Kwak Jiseok
Summary: “Why is it so cold?” you shivered, going to check your apartment’s thermostat. “The snowstorm last night cut the power…and snowed us in.” Jiseok shivered behind you wrapped in a blanket
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Shivering. That’s how you woke up. At first you thought that maybe you had kicked the blanket off of yourself whilst sleeping. However, upon going to pull it up you realized that you were fully covered? Why did you feel like you were on the verge of becoming a popsicle then? You sat up causing your blanket to fall from your body and allowing the icy air of the room to hit you.
“Why is it so cold?” you shivered, going to check your apartment’s thermostat. Once you reached the thermostat you saw that it wasn’t working.
“The snowstorm last night cut the power…and snowed us in.” Jiseok shivered behind you wrapped in a blanket
“No wonder it's freezing in here-wait. Snowed us in? You mean we're trapped in this colder than balls apartment!” Your arms snaked around your body, trying to provide yourself with a snippet of warmth. Jiseok wore a troubled look. He opened his arms, inviting you in to share the warmth of the blanket. You didn’t even think twice before entering his embrace, resting your head on his shoulder as he wrapped the blanket back around him and now you. You shifted, snuggling closer to Jisoek, nose pressing against the side of his neck. Jiseok hissed and craned his neck away from you.
“Jeeze your nose feels like ice,” he stated.
“Because it’s cold,” you whined. Arms falling from being wrapped around your body to encompass Jiseok instead. Your nose once more presses against the side of his neck, but he doesn’t crane away from you this time.
He only doesn’t crane away because the feeling of his heart skipping a beat proved to be more important than your ice cold nose being nudged against his neck.
Jiseok isn’t entirely sure when his feelings for you started. He doesn’t think that he liked you when you two first became roommates. Which can only mean that he fell for you sometime over the course of coexisting in this apartment with you.
The two of you were introduced by mutual friends. At one of said friend’s birthday party. You had heard about each other before. Were told, “You two would get along well if you ever met.” Or, “You two would like one another.” Or some other version of that. That proved to be true once you and Jiseok finally met. Quickly becoming a new pair from how well you guys clicked together. So when Jiseok found himself needing a roommate at the same time the lease for the apparent you were currently living was coming to an end the two of you naturally ended up becoming roommates.
There was no point in standing in front of the un-functioning thermostat, so you and Jiseok relocated to the livingroom. Onto the couch specifically where you two were curled up together with yet another blanket. You had some candles burning on the stands placed beside the couch. Helping to provide a tiny amount of much needed warmth. Their scents mixed with the smell of the detergent that scented the blankets.
This isn’t the first time that you and Jiseok cuddled up together on your guys’ couch. In fact most movie nights that you two had ended up with you two in this position. Because you two were quite open to being affectionate with one another. In the past Jiseok would have sworn that it was all platonic. Nevertheless now Jiseok wonders when his affections for you stopped being purely platonic. Because he knows he’s enjoying having you pressed up against him way more than he should be. He can’t help it. You feel all too comfortable laying on his chest with his arms resting on your lower back. It feels like you’re right where you're supposed to be, so how can not feel his heart stirring? How can he stop his mind from daydreaming about another reality where you and him are together.
“Are you ok?” you asked Jiseok, lifting your head from his chest. Your question snaps Jiseok out of his daydreams.
“Yeah, why?” he questioned, looking down at you. The sight of you looking up at him makes his heart swoon, chest feeling warm.
“Beacuse your heart is racing,” you say, placing one of your hands over his heart.
Crap, Jiseok thinks. “Oh,” he laughs awkwardly. “Is it?” He tried to act like he didn’t know what you were talking about.
“Yeah, it is,” you say. You always liked listening to Jiseok’s heartbeat whenever you got the chance to lay on his chest. It calmed you and often put you to sleep before whatever movie it was that you two decided to watch ended. Though when you think about it Jiseok’s embrace in general calmed you. It makes you feel safe and secure. It’s probably the main reason why you grew to have a crush on Jiseok. Granted you always downplayed your crush on him as no big deal. A small one. One you could easily get over if you had to, but the truth is that you only downplay it because you’re not sure if Jiseok returns the romantic feelings you harbor. You two always had a close platonic relationship, so it was hard for you to tell if his affections for you were strictly platonic or if they also had hidden romantic undertones.
“Probably just because it’s cold,” he excused. “You know, my heart is probably working harder to try and keep me warm.” He doesn’t even know if that reason makes sense.
Meanwhile you’re left feeling slightly disappointed at his answer. Only giving a small nod before resuming your previous position. Laying your head back down on his chest, but what were you expecting him to say? It’s because of you. That’s what you wish it was.
The room fell silent. Not like you and Jiseok were talking before, but the silence felt heavier this time. It wasn’t comfortable. There was something hanging in it. It stayed like that until you spoke again.
“Jiseok, would you do this with another roommate?” you asked.
“Do what? Cuddle?” His arms subconsciously shifted around you.
“Yeah, or just be as affectionate as we are,” you clarified. You swear you felt Jisoek’s heart stutter against your ear and it gives you some kind of hope that your feelings aren’t one sided.
Truthfully no, Jiseok wouldn’t do this with another roommate. He wouldn’t be so affectionate to a person who is not you.
“No,” his answer comes out as a whisper. Your heart begins to race against your chest in anticipation.
“Why’s that?” You ever so carefully lift your head from his chest. Your eyes meet, staring into one another.
“Beacuse…” He removed one of his arms from around your lower back. He brings his hand up to your face. Knuckled caressing against your cheek before tucking some hair behind your ear. Then he’s leaning in, eyes flicker to your lips and back. His hand cups your jaw and angles your face up towards his. He stops with his lips just millimeters away from yours. Giving you a chance to back away. When you don’t he closes and connects his lips to yours. They are soft and gentle, but also say everything. That he loves you. That he would never do this with anyone else. That being platonic with you was probably thrown out the window a long time ago. Every affection was romantic.
“That’s why,” he breathed, pulling away.
“Good, because I would only do this with you too,” you say and lean in again. You push yourself up on your arms so that the angle isn’t as awkward when your lips meet again. One of Jiseok’s hands slides up your waist while the other cups the side of your neck. He smiles against your lips feeling over the moon that you feel the same. When you break apart for the second time you’re both smiling.
“Guess that snowstorm was a good thing,” Jiseok said. You laugh and wrap your arms around his neck, nuzzling your head against the side of his neck.
“Yeah guess it was,” you agree. Jiseok readjust the blankets around the both of you before he settles his arms back around you, holding you even closer this time.
Seems like getting snowed in would actually be one of the best things that happened to you and Jiseok.
A/N::my goal for this fanfic is specifically 97 notes...idk why but my brain it telling me that's the one
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Feel like
☆-Gaon's touch can be rough and desperate or sometimes gentle and thorough. Jiseok's love for you shows through touch but it changes consistently with the situation.
☆-after touring or a few days apart Jiseok gets clinging as hell. As soon as he gets through the doorway his fingers are tangled in your hair, groping your skin, and grazing over your androgynous zones.
☆-Jiseok likes making sex last for hours, frankly, because he thinks it's something worth cherishing, so by the end of it your body is buzzing and twitching
☆-He is a TEASE so you'll be getting edged and/or overstimulated a lot
☆-he's a big fan of both fingering and giving oral. His fingers and hands are strong and flexible due to his guitarist talent. This also makes his fingers really fast...
☆-as for oral his tongue is just perfectly molded and his lips give him a bonus strength in making you cum
☆-Gaon loves your curves so he likes to grab you by the hips or waist to accentuate your body for both himself and you if you're watching
☆-adding onto the tease note, he likes to restrain you a lot. Tie up your wrists, fasten a vibrator to your clit, fasten your ankles, pretty much anything that limits your movements is his game.
Sound like
☆-sex with Jiseok will sound very different depending on a lot of different factors. Sometimes he likes to fuck you in public settings which would result in trying to be quiet, sometimes he likes to show the whole world how good he makes you feel and lets you scream your heart out.
☆-Jiseok likes a very odd sound during sex, the sound of you gripping the sheets. There are some nights in the dorms where you just have to be quiet and so you do, keeping your moans to a minimum, but due to the quietness, you can distinctly hear the sound of your pussy clinging to his cock and the sheets ruffling.
☆-he's the type of guy to pat your ass, not smack, but pat. Either to bring you back down to reality when he asks you questions or to reward you for doing a good job.
☆-lot's of surprised gasps when you're with this man. You'll be surprised how many tricks his guitarist fingers know.
☆-This may be a stretch but I think Gaon is the type of man to groan and grunt more than anything when he's fucking someone. When getting his cock played with, that's different, but when actually penetrating he'd mainly let out little grunts.
☆-the sound of a vibrator and his devilish, cocky, chuckles. He's a huge tease with vibrators so hearing that buzz, that matches the one in your head, is not uncommon.
☆-as I mentioned in the feelings section he is a TEASE so lots of whining, whimpering, and begging from you is not uncommon
Look like
☆-wet, sticky, hot sex. That's what Jiseok is all about and this falls over into how he looks during sex.
☆-I can see him really enjoying specifically shower sex so seeing him dripping wet is not an unfamiliar sight
☆-however most of the time when he's wet it's from his own sweat and/or spit. I imagine Gaon to get sweaty easily while having sex, especially around his neck, chest, and face. His soaked jawline is 😍 and the way his hair clings to it and the rest of his face.
☆-I can vividly picture his lips ghosting over your neck and upper chest while rutting into you. He does the same when he's fucking you from behind but he finds that sensitive spot between your shoulder blades and tease that one spot
☆-Gaon can be anywhere with you, below, above, beside, in between your legs, he's happy being anywhere near you as long as you're moaning, but a sight you'll see often is your legs up on his shoulders. This happens either when he is fucking you, originally in missionary, or when eating you out
☆-Jiseok makes sure to always make eye contact when eating you out. He has to make eye contact at least twice, if not more, every time.
☆-I can see Jiseok liking the idea of blindfolding you so sometimes you may not even see anything 🤭
Taste like
☆-Jiseok's lips were made to eat out or be made out with, that isn't even a fact to debate.
☆-He lowkey loves it when you wear vibrant lipstick that leaves your lip print on his lips and body <3
☆-He's the type of guy that'd be into trying the mint method, aka having a really strong breath mint before eating you out. It creates a warm, tingly and sometimes burning feeling but Gaon's the type of freak to be into that
☆-On the contrary he'd be into giving you some Flintts before giving him a blow job (for those who don't know Flintts is a type of mint that makes your mouth profusely water)
☆-hear me out...cum bubbles...
☆-When receiving blow jobs Jiseok really doesn't mind how you do it. Deep throat, sucking hard, using your hand, he seriously doesn't mind as long as you make a mess
☆-On the topic of mess, he loves loves loves to cum on your face and/or give you facials. Something about it is so lewd to him.
