT. like imma talk shit but i'm a damn liar and we all know it.

[srndptyjimin]

jessidork replied to your post: “jessidork replied to your post: “jessidork replied to your post: “I’m...”:

ooooohhhh i tried to do that, involved a lot of back combing and pinning

IT TURNED OUT NOT BAD???? i was rushing so i didn't do it exactly how i wanted but it didn't look bad for a first try.

the makeup was on point though so everything came together. and to 100% pat myself on the back here, my makeup is always on point.

[srndptyjimin]

jessidork replied to your post: “jessidork replied to your post: “I’m in uni from like 9 until 7...”:

excuse you who said that these were bad decisions (they're only bad decisions if you don't post pics and i don't get to see the amazing results)

OBVI IMMA POST PICS i just hope the front comes out okay. i'm gr8 at pin curls, like 50s hair is my jam, but that wavy bit at the front in the 20s HOW DO.

ALSO my hair isn't bobbed so i'm doing a false one WILL IT COME OUT GOOD WE JUST DON'T KNOW.

[srndptyjimin]

jessidork replied to your post: “I’m in uni from like 9 until 7 tomorrow so naturally i’m gonna spend...”:

GO DO YOU <3

your support of my bad decisions is what keeps me young