Distance
The time difference always sucked...whenever I'd be awake, he'd be asleep. That's just how our relationship was...and it broke my heart sometimes. I would miss him so much, but I would never tell him that. Ever. His workload with Astro is just too much by itself. And for me to just add on to it, that would be selfish. So I just suck it up and deal with it...or at least I try to. "Babe...I miss you and I can't wait to see you again I really hope you keep smiling, you're eating healthy, and studying lots. I love you so much. Call me when you hear this...". It was the 5th time I've heard a voicemail like that from JinJin and every singe damn time...I cry and I don't know why. We're not breaking up, we're not going through a fall out...but maybe I just miss him. I haven't seen him in 2 years and all my friends and family can see that...I'm not the same without him. His smile...his hugs. His kisses. I just don't feel complete anymore...and it's starting to be too much for me to handle. As I walk to uni in the streets of London, gosh I love this city...but it'd be better with JinJin, I hear my best friend, yelling, "(Y/N)!!!" "Hm? What? What's wrong?" "YOU'RE NEVER GONNA BELIEVE WHAT I JUST FOUND OUT FROM A FRIEND OF A FRIEND OF A FRIEND!!!" "Tell me and please stop shouting, you're drawing attention..". She whispers, "Our school has a study abroad program going to guess where?" "Where?" "SEOOOUUUULLLLL!!!!!! I think you should totally go because I'm going too and you can see JinJin!!! BUT THATS NOT ALL!!!!! WE'RE STAYING FOR A YEAR!!!!" "No way. WHERE DO WE SIGN UP?". I can't wait to see JinJin again. I didn't tell JinJin that I'd be coming to Seoul so that I could surprise him at practice. I just got off the plane and crap my legs fell asleep and my neck is sore but...JinJin is worth it. "JinJin, where are you?" "Just at practice. Why?" "No just wondering what my baby is doing that's all. I wish I was with you." "Me too baby me too...I love you...so don't run off with some gross uni guy." I laughed and said, "Don't worry honey! I would never. My boyfriend is already so cool, and stylish, and hot, and sexy, and-" "HEY! NO! STOP IT! Those words cannot come out of your mouth! NO! Plus I had you on speaker but now....ah man I have to go babe. Sleep well! I love you, (Y/N)." "Love you too JinJin." I got a taxi and told him the address of the Fantagio building. I'm not sure why I'm so nervous. Maybe it's because I haven't seen JinJin is so long but....ugh I'm just overthinking again! Snap out of it. 30 minutes later I'm in front of the building...."How am I going to get in...." "(Y/N)??? Oh my gosh what are you doing here?!?!?" I turned around and saw MJ running to pull me into a bear hug. "Oh gosh can't breath...please...it's nice to see you too dude." MJ pulls away, "You're here to surprise Jinwoo aren't you? Ah what a good girlfriend...I wish I had a girlfriend...BUT ANYWAYS come on in!" I followed MJ to the practice room. Being just 20 ft. away from my boyfriend...wow this is a new feeling. "Wait here (Y/N)...I'll tell JinJin that he was someone here to see him." "Okay thanks MJ." I wait a good 10 minutes, leaning against the wall, waiting. The door opens and JinJin walks out. "Ah hello you wanted to see me?" I walk out from the shadows dramatically because I'm extra as hell, "Yes sir...I'm here to tell you that-" "(Y/N)?" I look up from the ground and see JinJin's beautiful eyes already staring down at me. Our eyes meet and it takes 2 seconds for him to react and pull me into his warm, kinda sweaty, embrace. He wraps one hand around my head and one arm around my waist and we just stand there...for a really really reaalllyyy long time. When we finally pull away, it's silent, "can I kiss you?" "JinJin...you don't have to ask." And with that our lips meet and it's sooooo freaking amazing. He cups my face and I wrap my arms around his neck. We break away for air, "wait why are you here?" he asks. "Study abroad...for a year" "No way...you're serious right please tell me you are because I can't let you go just yet." "Yes. I'm serious I'll be here for a year." He hugs me again and starts crying, "oh my god. Thank you thank you thank you. Thank you for being here. Thank you for staying. God I love you so much." "Awwhh please don't cry I'm here I'm here. And I love you more." "No no, (Y/N)...I love you so much I can't even put into words" "Then show me." I pull him into another kiss and this time it's a bit different if you know what I mean ;).