A/N: the only reasoning I have for this is that I didn't know who would be cuter, so you got the best of both worlds *tries desperately not to sing Hannah Montana*
Word count: 2.9k??
No warnings apart from a rubber duck being scolded and Jimin falling over, what's new. Just super sweet jikook being top boyfriends to you 🥺
“We’ll always be together, baby.”
It was mid-March. Venturing out with your boyfriends with their hands woven in yours as you entered the park. Darkness of a cold spring night falling as backdrop to delicate fairy lights tangled on tree branches. Cascading luminescent shapes onto the spaces around it as the glow bounced off the leaves coming through. The dewy frost of the grass crunched under your feet as you trudged on through the park, hearing chatter and laughter in the distance. You looked to your boyfriends; bare hands still encased in their own.
Your first boyfriend, his eyes like diamonds as they held every star from the sky in them; kept between his eyelids that turned into crescent moons when he smiled. His sand blonde hair peeking out from beneath the baker boy cap you had bought him as a ‘just because I thought of you’ gift. Small silver hooped earrings dangled effortlessly from his ears; skimming the strong line of his neck that made way to a solid jaw but endearing cheeks. Flawless skin. His coat black that kept him warm; lavender polar neck adding that pop of colour as it peeked out from the open lapel of the coat. He wore black slacks with black slightly heeled boots that made him feel taller although he was already taller than you.
Your other boyfriend. Taller. Darker hair but the same ivory skin. Just as handsome as the first. Short hickory brown hair; fluffy and unkempt on his head. Eyebrow piercing shining in the gleam of lights as his eyebrows bounced with glee. Eyes dancing with the excitement of a small child. His nose that scrunched as he smiled back at you. Skin unblemished and beautiful. Brought to light against the dark of the night and his clothing. In all black; just the way you liked it. Black bomber jacket with silver accents matching his eyebrow piercing and thicker hooped earrings that dangled from his own ears. Black sweatshirt with matching cargo pants and black combat boots. He was thicker and broader than your shorter; sweeter boyfriend but had the soul of a toddler in an angsty teens body.
Hands swinging in tandem as lights continued to illuminate the trees around you. The tinkling of an old tune began to dully tickle your ears as you walked closer to the funfair in the near distance. The sounds of idle chatter and laughing engulfing you as you finally made it to the entrance. Flashing lights in an array of colours. A bright archway you walked through, lining up to purchase your tickets. You having to drag your aimlessly gawking brunette boyfriend along by his collar when the line would move as he gazed at all of the lights in awe.
You found it sweet how he would look at everything in wonder. So enamoured by twinkling lights as if he had never seen them before. As if he had never seen a sea of lights. A sea of lights from thousands of people at one of his own concerts. The blonde however, making sure you were both with him as he handed over the money to the ticket attendant with a sure smile. Taking the tickets in turn you paraded off into the park, your hand tightly gripping each of your boyfriends in an attempt to keep hold of them.
Your taller, darker haired boyfriend dragged you straight towards the rollercoasters and you giggled heartily at the blonde’s panic. Giving him a reassuring squeeze of your hand and planting a quick kiss on his lips as you joined the queue. Turning to the brunette who had tugged on your arm; a pout evident on his face.
“You’re such a baby, Guk.” You rolled your eyes before planting a kiss onto his lips.
He smiled with a scrunch of his nose before moving the 3 of you forward to the quickly moving line. Soon enough you were at the front, watching the cars in front of you speed off at a speed similar to a butterfly. The blonde squeezed your hand with wide eyes.
“Minnie, you’ll be fine. Promise.”
“Pinky Promise?” He asked, raising his pinky to your own.
Taking it in your own pinky, you laughed at the beaming smile on his face.
There were 2 seats to a row in a 2-row cart and because your beautiful blonde boyfriend was scared you sat with him while your brave brunette was alone in front. The rollercoaster was fairly small and not very fast, but this didn’t stop your blonde boyfriend holding onto you for dear life. A wail or two when you would plummet around 20 feet towards the ground at break-neck speed of 7mph. while your boyfriend in front raised his hands and jeered in excitement at every twist and turn.
Exiting the cart, linking arms with the brunette, already having the blonde attached to you. You venture around the fun fair a little more. Hook A Duck was eventful as tempers flared at the notion you and the brunette managed to hook several ducks and the blonde couldn’t grab a single one. Groaning and growling ensued at the silly rubber ducks that bobbed about leisurely in the water: mocking him. Until a whine was near, breaking your ears as he looked at you with all the sadness of a scolded puppy. His hook resting on the side of the table, you observed as a duck had somehow managed to be looped onto his hook. You delighted in telling him that he had finally caught one. Looking at you with brilliant dazzling eyes; wide in disbelief. Plump lips turning into an O before breaking into a smile that made his eyes match the moon above; crescent and glowing. Jumping about and enveloping you in a hug to which you gladly accepted, being held against his warm chest; scents of lavender and homes as he chuckled with glee and the reverberations were kept between you - Before getting sandwiched in between both of your boyfriends. You planted a kiss to the blondes rosy cheek while the brunette softly kissed his hair and then your own.
Never enough to win a prize, you found yourselves deeper in the fair and before you, stood a large carousel. Turquoise in colour. It was familiar but couldn’t be placed. Scrolling through the index of your brain, mulling over details of your life thus far. Nothing coming to mind. The carousel was old, but painted anew. The vibrant colour stood out from the backdrop of mostly bare trees and wrapped up walkers. As the 3 of you glided closer you could see, horses were newly built in, hard plastic with different shades of grey, white and black. Neutrals. Polished with silver and gold saddles with an abundance of cherry blossoms around them instead of the normal; overplayed roses. The centre of the carousel with reflective mirrors; cherry blossoms draped around the edge of the mirrors also. Bright spherical lights aligned the centre and ceiling of the carousel with the odd lightbulb hanging down spiralled with cherry blossoms. The carousel spun, slowly at first until it picked up speed gradually and the horses began to raise up and down. The 3 of you had already decided this was something you all wanted to go on.
Stepping into the carousel after not much of a wait, the 3 of you sat astride a horse each. Laughing to yourselves as the blonde managed to fall off after a moment sat on the robust; unmoving plastic horse. An awfully composed tune of clusters of minor notes into G#’s and E notes that shambolically created a chaotic chorus. In another life the song would be beautiful & sad simultaneously. You watched as the carousel attendant slammed his fist down on the music box that played the dreadful tune and suddenly, it sounded beautiful. Just like you thought it would. The carousel began to spin and the horses began their movement. You looked around you at your 2 boyfriends; Jeongguk your daringly handsome brunette sat beside you on a grey horse about a meter away. Jimin your stunning blonde boyfriend just behind him on a black horse. You looked at them both with big smiles; feeling like a lovesick child.
You adored them both in their entirety, never really thinking your heart would be big enough to love 2 such emotionally and physically strong men. But here you were. Head over heels. Unequivocally and irrevocably in love with them both. Nights alone, in the quiet of the night where you would all sit up and talk with one another, about anything and everything you could. Even in nights where there was no room for words or much else apart from the 3 of you. Where bodies moved in tandem and kisses were stolen under crisp sheets. Blazing fire that threatened to burn down everything around you as cries fell from swollen lips as you succumbed to ecstasy in turn. Sure there were challenges at first and a lot of people had negativities they didn’t care to quiet. Trials and tribulations at every turn in your relationship when it came to these 2 wonderful men, whom you loved like no other lover had been loved. Your heart swelling to the size that would be home to yourself and 2 to spare. Jimin and Jeongguk. They always made sure you loved yourself first and foremost before even loving them. Alternatively, as fate might have it, you managed to fall in love with them first and then gradually love yourself in the distance; relishing in the relationship and the person it made you become.
Nay Sayers would tell you it wouldn’t last. Telling you that you weren’t good enough to be with one of them, let alone both. Saying they would be better off without you. But they would hold you tight, promising to never let go. Promising to still be with you; regardless of time apart or negativity thrown your way. After faltering on the road to self-love and dabbling in a relationship so intense and personal to the 3 of you. Even after all of that. After all was said and done. You couldn’t imagine waking up sandwiched between anyone else. Waking up to strong arms engulfing you and plump lips peppering your face with soft chaste kisses that spread butterflies throughout your entirety. Hearing giggles and scrunched noses and crescent moons that filled the empty saddening space in your life.
Looking to the mirror in the centre of the carousel adorned with bright lights and cherry blossoms in abundance you could see them both, grinning and laughing to themselves. You couldn’t help but just observe them. In all their wonder. The tune feeling nostalgic to you but you couldn’t pinpoint where you had heard it from. Jeongguk seeming to hum along eventually as the carousel was slowing to a halt. Smiling deeply at each other once again, Jeongguk hopped off his horse while offering his hand out to you to help you off the sturdy fixture. Watching as Jimin struggled to get off at first, due to his toes not quite touching the ground on one side.
Eventually off, the three of you went on several other rides until you decided to stop as Jeongguk had seen a Cotton Candy Stand. His eyes lit up at the sugary confectionary that was handed to him on a stick as you handed over the money to the attendant. He hummed with glee as the giant pink cloud shielded most of his face from your view as he picked at some of the pink fluff with an unwavering excitement for the sweet treat. Jimin had ventured off to other amusement games while both you and your taller boyfriend sat on a bench, watching the world go by.
There you sat, while Jeongguk demolished the pink cloud next to you. Thinking about the way he would move his hair from his eyes with delicate fingers. His nose scrunch when he giggled. They both had mannerisms that you adored and every one of them made you fall in love with them even more. You loved them wholeheartedly but your mind, like a thief in the night would rob you of your optimism as some nights you sat awake, watching your angels sleeping either side of you. Your mind would wander. What if this didn’t last? What if it couldn’t? Surely, they loved you? You were reminded that a lot of people; fans or not, were disapproving of your relationship. A woman. With 2 men. A lot of hate was thrown your way and the boys brought you out with them this evening as a deterrent from what was going on in the confines of your mind. Of course it had subsided since the relationship began but there was always the odd few comments that really pierced through your heart.
“Y’know, we love you right?” Jeongguk mumbled, his hand on your knee, pulling you out of your reverie.
A cloud of pink appeared in front of your face as you shifted to face him.
“Of course, I love you both too.” You smiled, looking into his eyes as the cotton candy lowered.
You sat in silence after that sharing the weightless, dreamy sweet now, as it was much like your boyfriends; looked too good to resist. Jeongguk wrapped an arm around your shoulder as he cradled you closer while keeping an eye out for Jimin. Once candyfloss had been digested the both of you set off to find Jimin, in the meantime laughing with each other at several clownlike figures that were putting on a small show for children, until you felt a tap on your shoulder. Turning to see a large fluffy teddy bear, cinnamon in colour with a large green satin bow around its neck, a cream muzzle with a small sewn on smile and nose along with cute brown doe eyes. You looked slightly alarmed until the bear lowered to reveal the face of the blonde boyfriend you were searching for. His smile wide with scrunched eyelids and hair slightly dishevelled from running his hands endlessly through it. Plump lips moist from licking them too much; something he did in concentration. His coat now open revealing more of his figure kept in the lilac jumper. He looked at you with all the love in the world.
“Baby! A bear for you, I won it!” he forcefully handed it to you in his excitement to show you the stall he had won the bear from; pointing with vigour.
His smile returning to you brighter and wider than ever before. You hugged the bear close until you wrapped an arm around the blondes neck and planted a kiss against his lips; important and purposeful. To show love and affection, not to elicit any ideas he must’ve had once you had finished; sharing a look with Jeongguk causing the younger to blush furiously. Playfully hitting Jimin’s arm with a shake of your head.
“It was a thank you kiss.” You smiled again before planting another kiss to his cheek as you linked your hand in his.
stealing a kiss from your other boyfriends lips before you set off walking. Jeongguk slung an arm around your shoulder as your other hand was preoccupied by holding the bear. Taking your time as the night got later, finding other amusement stalls to try your luck at. Eventually you made it to the Ferris wheel. No queue in sight as many would deem it a boring ride. A small basket shaped round car to yourself as the three of you and the bear piled in. the attendant closed the door and you were off at a slow place. In the enclosed cage like car you found yourselves in with seating around the perimeter. You knelt on the seat with the window facing forward at the rest of the funfair as you slowly began to rise.
You watched the dazzling lights below as both your boyfriends came to your side. Jeongguk with feather light touch swayed hair behind your ear before moving your head to face him; his fingers laced in your hair as he cradled the back of your neck. His eyes, burning with love for you looked down and scorched all that they touched.
“Love you” he mumbled with a smile before he pressed his lips to yours fervently, as if he’d been wanting to kiss you like this all evening.
But as quick as the kiss began, he pulled away, pulling you against his chest and kissing your hair, inhaling the smell of your shampoo. Jimin then turned you to face him, cupping your cheeks in both of his hands and peppered kisses all over your face with mutterings of ‘I…love…you’ planting a firm and final kiss to your forehead. You had turned back to the view outside and fell in love with the world all over again. Resting your head on Jeongguk’s shoulder as you held Jimin’s hand in your own. Watching the world go by outside. Nobody judging, everybody loving and filled with joy and laughter. This was all you could ever want. The world the way you saw it through that small window above on the Ferris wheel, with the 2 loves of your life. Soft hand caressing your side in comfort while the other soothed your hair. There was no place you would rather be in the world.
5. "Don't yell at me like I'm a child!!" - "DON'T THROW SCISSORS!" Jikook
Word Count: 437
This has been sitting for ever in my drafts forever. I'm sorry that it's taken so well, but it's finally here. I hope you like it.
~Bagel
It was a cloudy and rainy day. The tapping of the rain lulling you back into a sleepy haze and you were wanting to relax. At least that was what you were hoping when you heard your two boyfriends talking about their day off and you woke to the sound of rain hitting the bedroom window. That hope was soon destroyed when you heard muffled bickering coming from the other side of the door. You sigh as you get out of bed after hearing a thud. The words and voices become clear as you open the door and walk closer to the living room.
“Don’t yell at me like I’m a child!!” That sounded like Jungkook. He always gets whiny and defensive when he is getting scolded.
“DON’T THROW SCISSORS!” That was definitely Jimin. His satoori always came out when he got mad. The accent and sleepiness clouding your mind causing the words to take a second longer to click in your mind. You freeze midstep and your mouth falls open as you realize. Soon closing the distance between you and the boys in the other room.
Sure enough there’s a pair of scissors on the floor near the doorway you just entered and if you were to look closer, you would see a dent where there was an impact. Evidence that you were not crazy and heard all of that correctly. The boys are still bickering and fighting with each other. Which causes them to completely miss your entrance.
“What is going on?! I just wanted to sleep in and cuddle with my boyfriends on the first day we’ve all had off together in months and you’re out here fighting and throwing scissors. I want you to tell me what is happening or I will kick the both of you out into the rain!” Your yell caused both men to stop and face you. Jimin was the first to regain his composure and smile at you. Making his way over for a hug as he starts to act like nothing was happening.
“Babygirl! I hope we didn’t wake you.” He coos. Giving you that beautiful eye smile of his and making his way to you.
“No Jimin. Just tell me what happened.” You tell him in your most resolute voice. Trying to stay strong and not fall victim to his charms. Especially when he pulls you into his arms and hugs you to his chest.
All seemed well and you almost forgot what was happening until Jimin pulls away from you and leans down to grab the offending scissors. Starting your anger and confusion up again.
Polyamorous relationships are not as glamorous as they appear in the movies.
Granted, the sex is better—tangled limbs and wet kisses on every inch of skin imaginable, but not even the sex is worth the mind-numbing jealousy, the utter despair.
Because equilateral triangles do not exist in real life. There is no sense of order in human affections. No balance, no equilibrium. You are in love with Jimin, who loves Jungkook. And Jungkook loves… Has he ever loved anyone but himself?
On the outside, you smile widely and pretend that you’re perfectly content with this arrangement. But your façade crumbles, bit by bit, every time Jimin goes to Jungkook instead of you.
You’re not sure how much more you can take.
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Note: This is such a brilliant fic, words cannot describe how much I enjoyed reading this well-written story. Also, I have to say out of all the BTS fics I have read no one has been able to capture Jungkook as great as this author.
