𓏲 ๋࣭ starter for ﹔ @lovestrain‘s ﹐ calum .
there’s only one person to blame in all of these . that’s herself . raven thought that if she took calum out of her life , give him the cold shoulder and ignore him , she would finally be able to sort everything out in her life . every opportunity that’s given to her is only for her future and she has to make sure that she’s on the right track even though once upon a time , calum was also a part of that . now that he’s gone , raven only felt very miserable . in her head , she can only think that it’s because they’ve been through so much together and that she could get over him if she just puts both mind and heart into it and focus on other things . though her heart ? it’s still mourning the loss of its lover . since her heart’s more powerful than her mind , it deeply affects everything she planned for herself . for her future . raven loses focus but haven’t completely lost everything . she only lost calum . now with rumors that her ex is sleeping with others , she has to pretend to be unbothered by it even though the thought makes her heart shatter . this is all her fault . her doing . she didn’t treat him well in the end . she doesn’t even know why she’s here , standing before him . “ hey , how’ve you been ? ” she starts , masking her miserable self with a smile . she just wants him back . ( 2 / 2 )