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The way you draw junkrats teeth and also him with rats gives me liiiife. Ty for sharing your talent

omg thank you so much ;-; Im happy you appreciate it!! I try to make him resemble a swamp goblin as best i can

This is for @jii-dragon #thefaceofdragons project! Thanks so much to everyone involved in the HTTYD fandom; I’ve made so many new friends over the past two years and have developed a lot of close friendships! You’re all truly wonderful people and I love you all!

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Hey guys,

It’s about time I do this. I’ve been here for 6 or so years now, speading love and loving every one of you amazing followers who came my way. From Ciel, to Loki, to Gin and Terumi, to FMA, Zuko and Damian Wayne to Jack and Hiccup, ive been through so much. And it was all fun. I want to thank you all, the ones who are truly good hearted, for all the strength, support, encouragement, positively and love that you have brought my way even to this very day. Especially those who have been sticking by me for so long.

Lately, things have been really hard for me on here and in my actual daily life…more than usual. I feel like I’m hitting another wall and thats really not good. When I start to get depressed, I become a monster. And its not a place I want to visit again and I feel that coming back. Like…I’ll be having a rough day due to a hard day at work, illness, financial issues, whatever... and I have to come home or wake up to negative messages and hateful ignorant people on here. It’ll fuck up my whole day. It’s starting to eat away at me more than I realized. Thats not what I use tumblr for. I want to come home at the end of my day to a positive supporting environment, I want to wake up and scroll through my dash and messages to smile and laugh along with the rest of you. Thats what tumblr has been for me for 6 years up until these last few months.

But lately, this has not been the place to do that. Along with every thing else I have weighing down on me in my personal life, I think its time to cut out something thats been eating away at my mental health for a few good long months now. Really save the energy I have left and use it towards getting better.

This is not a place for hate. I don’t need it in my life. And any who feel the need to hate me or send me hate, then I don’t need nor want you in my life either. When 9/10 people send me messages reminding me that they have been following me for years and know what kind of a good person I am, I really need to start listening. This environment has made me scared to take compliments, scared to be proud of myself, and has made me feel worthless after all of the time and energy I’ve put into being here. It’s making me blind to all these endless absolutely amazing positive messages that people send me. There’s something wrong here.

I’ve tried all I could to make things better and stand tall, chin up, be truthful, be caring, be loving, and waiting for things to pass over. But it’s not.

For the past few months I’ve been so busy in my daily life that all I’ve been doing is scrolling through my dash when I got a few seconds. Instead of laughter or happiness, I’ve been fed hate, blame, stress and anxiety. And my friends and loved ones are really starting to worry about me, especially the ones IRL…apparently they’re seeing all this affect me. And they’re right. So I’m going to notice what they say, since I’m at a point to where I’m am starting to show signs of my feelings and mental state, then its really time to take a step back and moderate my usage and care of tumblr as a whole. It’s unlike me to outwardly call out for help and have my feelings bleed through. I guess I’ve just had enough. I’m only human.

Just to clarify, I will be logging into tumblr to reblog things off my dash when I can for a smile here and there. Gods know that I need it.

I will be taking off anon and submissions indefinitely.

I will not respond to people who just make a blank tumblr to just send me messages. (This is happening a lot lately.)

I will not be responding to any instant messages unless I know who you are.

I will be checking messages and replying (mostly privately) to (probably not absolutely everyone) only people who have something irrelevant and funny, or just wish to talk about whatever and positive fandom-related.

If you wish to know where else to find me and more of my content, send me a message and I’ll answer back to you.

Thanks for reading.

#ill probably read this over 100 times and edit it just as much but #i think i covered mostly everything #new outlook on tumblr #personal #jii-dragon #jiidesu #jiidragon