#johnnie.txt

[littleemocreature]

our period is soon and if i front during that i’m going to kill myself

[farharbour]

i... Sad

[farharbour]

i just saw a post that said like “parents should not be taking your bedroom door off” and i immediately and viscerally got a flashback to when i moved into my grandparents house. they were renovating some stuff and i didn’t have a door for like. a week. and i was crying so hard when i found out i’d be doorless because i was remembering when that used to be a punishment of mine as a child until i was 16 fucking years old. and that post made me think about how fucked up my intense and crippling need for privacy and personal space is because of that. and it’s something i haven’t rlly thought about in years but something that still fucks me up constantly

[farharbour]

fun night out with @mtndewpitchblack

[farharbour]

i got a potg tonight as mercy where i just murdered three people..... the budlust is real

[farharbour]

classes have like barely started for me but i’m already deep into that "self loathing right before you need to sleep” cycle

[farharbour]

if you’re skinny or of an ideal/average weight don’t tell me, a fattie, how i should or shouldn’t feel about skinny people cosplaying fat characters

[farharbour]

i just got a sharpshooter potg as mercy ama