#jim-moroniarty

[duamuteffe]

jim-moroniarty replied to your post “So we volunteered to help put up hay since they’re down a couple of...”

You two are like real-life superheroes! Best of luck tomorrow! :O

Aww, that's very sweet of you. ^_^ I wonder how many superheros need a couple of ibuprofen to get up and go to work the next day, though :)

[amongthegentlymad]

Based on tumblr only you're a bookish artist and writer with an interest in spooky things! I'd add more good stuff but it's based on our conversations rather than blogging, I think. :]

Hee absolutely right! ^^ I deny nothing! 

[scienceoftheidiot]

jim-moroniarty said: Good to hear you did some sport but please take care! <3

Aww thanks <3 ! But no worries, ok ? I had told some people about my going to bike so if I had any problem I just had to phone them, they new where I was going (and no worries about me not being on the internet much this week end nor tomorrow, I have many things happening at once. I'll tell you ^^) 

[amongthegentlymad]

Plans for the summer, favourite Cop Story character who's not a cop and are you going to join that upcoming OC party group on DA?

-Summer plans….werk werk werk. I’m a library assistant so Summer Reading Club! I’ll also be doing NaNoMangO for June and I’ve got a couple of art related projects and a few requests to do

-favorite cop story character who’s not a cop…Geraldine seems like my kind of gal…But I like Bradley too ;___; and Kevin…why must you make me chooooose.

-I am thinking about it! It depends on if I have the time >_>

[duamuteffe]

Uhhh "dear past me"?

I got confused for a minute- apparently I forgot I had reblogged that thing :)

Dear Past Me,

In an ideal situation I'd be able to list all the specific things you would do well to avoid, but then I wouldn't be me any more and some sort of temporal paradox would destroy the universe. So we'll avoid that.  And really, we turn out just fine, so all the mistakes aren't really a big deal. You're going to figure that out, and it's going to be a huge weight off when it happens.

You worry too much, and you already know that.  You're the most uptight Taoist in the world, and you already know that, too. You overthink and you fear any loss of control, you're lonely enough to gloss over things that should be addressed, and you're aware all these things are issues. But the main thing is, it doesn't matter nearly as much as you think it does. You're at a place in your life where you think that having a solid definition of yourself is a life goal and a necessity. It really isn't. You'll be a lot happier once you let go of the labeling stuff and realize that we're all flexible, adaptable personalities who expand and contract as we go along. You don't need a rock-solid identity to be stable. In fact, it's rather alarmingly the opposite; letting go of your need to give yourself labels is going to help you relax and give you the space to be a better (and learning!) person. But it's going to take you longer than you'd like to figure it out. That's a part of the process. No one can tell you these things and have you instantly understand; you have to go through them yourself to really get it. It will get easier for you as you get older by sheer weight of experience.

As for your alter-ego, things in your life will follow her story on a basis you will always find spooky, and then at some point it will spook you enough that you'll put it aside for a new one, at least until you're far enough along to want to know how the first one ends.  You will have some serious rough patches. You'll get through them. Your friends will have theirs too, and you'll be there for them. You'll fuck it up sometimes, but that's normal. You'll learn that your obsession with being perfect is a facet of the self-hatred that likes to torment you, and you'll learn to fight it and win. In fact you'll learn to fight against all those negative voices and win, although not every day and not every time. But you'll learn while doing it that those negative ideas can be accepted and discarded, like junk mail or spoiled fruit. Most days there's no need to scream at the junk mail, just look at it, say "Hmm, " and drop it in the garbage. It'll come to you, never fear.

You will have horses. They'll be a spiritual, emotional, and artistic endeavour for you.  You'll also work harder than you ever have physically and have some fascinating stories about blackout weariness and some permanent scars. You'll be able to tell when it's going to rain with a high percentage of accuracy from a joint or two.  The skills you'll bust your ass to gain will keep you afloat at a crucial time period, and also gain you some more stories and some more scars. It's okay, you won't mind too much a year or two after the fact.  And the people you get in your life from all the effort are more than worth every injury.

Love is going to be more awesome than you think it is. It's also going to be way more difficult, confusing, and complicated than expected and bits of it are going to suck like nothing has ever sucked before. It's okay; it's a learning experience. It'll be worth it in the end, even that two-year stretch where you bounce between insomnia and hibernation and think about leaping off roofs way more often than is healthy. It's going to teach you some important lessons about guilt, forgiveness, letting go and moving on. And by teach I mean grind it into your psyche with a rusty icepick, but that's okay, you learn better that way sometimes.

Basically it's all going to be an adventure, in the way that as much of it is scary and tough and unpleasant and tiring as it is fun and exciting and broadening and wonderful. But that's okay too. It's all very educational. And you're going to find a use for it when you run across people who are where you are now.  So just breathe, stretch, get your chin up, and get out there. Go get 'em, tiger.

Love,

Future You

[duamuteffe]

jim-moroniarty replied to your post:jim-moroniarty replied to your photoset:Hey look,...

Yeah, Bodum it is!

Awesome! You're coffee twins :)

[duamuteffe]

jim-moroniarty replied to your photoset:Hey look, the camping table arrived! It’s bigger...

I think we have the same French press or whatever those thingies for filtering tea and coffee are called! And woo, camping table!!

Oh cool - I think his is a Bodum. He says his coffee has never been better since he swapped from a machine!

[wallabri]

oc art meme! got a bunch specifically for ben and the lady, so i went for those first! also got a few that didn’t specify which character they wanted, but i think all the numbers were in here as well so it worked out :’D i’ll do the rest tomorrow. thanks guys!