I'm sorry if this is annoying but it's a pet peeve of mine I've noticed you've tagged things as "John Laurence" And this is just me But especially since I did that at first I think I should point out John Laurens John Laurence And John Lawrence Are three different people Because John is a common name In Hamilton, the musical And the person who was actually close with Hamilton Is Jo
I’m too lazy to change it. If it bothers you unfollow. You guys can always unfollow for any reason idc
TW: Alcohol/implied child abuse (we’re starting this one off strong aren’t we)
/Before you press read more I wanted y’all to look at this because I’m proud of it and also it could serve as a cover picture for this post
Anyways full answer after the cut! Please do be careful and take care of yourselves if you or someone else has gone through something like this!
“It’s…Not all that great. My dad and mum don’t really pay much attention to me and the shit I do, and when they do…It’s not good. It’s mostly my dad. He drinks a lot. I honestly don’t know why, he’s been doing it since before I was born. Nobody will tell me why, and I’m content with not asking.”
“…I also think that I wasn’t really…planned. They don’t want me; they never did. I didn’t ask to be born, mum and dad. You could’ve y’know, not had me, but noooo, you have to make my life a living hell if I stay home, so I go out most of the day until midnight.”
“God forbid I get a good night’s sleep. I literally can’t sleep. Dad wakes me up in the middle of the night when he’s really drunk to yell at me about a bunch o’ shit, mostly him asking why I’m still here.”
“…I don’t think I’ll ever get enough sleep. I can’t stop thinking about what he said, over and over. It’s playing in my head on repeat, and I don’t think it’ll ever stop.”
