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I got a new laptop.... I can finally draw again....

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I’m still kicking around what I plan to do about future art posts. Considering pillowfort and some others. Do any of you have a pillowfort acct?

I may keep this tumblr going but idk... lots to think about.

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Whoops got addicted to Destiny 2. I’m playing twins, Cressida and Cassiopeia.

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Gimme them fresh hot tips for working through the bad part of my head telling me my art skills are crap and I should stop drawing this thingy.

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I’m going to be posting a couple more artworks and then I’ll be going on a hiatus.

SUPER personal under the cut...

So this might be too much information but at this point I really don’t care...

But after hearing about today’s news, the passing of Anthony Bourdain... I was just hit very hard with a flood of emotions. 

My mental health hasn’t been that great for a handful of years now. And for those years that it was really bad, watching Anthony Bourdain’s Parts Unknown, The Layover, No Reservations got me through. Made me realize there was more to this life then this bubble I live in, that there was some kind of beauty from the grittiest things. He inspired me to live life as unapologetically me as possible.... that not everyone’s going to like you or agree with you for their own reasons... and that was fine...that was okay. Learn from it and move on to next big adventure... of life and self discovery.

I forgot about this, I forgot about it. And it pains me, PAINS ME, to realize that with his passing, I remembered these feelings and thoughts he instilled in me. 

So I’m going to remember him today, through these tears, and all the days forth. Remember the glimmer of hope I felt when I was watching him in my dark room with just the light of my laptop to illuminate the space. 

I need to get better. I want to get better... I will get better. And it’s time I walk the path I was meant to... to a better me. 

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So there’s this tagalog term we use called “Gigil” which loosely translates to “the uncontrollable urge to pinch or squeeze someone”... it’s usually in reference to seeing something super cute... like when someone sees those cute rolls on babies’ legs or puppies...

ANYWAY... the point im trying to make here is... Clover gets immense gigil when she sees Cullen out of armor.. especially when she looks at his beefy arms...

THE END

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Glass 1 of wine down.... woooooooo

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Hello, I’m Jin... and on this Sunday I would like to tell you...

You’re great, you’re doing your best, and I’m proud of you.