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☆ – Intro is a work in progress

"Freedom is a length of rope. God wants you to hang yourself with it"

we're gonna be online a lot less, apologizes in advance

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this family just severely lacks basic human decency..

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oh and yesterday we went to a new Walmart, and there was this teenager with an ESSA, and of course my bio mom had to be extremely offensive about it

so I called my mom out for things she said and explained to her what an ESSA was, and essentially told her that she was being rude and offensive, but she just got mad at me for it

she was saying stuff about the teenager and asking if maybe they were "mentally challenged" and such, which basically really angered me.. because why in the world would you say stuff like that???

it made me annoyed that she didn't care anyway. I get it if someone isn't educated on certain things and doesn't know what certain things are, but the least she could've done was be more respectful...

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sometimes I swear when I have intense positive emotions too, it's sort of just a way to express my emotions in a way I know how

I also refrain from swearing a lot, especially around people who are uncomfortable with it, so it's not like I have any odd or purely malicious intentions with swearing /lh

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everyone in my bio family thinks I cuss to be cool or edgy or some other random stuff, they tell me to stop and say "it doesn't make you powerful"

and I just find that really odd.. I don't swear for any of those reasons..

I mainly swear because it's a way to express my emotions through words and express when I'm upset or when my emotions are very intense. Not to be cool or to attack people??

I've tried to explain that before but for some reason they still think I do it for attention (; ´ -｀)

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we actually got back around 12 am or 12:30 so we were out for a while...

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we were out basically all day yesterday, we went to so many cities and stores and such. I was sick and everyone was fighting the whole time 💔 /neg

it was basically extremely chaotic... buuuut I have some snacks 'nd other cool stuff now heh ( ｀ω ´ ) /pos

including buldak tteokbokki which I didn't even know was a thing?? I have been missing out

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child, my little obsession with Red is back and I fear I’m kinning both her, Chessy, and Kitty

Also I’m probably making a Red theme soon because after all, red is my favorite color

Hiii Father!!!

Ooughh I get that

that actually reminds me, there is a new movie with her (and the others from ROR) in production iirc?? I'm pretty excited for it /vvpos

I think the new theme will look super awesome as always ( ＾ ∀ ＾ ) ♡

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heyyy!!! Happy a little over one year anniversary to me being a Jirai!!! believe I’ve been in this community for this long oh my goodness…thank you all for making me feel so welcomed here ehe!!

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We're all so glad you're still here and in the community !! ( ´ ∀ ` )♡

You're a very sweet & lovely person /p

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okay i have another theme idea I will try.. yet again.. I will probably consistently use this one though !

maybe..

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I'm still thinking about how they had THE Matthew Lillard on set for Scream 7 and choose to interpret AI into their movie INSTEAD of making Stu actually come back

missing what could've been 💔💔

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wasn't even his fault either, it was other people's smh /lh /nsrsm

I mean, Matthew literally said it would ruin the movie and upset the fans by making them believe Stu would return only for it to just be AI. He moreso said it would disappoint the fans, I think he was nicer about it than my own wording 😭

plus there was even an alternative ending where Stu WAS alive that Matthew helped film, but they cut it in the end 💔💔

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is it lame that my mutuals mean a lot to me and I get worried abt them and think of them as internet acquaintances/friends

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not lame at all this just means you're a good friend/person !

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I'm still thinking about how they had THE Matthew Lillard on set for Scream 7 and choose to interpret AI into their movie INSTEAD of making Stu actually come back

missing what could've been 💔💔

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there's so many mutuals I never interact with, but I always notice when they suddenly stop posting or their account gets termed/disappears

you all matter to me even if we don't talk 🫶🫶

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someone should draw SuperBat as that one scene of Hawk & Tim from Fellow Travelers

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this one ⬇️

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someone should draw SuperBat as that one scene of Hawk & Tim from Fellow Travelers

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its like. really hard when you're in a good mood (or you want to be) while also being so mentally, emotionally, and physically drained/depressed..

It's hard to be both, and it's even harder due to the fact I can't control these mood changes 🫤

I want to be able to be happy without being dragged down by everything else, but sometimes being happy also feels like too much, lose/lose situation /lh /nm