#jimfuckingkirk

[j2stwincestiel]

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

I was tagged by the tall dork knotty-sk-eleton <3

What was your:

1. Last beverage:  Pepsi 2. Last phone call:  My boss 3. Last text message: autheane 4. Last song you listened to: Dazed and Confused by Led Zeppelin  5. Last time you cried: Two days ago, while watching a movie

Have you ever:


6. Dated someone twice: yes 7. Been cheated on: No i don't think so 8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Nop 9. Lost someone special: My grandfather  10. Been depressed: yes... 11. Been drunk & threw up: No... 12. List three favorite colors:
 Red, Black , blue

In the last year, have you:


13. Made a new friend: Yes, several so i won't list them, they should recognize themselve, i suppose i should show them more though xD 14. Fallen out of love: Nop 15. Laughed until you cried: Yes 16. Met someone who changed you: YES Several and once again i won't list them  17 Found out who your true friends are: yep 18. Found out someone was talking about you: Well... Better not go on that 19. Kissed anyone on your FB friend’s list: Not during last year no.

General:


20. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life: i don't know, i don't even remember who i have as friend on facebook 21. Do you have any pets: two cats Kensei and Hime 22. Do you want to change your name: No I don't I like my name 23. What did you do for your last birthday: HMMMM bothered autheane to have a birthday cake xD 24. What time did you wake up today: Around really at 11:30 am 25. What were you doing at midnight last night: Writing gay porn about Corey and Jim (to change) 26. Name something you cannot wait for: I won't tell it here... 27. Last time you saw your mother: almost two week ago 28. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Me... 29. What are you listening to right now: The patate show... 30. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yes 31. What’s getting on your nerves right now: lot of stuff...  32. Most visited webpage(s): Tumblr, tumblr and tumblr xD 33. Blood type: I don't even know 34. Nickname: memelle, Armelita, chazou, melle, conasse  35. Relationship status: I relation with myself 36. Zodiac Sign: Caprisun 37. Pronouns:  39. Elementary: Charles de Gaulle   40. High school: Jean Rostand 41. College: IFSI croix rouge (i won't explain more xD) 42. Hair color: Weird ? 43. Long or short: Long 44. Height:  5'2 45. Do you have a crush on someone: Not right now.  46. What do you like about yourself: Not much 47. Tattoos: None  48. Righty or lefty: Right. 49. First surgery: something about my ear i don't remember 50. First piercing: ears 51. First best friend: Sandrine :D 52. First sport you joined: Swimming and Classical dance  53. First vacation: in Nice like every years -_- 54. First pair of shoes: I don't remember 55. Want kids: Yes, i suppose i want but i don't know how many, maybe not more than 2 56. Get married: I don't think so 57. Career: Working as Auxiliaire de Puericulture 
58. Eating: Kinder Eggs 59. Drinking: what ? 60. I’m about to: Finish a gifset for a guitarist's birthday which was two days ago... 61. Wanting to do: write write and write 62. Waiting for: bed time i'm exhausted

Which is better:


63. Lips or eyes: both actually 64. Hugs or kisses: Hugs which lead to kisses :D 65. Shorter or taller: Tallest than me ofc ! 66. Older or younger: Huh it depend of how much younger xD 67. Romantic or spontaneous: It depend  68. Nice stomach or nice arms: i don't know, Nice thighs  69. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive 70. Hook-up or relationship: it depend ! 71. Trouble maker or hesitant: It also depend of the days

Have you ever:


72. Kissed a stranger: wellllllll.... It depend of what you call a stranger *rolls eyes* 73. Drank hard liquor: Yes 74. Lost glasses/contacts: No 75. Sex on first date:... 76. Broke someone’s heart: I don't think so 77. Had your own heart broken: Well kind of complicated to explain 78. Been arrested: Almost... I think xD 79. Turned someone down: Yep 80. Cried when someone died: Yes.  81. Fallen for a friend: Yes

Do you believe in:



86. Yourself: Ofc not 87. Miracles: No 88. Love at first sight: I don't really know 89. Heaven: No Just in hell xD 90. God: Nop 91. Kiss on the first date: WHY not ? 92. Angels: lie to keep control ? xD

autheane brokeback-purgatory kael1030 rollychan cookiebuu and cutieroot

[sassymccoy]

You have an amazing blog and you're an awesome person. Just thought you should know. Also, I'd love to be friends with you. [awkwardly walks away]

hey, hey friend, come back!

[leastexpectedheroes]

Like We Never Loved at All

You never looked so good As you did last night Underneath the city lights There walking with your friend Laughing at the moon I swear you looked right through me But I'm still living with your goodbye And you're just going on with your life

Dean was walking down the street when a familiar face caught his attention. He paused his gait and just stared. He tried to stick to the shadows but he locked eyes with the blue-eyed man across the street.

Dean's heart broke when he noticed the man standing next to Castiel. Dean continued walking and headed to the bar a few blocks over. As he walked, he thought back to that awful night a year ago.

~1 year ago~

Dean came home from work late and he knew he had to make it up to his boyfriend somehow. He had bought a bouquet of Castiel's favorite flowers. He called out to his boyfriend, but got no reply.

He searched all over their apartment and found Cas in their bedroom, sitting on the edge of their bed and a suitcase at his feet. Needless to say, Dean was really confused.

"Cas? What's going on?"

Castiel stood and faced Dean. He took a deep breath and let it out before he continued.

"Dean, there's no easy way of saying this so here it goes. I'm leaving you. I want you to know that I still love you, but I can't do this anymore. Goodbye Dean."

Cas picked up his suitcase and walked out the door, leaving a perplexed Dean behind. The flowers slipped from his hand as he continued to stare at the spot where Cas was just standing.

~End flashback~

How can you just walk on by Without one tear in your eye? Don't you have the slightest feelings left for me? Maybe that's just your way Of dealing with the pain Forgetting everything between our rise and falls Like we never loved at all

Dean arrived at the bar and paused outside to wipe the tears away from his face. He entered and walked right up to the bar and ordered a shot of whiskey.

Dean was on his third shot when he felt a presence next to him. He looked to his right and immediately regretted it. He downed his shot and signaled the bartender for another and completely ignored the person next to him.

You, I hear you're doing fine Seems like you're doing well As far as I can tell Time is leaving us behind Another week has passed And still I haven't laughed yet So tell me what your secret is? To letting go, letting go like you did, like you did

Cas stared down at the bar top, not really knowing what to say. He took a deep breath and turned to face Dean.

"Hello Dean."

Dean slammed his glass down and turned to face Cas. "Hello? That's all you have to say?! Hello?"

"What do you want me to say?" he asked, not meeting Dean's eyes.

Dean was pissed. "How bout an explanation for why you walked out on me a year ago? That would be a good start." he signaled for another shot and downed it as soon as it was in front of him.

Cas frowned at how much Dean's drinking but didn't say anything. He sighed. "I had met someone else and we just, ya know, clicked. I thought leaving you was the better choice then staying and living a lie. I didn't want to hurt you."

"Well, newsflash, you did. I spent the last year wondering where I went wrong. You cut me deep Cas." he stood and threw down some bills to cover his drinks and left the bar.

How can you just walk on by Without one tear in your eye Don't you have the slightest feelings left for me? Maybe that's just your way Of dealing with the pain Forgetting everything between our rise and falls Like we never loved at all

Cas sighed and followed Dean out of the bar. He noticed how much Dean was staggering when he left and he didn't want Dean getting hurt.

"Dean wait!" he called out.

Dean groaned and continued walking. "Leave me alone Cas. I have nothing more to say to you."

Cas stopped in the middle of the sidewalk and watched as Dean disappeared around the corner. He watched the corner for a bit longer before following after Dean again.

"Dean!" he yelled.

This time, Dean stopped and turned around. "I'm done listening to your excuses! Apparently, I wasn't enough for you so you can go back to your boy toy and leave me the hell alone! I don't need you!" he was heaving as he finished his tirade and walked away.

Cas was having none of it. He ran up behind Dean and turned him around.

"Listen, I'm sorry that I hurt you but it wasn't my intention to do so." he said.

Dean huffed and pulled out of Cas' grasp. "I told you. I don't want nor need your lame ass excuses or apologies. So just go back from where you came from and forget about me. It worked the first time."

Cas stood there, shocked, as he watched Dean leave again.

Did you forget the magic? Did you forget the passion? Did you ever miss me Ever long to kiss me?

Maybe that's just your way Of dealing with the pain Forgetting everything between our rise and falls Like we never loved at all

Dean entered his apartment and leaned back against the door. He took a deep breath and let it out slowly. He pushed off the door and walked into the living room.

He looked around before he picked up the lamp and threw it across the room. He destroyed the entire living room and when he finished, his chest was heaving and he slid down the wall to sit on the floor.

He hid his head in his arms and finally let out everything he'd bottled up the past year. He curled into himself on the floor and ended up falling asleep from the emotional breakdown.

Cas entered his own apartment and saw his boyfriend waiting for him. "How'd it go?"

Cas sighed and curled into his boyfriend's side. "Awful. He hates me and he's still hurt." he relaxed into the comfort of his boyfriend, but he could not get that look of hurt on Dean's face out of his head.

[leastexpectedheroes]

Rule 1: Post Rules.

Rule 2: Answer the questions the blogger set for you in their post then make 11 new ones.

Rule 3: Tag 11 people and then link them to your post.

Rule 4: Let them know you’ve tagged them.

1.) What would you say if you met an extraterrestrial?

Sup.

2.) Do you sometimes find yourself feeling sad for Pluto since the solar since kicked it out?

Yeah. Poor little Pluto.

3.) If you could have a conversation with a cat, what would you talk about?

We would talk about our favorite things.

4.) Pop Rocks and soda. Have you ever tried it?

I can honestly say that I have never tried it.

5.) What is your personal opinion on roller skating rinks?

I avoid them like the plague. I fell on my tailbone while roller skating.

6.) Have you ever eaten a Lik-A-Stix without dipping it in the flavored sugar that comes along with the candy stick? Don’t lie to me about this one.

Oh gosh, it's been forever since I had one of those. Uh, I may have at one point in my lifetime.

7.) You’re stuck with your favorite fiction character for a day, but that character can’t speak because of reasons. What would you do with that mute character for a day?

We would spend the day on the couch eating junk food and watching movies until we fall asleep.

8.) You’ve suddenly been turned into a mermaid. What do you do next?

Go on an adventure with a reluctant crab and an easily frightened fish.

9.) What is the true meaning behind the Nazca Lines?

I have absolutely no idea.

10.) Favorite old school Nickelodeon show?

Legends of the Hidden Temple

11.) What’s up with Giorgio Tsoukalos’ hair?

I'm not completely sure, but I dig it.

My questions

1) You're magically transported into your all time favorite tv show. What do you do next?

2) Do you know the muffin man?

3) You have the chance to spend a weekend with your OTP. What do you do?

4) It's the zombie apocalypse. What is your weapon of choice and who are your teammates?

5) What is your favorite song or band?

6) What is your favorite movie?

7) What is your favorite fandom to read fanfiction for?

8) You come into contact with a mythological being. What is the being and what is your reaction?

9) What is your favorite color?

10) What is the theme song of your favorite OTP?

11) Your OTP just got into a huge argument. Do you sit back and watch it play out or do you play mediator?