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knowledge. nj;jh

@kimnamjoon-tlou

Rules and orders were something Jeonghan would never get used to. All his life other people had made decisions for him and told him that it's all just for his best but seeing where he ended up the boy was sure that it was just a lie. Pretending to do something for someone else's sake by choosing what they should do or not do was the pretty white lie everyone with power would tell. And worst of all some didn't even know it was a lie and thought for real they're acting in favor of others. But they didn't. And Jeonghan was going to stop them by making his own rules. And maybe, just maybe, he would let them taste the bitter feeling he has had on his tongue for years now when he was going to rule them.

But as it was all of this was in the future, unfortunately. In the current situation he was the one to take orders and fulfill them. After all he was just a student and if he didn't follow the instructions he'll never get to the place he's yearning for so much. So there was no other way than gritting his teeth and doing what he was asked for. Just as it was in this very moment.

With his jaw clenched, the bone already started to hurt from all the tension it got through in the last couple of minutes, the student entered the building. He knew that Namjoon was in there and Jeonghan was pretty sure there couldn't be another person he'd like to see less. But it couldn't be helped. If he wouldn't appear for his lesson his superior would scold him and in the worst case he'll get his traineeship canceled. If he'd get rid of his combat teacher, and although he might not say it out loud but killing the older man was probably the thing Jeonghan wished to do the most in the last days, he'd be in even more trouble since that'd be homicide and he'll get punished for that. After thinking about it for some moments the boy decided it wasn't worth it, so in the end he'd just have to kill the man in his dreams every night. But there was no option left anymore. He had to go in there and face Namjoon and get through with the lesson. Just in this way he'd be able to finish that quickly and get back to the lessons he was actually interested in.

Taking a quick look around Jeonghan let a deep sigh out. After the day before he knew that trouble was waiting for him. Just as much as he was annoyed by the situation his teacher would be as well. “Let's see what today will bring...” the blonde male muttered to himself after closing the door behind himself. He wasn't going to cave in. Not as long as he was the one who was right.

“I'm here!” he yelled then after taking a deep breath and started to walk further into what's been a school a long time ago. Although the area was fitting and the best to learn both the theory and the practice as there were enough empty classrooms to use Jeonghan couldn't get around to hate this building. Maybe he was overreacting but looking at those walls had his anger built up immediately.

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failure. ms;jh

@tlouxmason

Sleeping tightly was a luxury in this world. Just a second of not paying attention to one's surroundings and it could be that person's death sentence as there were dangerous creatures wandering around in the darkness. But at the same time sleeping properly was something necessary. Without a good rest people couldn't work hard during the day time and achieve whatever goal they might have. Although to Jeonghan those two things were completely different ones.

He made sure to sleep properly all the time, all his training would be in vain if he'd be sleep-deprived and fell asleep in front of a suspect sooner or later, but that didn't mean that he was sleeping tightly. “Sleeping tightly is overrated” his mentor always told them when it came to someone complaining, “You'll encounter your darkest fears and wake up without the feeling of any rest. Just forget about that tale.” For the first weeks Jeonghan has wondered how something this oddly sounding could be true but with time he had finally realized that the old man was right. Especially in his new life, where torture and blood and the most disgusting secrets were everyday routine, it would be better not to let the mind take over to go through that again. Not to mention that Jeonghan's life has been messed up since the very first day he could remember and there was so much more to caught up on than just some months for watching other people being forced to confess their crime.

But sometimes it couldn't be helped. Every now and then his body was yearning for sleep and some rest and piece that there was no other way than letting his head take over. And it was probably the worst time the boy has ever had.

Whimpering Jeonghan curled himself into a small ball, the thin blanket plastic wrap he has found inside the unknown building and used as a blanket barely covered his whole body in this moment, and buried his face in the crook of his elbow. His body was shuddering as breathy sobs escaped his lips every now and then, tears were running down his cheeks. Unintelligible words, muffled by the long hair covering his face, were blubbering out of him, sounding like pleas to someone not being around. It was definitely the worse state people would ever see Jeonghan in. In this moment the boy was broken beyond repair.

But luckily people never got to see those moments. Ever since he had found his new place he had made sure to have it safe when it came to intruders, nobody would be able to get inside that building without him noticing. The only thing Jeonghan didn't think about was the current situation. Probably it has been the most stupid idea he's ever had but in this exact moment he wasn't at his own place. The special lesson has took longer than expected and as it was already in the middle of the night the boy didn't want to go all the way to the night club at the other side of the district. Instead he chose to stay at a strangers house he has seen occasionally when roaming around the streets. But exactly this guy was being around now.

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Jack wrapped his arms tightly around Liam's waist, his chin nuzzling into the strong muscle of his shoulder.

"Liam, darling, I'm very bored. So incredibly bored, I wish I still had chemo appointments so I'd have something to do during the day. This is just torture."

Jack was one for adventure, and getting into trouble. Sitting around in the security of his house, no matter if he was with Liam, was driving him insane.

"D'you want to go on vacation love?"