It didnt hit me how sad the episode is when Jon has just gotten out of a coma and is talking about how he wants to talk to Martin, Tim and Sasha again. Jon just wants them back, maybe even wants to go back to that era but knows he can't and that's how it was supposed to be, like what Tim said in his statement; “There was never really any hope for me, though, was there? This was how it was always going to go.”
Like he’ll never get those moments again where they were all happy. When they all trusted each other and knew that nothing was wrong (kinda).
He’ll never get to experience those days on Halloween when they all just had to sit there and file through very fake statements that were made as a joke.









