yes depression is real, but so is God.
depression, all hopelessness. helplessness. the agony of sorrow. not feeling like myself. the feeling of never measuring up. the disappointment. the buildup of frustration. the weariness. the unknown tears. the spiral of negativity. the dark cloud was over me. the weight was heavy.
It was all there, but the weight of God’s marvelous glory and Spirit was more.
The safest place to be was just on my knees.
All I could give was my “be still” and let the tears fall, all I had was my weaknesses to give you.
Yet you took that and used it for Your glory. That in the midst of our deepest pains you are present. you were there carrying me and grace each day you gave me.
Depression may be real, but so are you. You are more higher, than our seemingly great thoughts.
Your ways are not my ways.
Your thoughts are not thoughts.
For your ways are greater than my own.
For your thoughts are higher than my own.
Isaiah 55:11
Keep humbling yourself before Him, keep going to your secret place even when you don’t feel his presence near. Keep praying, even with just being still and acknowledging Him. He is close to you.
He is more than feelings, God is a reality.