#jesstanleys

[childactress-a]

@jesstanleys​​:          did you miss me?

❝     yeah,   i did.     ❞               no room for reserve,   no point in concealing feelings     (     most feelings     )     when she’s in a mood so good.          three weeks isn’t so long on paper.          it hadn’t seemed that daunting a challenge at first,   living a little more independently.          the time had eventually swallowed her up,   and she reflects on her relief as they walk past the airport terminal in search of their uber home.          winter wears on mara,   forces her to bundle up more than she’d like,   but jessica helps     :     her hand is warm enough to thaw out any frost,   clasped tightly in a homecoming embrace.          she makes the whole season go by faster,   too,   but mara hasn’t put that together yet.          ❝     not as much as jack,   though.          you should’ve seen the way he sobbed the other night ‘cause he missed you so much.     ❞          truth backseated to exaggeration,   they both know,   in mara’s subliminal attempt to see a smile from her     ;     it’s been way too long for her liking,   and any pictures they’d swapped back and forth in her absence never did jessica full justice anyway.          glance shifts from the gravel below to her companion.          if jessica catches her at the right moment,   she’ll find a familiar glint in her eyes.          they sparkle with a softness only for her,   and make promises she won’t keep.          ❝     we’re going out tonight,   you and me and him,   so get some rest if you need to,   ‘cause we’re going hard.          like,   stupid hard.          i didn’t even drink last night ‘cause i wanted to prep for tonight.          well,   i didn’t take any shots or anything.          i had a few beers,   but those don’t count.     ❞

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[abetrayerarch]

you seem awfully defensive over the blue chimpunk

so what maybe i was obsessed with alvin and the chipmunks when i was a child who cares not me matthew grey gubler was made famous because he played simon :/

[rosedharc]

🔥

if people acted in real life the way they act on tumblr they wouldn’t last a day. and if they did, that would mean they’re in highschool and thats not gonna last for long. sometimes, this reminds me why i don’t tell people i’m on tumblr

[lozarus-a]

𝐏𝐄𝐀𝐊𝐘 𝐁𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐒     @jesstanleys​   —     ❝ no, i’m not god. not yet. ❞     ↳ 𝑨𝑪𝑪𝑬𝑷𝑻𝑰𝑵𝑮

          𝐡𝐞𝐫    ,   𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐬 𝐨𝐟  divinity  with  the  foolish  hope  that  she  can  handle  the  feeling  of  ichor  running  through  her  far  too  human  veins..  she  is  nothing  in  the  eyes  of  the  gods   &.    yet  she  still  aches  for  the  feeling  of  empyrean  skin.    ❝  you  know   ,  if  you  become  god              can  you  make  limbo  a  bit  more  comfortable?  like  a  full  bar   or  something  ?   ❞     she   ,  who  dreams  of  the  type  of  godhood  that  fills  books  of   near  worship  in  tongues  that  are  unintelligible.    ❝  or  maybe  like  a  water  park ? there  is  a  lot  of  space  there.   ❞   she  doesnt  know  that  his  sins  have  made  ichor  corrosive.    

[nastyratman]

@jesstanleys​​:         that’s probably the first honest thing you’ve said to me in months.

❝     what?     ❞          his features crease in confusion,   skeptical stare lifting above the rim of his glass.          jack feels cornered,   caged     ;     what does she want him to say to that?          ❝     no,   that can’t be right.     ❞          he scoffs,   setting his glass down to the bar’s countertop.          honesty is second-place to him,   it’s been that way for years and years now.          its success rate is disputed,   but if he has to play dirty to get where he wants,   that won’t hold him back.          he’s come too far for that.          jessica understands,   jessica had understood without needing to try too hard     —     he marvels at it     (     marvels at her,   always at her     ),   her silent empathy.          it’s conditional,   waxing and waning     ;     for every night when she dares to inch closer,   there is a morning when she retreats.          drives him up the fuckin’ wall,   she does,   but the frustration of it is as much of a comfort to jack,   and all his fondness for self-sabotage.          hook-ups are simple,   love is a trap     :     this is fun.          sue him for twisting the truth now and then     —    he’ll deny it all the way to his grave.          ❝     i know it’s not right,   as a matter of fact,   ‘cause last night i told you looked really good,   you remember that?     ❞          in traditional deflecting fashion,   he shifts what blame he can from himself to her,   sending her a smug smirk     (     just proud enough to loosen her up a little,   he hopes,   tailored to make her smile,   like it does on a good day     ).          ❝     i meant that,   jess,   that was honest.          give me some credit once in a while.     ❞          indulgent in ego,   always,   he can’t be stopped from one more sly comment dripping past his lips,   punctuated with another sip of his scotch.          ❝     i’m not so bad,   sweetheart.          i know you know that.     ❞

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[wldbirds]

𝙴𝚅𝙴𝙽 𝚆𝙸𝚃𝙷𝙾𝚄𝚃 𝚂𝙸𝙶𝙷𝚃 𝚂𝙷𝙴 𝙺𝙽𝙾𝚆𝚂 𝙰𝙻𝙻 𝙴𝚈𝙴𝚂 𝙰𝚁𝙴 𝙾𝙽 𝙷𝙴𝚁 . as she makes her way gracefully through the cafeteria , her steps as delicate and as beautiful as dancer’s , the tray of dismal-looking school lunch poised in her hands , resemble nothing short of an offering .  alice knows well where she is headed , though it seems bella is unfortunately missing in attendance today , she’s not one to break a habit .   “   --  can I ? “  even before asking , she’s already halfway into the empty seat , confident that permission will be granted . “ Jessica , right ? Can I call you jess ?  I know bella does . “  / @jesstanleys​  liked

[murkyhazed-hasmoved]

@jesstanleys   ♡   →   bella swan & jessica stanley.

     ❝   no   i’m   —   i’m   being   totally   serious.      i’ve   never   heard   of   it   before.      guess   i   haven’t   GOTTEN   OUT   much   since   moving   here.   ❞

[timerased]

          ❛ the   only   thing   scarier   than   one   girl   crying   is   TWO   GIRLS   CRYING! ❜

                                   @jesstanleys​    /    canon   dialogue   starter.