#jiraijoshi

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tw, mentions of c0mmit1ng

maturing is realizing i realistically would not have a super poetic su1sid3 note because when it comes to self destruction i am INCREDIBLY impulsive and wouldnt think of that despite my attention whore fantasies..

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My dopamine? My doppo-mine? 💊💥❤️‍🩹

Back with a lil piece I conjured up a while back. I thought jirai fashion would really suit Doppo’s whole atmosphere, and with Hifumi being a host, it was too good of an opportunity. Had a lot of fun trying out this pose and playing with the background

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how we feeling about my routine

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If there’s something I’d say I dislike about the jirai community, I’ve mostly seen it in the western side, is the “we aren’t all bad apples” argument. It feels like it shames jirais that don’t have “acceptable” mental illnesses for finding ways to vent their current situations. Im guilty of thinking like that back when I was just starting out with jirai kei. After seeing that some found it controversial I was so desperate on finding reasons for it to be okey to like the style and relate to the subculture behind it. So seeing people say “well we aren’t all like that” really turned my mindset into “well I only like it because I relate to the term not because I [blank]”. I’m still very nervous when it comes to how others view me, my opinions get molded easily because I’m afraid of people thinking I’m a bad person. Tho I’m glad I was able to go past that mindset. Everyone has a reason to relate to the term, we shouldn’t be othering each other.

Please do leave comments if you’d like to talk. Tho understand I’m a nervous wreck

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A very insightful video, please give it a watch 🫶💖💖

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Checkered love

Since Valentine’s Day was 2 days ago, here’s an oc I made while I was listening to Loveit by PinocchioP

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ACDCRag doing a mix of punk and jirai in their newest collection is my fav thing of July 🥹

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Working on a jirai kei inspired Enstars unit 😼 it’s taking me forever but I really wanna post them here when I’m done