Scat talks from night till morning get deep, feels really good to be able to tell someone about everything thats happening, going on around me. And for some to relate or not, haha understand. And give constructive advice. I already know it, but it's nice to hear it again, to know you're right. Maybe more people share the same problems as me, than i thought. Mines pretty intense but i'm sure it's nothing, it'll pass. I'm just trying to not just be "living" but actually enjoying life, :). Tonight from a small quiet feast, and drink, turned into a big bender again. Warehouse, music, cards, drinks and a few close mates, talking about problems high, on a much deeper level, and i guess just shit talking and having fun, along with music festival, events how i'll remember and enjoy whats left of my youth!