Claire went to the Black Abyss Blitzball Rally, expecting party games and drinks...only to have the damn thing be attacked by Serpent Reavers and their pet Kraken.
The event was pretty fun. I’ve likely had more fun with the surprise combat than I would have at any sort of casual social event. I haven’t had a chance to fight with Claire since updating her and coming up with everything she’s been at for the past year, so I got to feel that out some.
The elk is the Kraken, generally, for reference.
@for-gold-and-glory @roscoerackham @aegir-ffxiv and a bunch of others.
"I think this will do..." he says, pausing before the stage in the lower level of the Hall, turning to face her.
She looks rather confused as he leads her. "For?"
"While I will do one for them to see I wanted a true Oath for you..." he replies, "One that is for us..."
She blinks a handful of times at him, again opening her mouth to speak but lacking words again.
He takes both her hands for a moment. "I give you my arm, to strike your foes when they come for you. To defend you at all time. My life, to stand with you in your times of need and to fall if it means your safety." He smiles at her. "I give you my heart, to fill your life with passion and love. To be yours not only as your Paladin but your partner. This is my Oath to you. Lady Ashe."
She somehow manages to look even more stunned, eyes wider than any of the expressions earlier. She looks down at their hands and realises she's trembling a little. After a long moment, she manages to regain some composure, and replies, "P-please kneel, Jon."
He nods and does so, looking up to her eyes as he rests on one knee.
She reaches her left hand out as if she means to grip the air, but it closes around a golden hilt as that myriad coloured illumination sparks beneath her sleeve. As the brilliance grows, she pulls a golden blade from thin-air, its blade lacking a true centre. Even after it has been freed, whatever is below her sleeve continues to glow.
He smiles up at her, watching what she does.
She holds the blade for a long moment, speaking in a soft voice. "By the powers invested into me from this blade, I dub thee a Knight of Dalmasca," she brings the sword down to touch his right shoulder, "and Knight of the Royal Guard." She touches his right shoulder with the blade as the second rank is granted. "Napredok Vitez vo imeto na Boga. Bidete hrabri, hrabri i lojalni," she intones in Ivalician, reciting the ancient words of knighthood to him.
He stays kneeling as she touches each shoulder, not saying a thing yet, waiting for what is next.
She withdraws the blade, smiling at Jon with a soft expression. "This is the Sword of Kings, one of the blades that were bequeathed to the Dynast King Raithwall. Through its power alone, you are now a Son of Dalmasca."
After a moment, she states, "Please rise, Ser Corwell."
He stands up and moves to place a hand along her cheek. "Always with you. My whole life."
The knight staggers, making his way down the stairs from the floor above, a wild expression upon his features, an unstable gleam in his eyes.
She smiles at the newly sworn Paladin, replying, "Pray tis not cut short, Son of Dalmasca."
"Wh- What in the seven hells are you doing, Ashla!?" the knight exclaims, eyes flickering between the other man, and the woman holding the glittering blade, his brow furrowing.
She looks back at the knight, inclining her head. "I believe the term is 'having a moment', according to you," she retorts, not yet aware of the older man's condition.
The knight struggles to keep his eyes open, clutching the side of his head with his free hand. Beads of sweat rolling down the sides of his brow.
"T-That aether is... Suffocating...!" the haggard man nearly shouts at her, taking another step down the stairs.
Eyes moving to the man on the stairs, the younger knight moves his hand from her cheek, asking him, "You okay over there?"
She frowns faintly at the state Leo is in, glancing down at the light from beneath her sleeve, still somewhat bright. Her voice briefly tinged with concern, she answers his exclamations, "I-- I was not aware that the Sword would be of issue."
The Miqo'te woman grabs the elder knight's arm before he did anything, and pulled him slightly back as she arrived on the lower stair.
Closing his eyes briefly, the axe-carrying knight manages to keep the hallucinations at bay...for now. He shoulders his axe and approaches her with a twisted look on his face - wriggling free of the Miqo'te's grasp.
"That blade... Where did you get it?" the ravaged knight asks, fingers wrapping tight around the golden blade.
She blinks as the auracite-inflicted holds the golden blade, but replies in a calm and clear voice, "Where do you think, Captain?"
Upon the upper stairs, the doctor assesses the medical kit in his pouches, assured there are still enough bandages within the kit.
Looking between the woman before him, and the enraged knight beside her for a moment, the younger man asks, "What is going on?"
Squeezing the metal tighter, blood begins trickling from between the fingers of the addled knight's gloves as he snarls in Dalmascan, "I'm bloody sick of your riddles, woman!" He begins yanking the blade closer to his person, trying to wrest it from her grasp. Too obvious to ignore, he was having trouble maintaining his faculties and maintaining his gentlemanly facade was proving to be impossible.
She is turned to face the time-ravaged knight as he tries to force the blade away, her eyes wide despite how calm her features are. She does the one thing she could think of at that moment, invoking something she had witnessed others do, but never done herself.
"Captain Leo Valera, cease," she replies to him, her voice almost echoing off the walls, projecting an aura of authority.
The elder knight snarls, relinquishing his grasp on the sword and readying his own blade, as images of Imperials began to replace those in the room.
"Silence, Pretender!"
With eyes that shine a bright fiery red, the hallucinating man rushes in with his shoulder in her direction, reaching for the blade like a beast possessed, despite his readied axe, roaring in their native tongue, "I'll not suffer your mummers farce any longer, witch!"
She sighs almost inaudibly at the rushing man.
"I hate to do this, Leo, but I have little choice," she states, the first signs of fear flickering into her voice, yet the blade disperses into aether in a single breath, leaving her entirely vulnerable to Leo's attack.
The nobleman cries out as the blade vanishes, the rush of aether causing him to drop to one knee before her, causing his shoulder not to connect. He is sweating profusely, his arms shaking as his heavy axe hits the marble floors with a loud clank, cracking the pristine white stone.
"S-Seven hells..." the knight manages to gasp out, managing to stay upright by force of his fading will.
The Miqo'te moves down the stairs, touching a hand to the winded man's shoulder.
Looking about at the others, the knight murmurs, "Gods... Wh-what happened....?"
As he sits upon the floor, the older knight looks down at his hands, a healthy amount of his own blood seeping into the cracks in the floor made by his weapon.
Beside her, the younger man looks as if he was half a second from lift his leg for a kick to something. His foot goes back down before he reaches for her, pulling the nearly assaulted woman to him.
He looks down at her with concern as he asks, the emotion reaching his voice, "You okay, love?"
Even as the winded knight collapses, she looks to him with concern, yet it lasts for a breath or two; she sways faintly, eyes closing as she begins to collapse to the floor as well. The man holding her wraps his arms around her entirely, pulling her closer to him.
"Ashe? Ashe what's wrong?!" he begs, looking a bit worried as he reflexively looks to her closed eyes. She remains rather limp against his embrace, eyes remaining shut; exhaustion is visible upon her features as he looks to her.
The doctor descends the stairs, nodding to the Miqo'te while offering the catte some gauze, inquiring, "Can you put pressure on his wound and help get him lying down?"
"Lady Sh'ala...? My apologies. T'was a shameful display," the knight murmurs to the Miqo'te, amber hues shifting towards the woman the younger knight holds - a nagging feeling of distrust tugging at his heart. He says nothing, taking the compress from the doctor, pressing it to his hand with all haste.
The doctor nods in turn to the knight holding her, explaining clinically, "She will need to lay down also, over-extended her aether again, one would bet."
With a nod to the doctor, the young knight scoops his charge up into his arms fully, stating, "I'll take her to her room then. Which one is it though?"
The Miqo'te says nothing as she takes the gauze and bandages and starts to wrap up the elder knight's other hand, traces of concern and confusion flickering across the feline-like features; the legends had been far less exciting as the reality.
Nodding to Miqo'te, the doctor states, "Thank you - if you can hold pressure there, will get the cleaning agent."
Once the feline-like woman nods and begins applying the pressure as the doctor says, the medical kit finds its owner's hands digging through its pockets, searching for the cleaning agents.
At last, the injured knight looks up towards his new comrade, chest heaving as he explains everything, "I respect her, Ser Jon, but she dabbles in that which she does not understand. Rest assured, she is aware of my.... Condition. She listens to you. Pray, have words with her about the dangers the stones pose... To herself, and those around her... Those she supposedly fights to protect."
To answer the young knight's question, as he cleanses the wounds, the doctor adds," We have barracks here, that is better than moving them around through the aetherport system. Rest is what she needs. No more casting for a bit."
Averting his gaze, the beleaguered knight does not wish to speak. His expression softens as the Miqo'te tends to his hand. He pulls off the gauntlet, revealing he has cut himself down to the bone.
"Do not suppose you are an aetheric healer, Sh'ala?" the doctor asks, smiling at the feline-like woman. "Otherwise this will need stitches."
Considering the layout of the building as he knew it so far, the young knight draws conclusions on where these barracks are, turning towards the stairs with his charge nestled within his arms.
"I will take her there then," he states, pulling her closer as he walks away. Pausing as he mounts the stair, he answers his superior, "I will see what I can do about that, by the way."
Smiling weakly at the younger man, the injured Knight replies, paying him a faint compliment, "I suppose her judgement of character is the one thing I can trust. Thank you."
In the suns following her first meeting with the Lion of Dalmasca, life had grown more and more fast-paced, leaving her little time to write her thoughts within the little tome her parents had sent out of Dalmasca with her, and it appeared that such would become much more intense in the coming suns, turns, and moons.
While the former Knight was not as she had been raised to believe, her arrival had rekindled the burning spirit that a Son of Dalmasca should have, the man throwing himself into direct work with the resistance almost with abandon. Although taking time, the years were falling from the nobleman, and while his vices were rather ingrained at this point, he was gaining better acknowledgement of when there was time for such distractions.
She had never expected the cell within Eorzea to expand so expediently, with first the Ala Mhigan Raen somewhat passively assisting their cause, before formally joining their ranks. The Lion began devising a strategy where the company would be a front for their operation, with the truest goals of the organisation lying along those she had always striven for.
Over the All Saints' Wake festivities, she had met Rhyan and his friend Kieran, who led her to the Drunken Moogle, where she found Jon. When the man in the Moonfire shirt introduced himself, she hadn't the faintest idea that he would take interest in her cause, and even less idea that he would take interest in her personally; not in the wanton manner that it seemed other Eorzeans had thus far, but more genuine interest. At first, she suspected a similarity to the interest that Rhyan held, yet such was rather at once proven to be the beginnings of Jon's interest.
It was upon meeting Jon that the whirlwind of her life began to spin full tilt, and almost as abruptly as unfamiliar overtures began, she found she was conflicted by the strange feelings that were forming, feelings that clashed against her sense of duty to her kingdom. Somehow, the Blitzball player was a calming influence upon her, soothing over the fierceness she had acquired while trying to survive conscription. Nearly a turn after meeting him, she was finding that she wished for him to be around her more and more.
Both Jon's dedication to her, and to the cause of her people, formed the basis of the past two or three suns, his presence revealing more than she had expected to in such a short time. Where it not for his involvement with the resistance, nor for his want to pledge himself to be one of the Royal Guard, it was like that the discovery of the Lion's sensitivity to the relic she used as a weapon would have come at the moment when least favourable - during combat, a setting in which the Captain was often the focus of attention.
The incident had led to the fastest twists and turns of the cyclone that was becoming her life. She suspected that seeing an axe of the type that the Lion used being readied at her, its wielder charging her, and the sudden withdrawal of her weapon had deeply ingrained itself into the fresh knight's consciousness. The incident caused him to be disturbed with the Captain and led to the first night wherein he curled up beside her while the after-effects of the situation overcame her.
Since then, Jon was seldom found far from her, aside from when he was at his Blitz practices. Often displaying a disregard for any sort of formalities between the Guard and herself, the young knight would often hold her hand, rest a hand on her shoulder, or outright hold her, arm draped across her shoulders or wrapped around her waist. He showered her with attention, a kind of which she had never experienced before; it often caused her to flush, awkward insecurity rising each time he pressed against her boundaries.
He seldom attempted anything without her permission first, always doing his best to put her at ease before trying something new; the acuity at which he understood the fact that she was unfamiliar with a gentle touch, and his ability to find a way around it, often left her astounded. He would wait until she marginally startled when contact occurred, before offering another expansion of the boundaries.
And yet, it was this constant companionship that kept her from her writing. Part chronicle, part journal, part sketchbook, the tome was something she retreated into, leaving a record of what was occurring for others. Despite the Lion's insistence of reminding her to plan for life after the excision of the Empire, and despite Jon's requests to think of herself and her own happiness, she still staunchly believed that she would see the end of the occupation, yet not survive to experience the life after.
Leaving behind records, hiding the more sensitive aspects of events in the way that the resistance had taught her, assuring that unlike Beouvle, there would be an account of the truth behind the matter, even if others did their best to withhold it.
((This is really long. Also, so as not to have much hit my inbox over it, pay attention to the way Ashla phrases things, as it gives a great deal of clarity to many things that make eyebrows raise.))
"I can deal though love. I will do what I have to make sure you are protected and safe. Part of my Oath as an Ashesworn," he answers, smiling at her as he squeezes her hand.
Her gaze moves to his hand as he squeezes it, though her brows furrow at his latter words.
"I...am still trying to get used to that terminology," she mentions to him, "typically the terminology is Royal Guard."
Now it is his turn to incline his head, asking, "Yes, but they are not Paladins like I am correct?"
"Most are, in fact, Paladins. The Lion is an anomaly for them; a single instance that such is granted, when someone from a family who has long served the Guard has no talent for magic," she explains to him. "They are allowed to select a different path, should they prove worthy of their family's position within the Guard."
He nods to her as he listens to her words, thinking aloud, "Oh, so different terms for different lands. Still, I do like the idea of being Ashesworn more than your Royal Guard. Makes me sound more devoted to you..."
He looks into her eyes for a moment, looking like he is trying to say something else but, can't yet.
She inclines her head slightly, a faint flush flickering over her cheeks as he speaks, turning a darker shade of pink the longer he stares at her. After a couple of breaths, she looks away from him, her gaze falling back to her hands.
"I can understand that, but that...is not something that should be making the rounds within the resistance. Were it to be believed that the princess was...in a relationship, that may not be accepted if the other person is not a native Dalmascan," she explains to him. "When we are in public, you must be the Royal Guard, not the ah, Ashesworn."
Something causes him to smile for a moment, hearing her say one thing made him look like he had won a Blitzball Tourney. "In a relationship huh? I am courting you it seems," he asks, his smile remaining on his face for the moment.
There's a startled expression, as she leans back reflexively, blinking two or three times at him; her nose and cheeks turn pink again, a vivid shade thereof.
"Th-that was not n-necessarily what I m-meant," she manages to stammer. "Tis w-what our...interactions would be t-taken as, I am sure. L-leo seems to believe as such, despite my words to him."
He watches her for a moment, thinking about it before he nods and stands up. Pacing back and forth as he breathes in and out, looking around for something round, getting the first piece of fruit he sees. Dropping it down, then catching it with his foot, he begins bouncing it up and kicking it around like he was 'dribbling' a Blitzball.
As he stands, her gaze follows him, watching as he takes the piece of fruit, blinking a little as instead of taking a bite from it, he begins to treat it much like a Blitzball. This is the first time she has seen him do anything related to the sport, which causes her to tilt her head, watching curiously.
Moments later, he stops, catching it on his foot before kicking it up and catching it in his hand. He moves back over to Ashe he sits beside her and looks to her eyes, as he states plainly, "Lady Ashla, I ask you to let me court you."
Once he stops and moves back to her, she begins to smile until he speaks again, at which point her eyes widen again; she seems unable to speak, her lips falling open in shock, yet no words sounding.
He looks into her eyes, doing his best to stay calm; waiting, waiting, waiting. He keeps the gaze on her, and what might be five seconds seems like fifty years in his mind right now. Abruptly, he smirks, before becoming frozen solid, and he doesn't say a thing. His face pure white, with a panic of perhaps breaking her mind with the question, his own starting to drift along the river of anxiety that threatened to breach his calm facade.
She notices the colour draining from his features, the subtle changes in his expression as he continues to stare at her, how the smirk doesn't entirely move properly, even if he means to hold it. This does make her realise that she should say something, even though she can't fathom what to say in response.
"W-what would that entail, Jon?" she manages to inquire, in something akin to a whisper. "I...did not get the chance to study such, even though Leo suggested doing so."
His response is less than measured, as he informs her, "Well, it's a relationship. One where we get to know each other, much like we are doing, as we decided if there's to be an engagement. So it would be much like what we do now, but with knowing more so where we are headed in everything."
At first, she nods at his words, until he gets to the last two words of his first sentence. She goes incredibly still at that point, a conflicted expression crossing her features as her gaze flits down to her left wrist, not so much as looking at the leather strip around it, but at what it hides.
"So...tis a serious arrangement?" she asks in low tones. "Tis a ...precursor to betrothal and marriage?"
There's less than a breath, before he nods to her, replying, "Yes, kind of..."
She blinks as he confirms precisely what the meaning of courtship is, keeping her gaze cast downward. Absently, her free hand reaches up to touch the stone pendant, toying with it as she considers everything.
"Jon, I---," she hesitates for a moment, before replying in a hushed voice, "I have always had th-this strange feeling that my parents would p-prefer, perhaps even demand, that I m-marry a Dalmascan. I-- I---..."
Her voice fades, as she doesn't find the words she's searching for, or perhaps she doesn't want to say them at all; it's difficult to discern.
"My parents wanted me to marry a person once to and I picked to live my own life. I picked to leave, to find my own way," he reminds her. "That led me to the Coliseum where I learned to fight. Where I won honours and was recruited as a Sultansworn. Thus leading me to learn the meaning of an Oath..."
He smiles at the redhead, reaching up to turn her face to look to him as he continues, his voice warm, "Then it led me to you...where my true Oath was waiting for me to take it. Where I felt a real calling, something I believed in and someone I believed, in with all of my soul and heart."
She continues to fidget with the necklace as he explains, biting her lower lip a little, rather realising the gravity of much of what he's saying before he even reaches to turn her face to his. She scarcely startles at the touch to her cheek and jaw, looking up to him from beneath her lashes until his touch levels their gazes.
"What-- what if I am the Princess, Jon?" she asks in a whisper. "What if-- if that is not what is expected by my parents, and the kingdom?"
Failing to see the problem, he smiles and states, "Then it's a good thing I'm of Noble birth, love."
Again, she bites her lip, then haltingly shakes her head a little, frowning at him.
"That-- that tis not precisely what I meant of the questions, Jon," she states, her voice shaky. "The people of Dalmasca would expect their princess to marry another noble Dalmascan..."
Her voice trails off, and she again tries to look away from him.
"Am I not such now? Didn't you say I am of Dalmasca when you knighted me, love?" he again reminds her, as he lets her turn away, not wanting her to see the bit of pain in his eyes at that moment.
There's a hesitation, as she searches for how to phrase it all to him in the least painful manner, her conflict writ across her features as she thinks.
"Your family, the nobles you came from, they are not Dalmascan. While you may be a Son of Dalmasca by the authority of the Sword," she deliberately states, "such does not extend to your family. I-- I would have to ask the Captain whether loyal service would...be enough."
She looks back to him, biting her lower lip again, conflict and guilt fighting for dominance on her features.
"Ashe, it's your choice..." he replies, unable to entirely hide the pain in his voice. "I'm sure your people would want you to be happy..."
Silence settles for a heartbeat after a heartbeat, as she considers what to do about the situation, her expression continues to flicker back and forth between guilt and conflict.
"I-- I think I would like to speak to Leo, before giving an answer, Jon," she states after a long moment, looking away again. "He...is like to have a better idea of such matters."
Sigh, he averts his gaze to look down himself, murmuring, "Leo can't tell you how you feel though, Ashe."
With a light sigh, she turns to look back at him, hesitating before responding to his words.
"No, he cannot, you are correct in that matter," she answers him in a hushed voice. "He can, however, explain to me what my responsibilities are."
This that makes him concede, and he nods a bit as he kisses her hand delicately, assuring her, "When you are ready than Ashe."
She manages to smile, though the motion is slight, and she nods to him.
"Thank you for understanding, Jon," she answers him, her overall expression morose. "I-- responsibility to a family is one thing, responsibility to the kingdom is another."
He opens his mouth to say something, but nothing escapes it as he shuts his mouth with a nod. Heading to the door, he opens it for her, waiting for her to lead the way.
Her nose wrinkles faintly as his mouth opens and closes, concern etching upon her features as he stands and moves away. She stands as he holds open the door, moving across the sitting area of the safe house.
She turns her gaze to him as she reaches the doorway, inclining her head to him, asking in a low voice, "Are...you all right?"
He looks to her for a moment, then he nods for a bit, saying what he wanted to before. "You have the responsibility to your family... your kingdom... but don't forget the responsibility to yourself."
The comment strikes her as something much like Leo would state, though she nods at him, pausing for a long moment before displacing them both to the estate in Limsa, nearer to the door than to the gate this time.
Once she was sure that they were both stabilised, she leads Jon to the door and actually knocks first.
The nobleman looks up, hearing rhythmic drumming against the door to his home. He gestures to his maidservant to get the door as he pours over his old texts, wine in hand, as ever.
The pair would be greeted by a blonde Miqo'te in maid garb, a light pink outfit made of delicate silk, satin, and lace, complete with frilly cuffs, and frilled brim.
"Leo's downstairs," she says rather gruffly, a surprising disconnect from her outwardly ladylike appearance. The door creaks slightly as she holds it open for the pair to enter.
She nods to the maid, smiling cordially to the woman as she leads Jon through the doorway, leading him across the dining room, to the stairwell, and down into the study.
The suitor follows, bowing his head to the maid as they pass her by. Upon seeing the elder nobleman, once he reaches the foot of the stairs, he nods to the man. "Cap'n."
"Leo..." she calls out in a hushed voice, looking towards his desk.
"Ah, Lady Ashla and Ser Corwell," he murmurs with a half-smile. "To what do I owe the pleasure?"
"I...have a number of questions of import for you, Captain," she answers him, motioning to the couch. "You....are sober enough to walk to the sitting area, right?"
For once, she pauses to wait for a reply before moving away, gaze trained on the man who believes she sees him as a disgrace and nothing more, noting as he furrows his brow at her statement and question.
"Clearly," the highborn knight replies flatly, a faint sigh escaping his lips. It would seem despite their heart-to-heart the other evening, she was as cold as ever. He shrugged, taking it as a sign she was well enough.
"I am in the middle of securing a source of magicite for resistance weaponry. Pray tell, what is on your mind?" the noble asks, manoeuvring past the pair and helping himself to a seat in his armchair as the maid stands beside.
The suitor sits down, waiting for her to start. His face lacks the usual happy-go-lucky cheerful Blitzer the nobleman has seen every other time they have met.
For a moment, the mention of magicite is almost enough to distract her from their original reason for being here. She inclines her head as she sits, distinctly curious, but she shakes her head a little, murmuring, "...we shall have to discuss that at another time, undoubtedly."
She takes a long, deep breath, momentarily looking to her suitor before she looks back to the well-to-do knight.
"Do you recall all the noble etiquette from Dalmasca?" she inquires first.
"I am relatively familiar, why?" the noble asks, visibly surprised. "Frankly, I am shocked to see you here asking me about etiquette," he adds with a laugh, though upon seeing the other man's expression, he cuts himself short.
"Does this have to do with the Knighting?" the noble asks, his role as the new Captain giving rise to his past sense of duty.
No sooner than the question was asked, the suitor replies, assuring that such is not the case, from his view.
"I asked her to let me court her."
As her suitor speaks, she focuses on keeping her gaze more on the man in the armchair, instead of letting it flick between the Captain and admirer; she pauses briefly to consider her words.
"As such, it does indirectly relate to the knighting," she explains, selecting her words with great care. "Tell me, would it be of disappointment to the people of Dalmasca for their princess to marry a foreigner?"
The noble quirks an eyebrow and flashes a knowing smile as the suitor speaks, though he is almost not surprised at the revelation. Young love tends to move fast- a phenomenon that he lived through on his own.
"That depends. Are you the princess?" he inquires as, after recent events, the elder Dalmascan was certain of his own conclusion, however, he wanted to hear it from her directly.
Her head inclines, looking at the noble for a long moment, again selecting her words with care before she asks in kind, "Am I? I believe you, of all people, would be able to tell the difference."
She shrugs at him, continuing before the highborn man can respond, "Tis not a matter of whether I am or am not. Tis a matter of what would be proper considering the eyes upon us."
"Frankly, I care not. I daresay the scattered Dalmascans of the resistance would care much either." The nobleman replies flatly. "Where will I get my next meal? Will the skies be fair on the morrow?' These are the questions that weigh much more heavily on the mind of common folk, my lady. Worry not and be happy. If you see happiness in this man, then, by all means, seize it."
The elder knight then pauses to take a sip of his wine before setting it down atop the wooden table.
"Even the Lion himself had the chance to marry for love," the noble quipped.
"Courting is also the start of it all, Ashe. We would have time to see how your people react to the news, and handle it as we see fit," her suitor adds, as he looks over to her again. "And like the good captain said: they have a lot of other thoughts on their mind. Fairly, your finding a man that feels strongly about you and your cause, to the point of wanting to court you might bring a bit of joy in their lives more so than causing pain."
She considers both of the noblemen's words, before looking back to the other Dalmascan again.
"There is a distinct difference between the Lion and the Princess, that being Raminas," she answers that noble first, sighing. "While the Lion is a hero of Dalmasca, the princess is the daughter of King Raminas. Tis not something that is like to be lost in the horrors of war - if anything, tis more of a beacon of hope."
She glances at her suitor, before stating to the man who more and more acted as a father, "It is like that there was to be an arranged marriage before Nalbina fell and Raminas died. I wish to know if such was expected, or not."
At that, she looks to Jon, smiling dolefully, answering his words as well, "Tis possible that those remaining within the kingdom, and those scattered without shall find themselves fond of the idea that such a person exists, however, I would like to be sure of everything beforehand."
"It seems to me like you've your mind already made up, Lady Ashla." The nobleman replies with a shrug. "I see I am not the only one you hold to an unreasonably high standard - you seem to try to adhere to such yourself. While oddly commendable, it is not healthy for your own happiness. Know that I will not judge you one way or another and that Dalmasca's people might pleasantly surprise you."
After another long sip, the noble finishes his glass of wine; the maid swiftly begins to refill his glass.
"It is not a crime to pursue your own happiness. Even if it is not with Ser Corwell," the drinking man adds, with a small measure of caution, "I believe it is something you would do well to mull over."
Nodding, the suitor again chimes in, "I agree. I am going to be here for you either way. Like I said with my Paladin oath: you have my heart, always with you." He reaches over to place a hand on hers, as the other nobleman shudders visibly, having horrid flashbacks of himself saying those exact words to countless women in his past.
Her eyes had gone wide as the elder Dalmascan spoke, her jaw dropping a little, rather shocked at his words; she rather looks like he punched her in the gut, or of similar degrees.
"I-- hold myself to the standard that is required, Captain," she begins to answer, pausing as her suitor's hand comes to rest over hers; she does not startle this time.
After a long moment, she tries to finish her thought, "I plainly wish to do what is best for Dalmasca, Leo. That is all."
"I'm sure Dalmasca wants what is best for you, love," her suitor says with a smile, having noticed the fact she did not startle at his touch, this time.
The ageing hero smiles at them, though his attention shifts to her rather expeditiously.
"Of course, everyone in this room wants the same, Lady Ashla," he states, before taking a brief pause, the nobleman once more raising his glass to his lips. He lets out a satisfied sigh and continues to speak in a polite, even tone. "And when the war is ended, what then? When there are no battles left to fight?"
There's a long, poignant pause, as Ashe looks away to the fire again; at least her hand doesn't move from beneath her suitor's.
Inescapably, she looks back to them, replying in a low voice, "I refuse to think of such matters because of far too many people seeking my death. I prefer to expect the worse - that someone will take Garlemald up on the offer to fetch me for them, or return with my head as the bounty may have changed from the last update; I am expecting to die in this fight, I always have."
"That is too bad," the noble replied, shaking his head, clarifying with a murmur, "I fully intend to live and retire to a new home in Rabanastre when all is said and done. There are no shortages of people who want me dead."
Tugging the collar of his shirt and revealing the grisly scar across his chest as he firmly states, "I will not let them tear hope away from me. Once you do, you've already lost."
Her eyes are locked on the scar on the hero's chest, having noticed the scar at the start of their conversation last night, but now glimpsing the severity of the scar. Her expression becomes haunted, her eyes wide, yet full of concern, her lips forming a thin line as she purses them.
"Okay, then may I speak genuinely plainly, Ashla?" her suitor asks, leaning forward so as to look her dead in the eyes.
The focus on the scar is interrupted by Jon leaning forward, into her field of view. She blinks a number of times, reflexively leaning back ever so slightly, his words drawing her attention; her expression remains one of horror and concern, faint traces of fear flickering across her features.
"You are welcome to speak plainly whenever the three of us are the sole attendants," she answers him.
"If you are so sure you will die than tell me: how would you rather die - having been alone in life with no sense of love, or with me as your husband giving you a life full of love?" her suitor inquires, his hand still resting upon hers, his eyes keeping focused upon her own.
All the horror and fear upon her face vanishes at the suitor's statements and question, being replaced with one of shock, her eyes widening dramatically.
"I-- I c-cannot fully answer th-that, I-- I have n-no idea about any of th-that," she stammers to him, blinking again.
"Then think on it, Ashla," the man beside her requests, pausing before adding, "Just...don't say no for your people, when this is your life we are talking about. I...I care about you and want to make you happy."
There's another long moment where Ashe is altogether still and silent, blinking at an even rate as she looks at her suitor. Her attention flickers to the older noble, briefly, as she tries to consider everything.
"People...do not change overnight, I believe Leo of all people would understand such," she explains, in an oddly compassionate tone. "Such...ideas are entirely foreign to me, I shall need time to ah, come to an understanding with them."
"I don't expect an answer tomorrow, Ashe." the man beside her replies, laughing a little as his free hand reaches up to scratch the back of his neck.
The other noble has been nods along as the younger one spoke, listening attentively and agreeing with him, as the Dalmascan had tried to explain such concepts to her before, albeit in a much broader context.
"You deserve as much, Lady Ashla. Be it with Ser Corwell or otherwise, think on your future. We need more to fight for than lofty goals and ideals," the nobleman explains, hesitating before adding, "I...daresay I lost sight of what was truly important, seeing the truth after I had already lost everything."
She had looked back to her suitor as he spoke, smiling faintly at his answer, before the elder noble's words cause her expression to shift again. Her eyes fall to where the scar is on his chest, that haunted expression flickering over her features.
"I would be curious one day to hear your entire thoughts on what is truly important, Leo," she replies in a soft voice. "But perhaps now isn't the time. Tis rather late."
"Shall we head back to the barracks love?" the man beside her asks, looking from her to the man in the armchair, and back again.
Hesitating, she glances to the nobleman, seeking whether he had more to say.
"People," the ageing hero replies rather matter-of-factly. "People are important. What is a country but the sum of its citizens?" Concluding such with a nod.
"Aye, the hour is late and you've much to mull over, Lady Ashla," he concedes with a nod, his expression signalling for her to mind her words. "I will speak with you tomorrow at Krystallos, I am sure. Safe travels, you two."
Her suitor waits endearingly, wondering if she will return with him to the Hall, or remain at what is essentially her present home.
To the other Dalmascan's first words, that vague look of horror shifts to one of conflict, before she nods to his latter words.
"Aye, I am sure," she answers him, looking to her suitor with a small smile. "Let us head back to Ul'dah, Jon - allow Leo another night in his own, more comfortable bed."
"Allow him another month; I enjoy having you in bed with me," the younger noble replies, smiling as he stands and heads for the stairs, intent on opening the door for her.
She turns bright pink at her suitor's choice of wording, refusing to look at her kinsman as she stands and heads to the stairs after the younger knight, murmuring, "...we must work on your phrasing, Jon..."
"I said something wrong?" he states from the top of the stairs, looking over his shoulder as he moves for the door to add, "You are incredibly nice to rest with, Ashe; means a lot having you in my arms."
He laughs a bit, opening the door and standing to the side so she can exit.
Instead, she pushes the Blitzball player out of the door, without saying another word, letting it shut behind them, having never looked back at the Captain, who was assuredly smirking at all of it.
For a Guard, he often fails to follow the orders he is given.
When the Commander didn’t return after a few days, while all the airships remained docked, we realised that something has drawn her away without any indication of when she might return.
So Edur Attwater and I have taken over all of the logistics of running the company. It...involves far more than I realised it did, and suddenly I have next to no time.
As if the blackmail had not been enough to deal with, at the moment; at least the hunter had enough decency to accept the shift in my duties as an acceptable reason for the delay, despite his refusal to accept the attempt to create some sort of life away from war and strife as such.
Ser Corwell has taken umbrage to the sudden increase of my workload, which dramatically shifted not long after he was rescued. He has been attempting to lure me away from getting through all the backdated paperwork, though tonight he literally dragged me away from such.
Initially, he was just checking to make sure I had eaten, with a tray of fried fish with a small salad on the side and a large cup of tea. When I mentioned that I might only eat part of such before getting back to work, he picked me up and tossed me over his shoulder, carrying me down to the dining hall - despite being ordered to cease such.
Corwell is, after all, still recovering from the injuries he sustained while under Garlean ‘care’.
This...made me lose my temper some, and we ended up wrestling once he sat me down on one of the chairs in the dining hall. At first, the tussle remained on the chair, until I managed to knock him off to the floor.
However, when I offered to help him stand back up, he pulled me down to the ground with him...and then he shifted tactics. Rather than continuing to wrestle, he became quiet and started speaking on a lot of matters that were...somewhat awkward.
At one point, I thought he might make the mistake of trying to kiss me, but he merely set his forehead against mine as the conversation continued. It was...somewhat comforting, though the topics that were shifted to made it all less so.
He had noticed how I looked down at where the wedding ring used to sit and then tried to assure me that something like that will happen again. He made a joke about how someone would come along and sweep me off my feet, and I had to explain to him that such is not the way it works for me - that it takes quite a bit of time before any sort of relationship blossoms.
Corwell then tried to point out that everything with him had happened rather quickly, and I had to explain to him that I never actually figured anything out when he was pursuing a courtship, because of how quickly he tried to move things along. Surprisingly, rather than taking it poorly, he admitted that such made everything during that time make more sense.
I had to explain how many moons it took before I even realised that Rowan had any sort of romantic interest in me, that it was not until after he offered me sanctuary at his home in Shirogane that I became aware of it, and accepted his request for courtship.
Then I had to explain how long Jurien and I had been friends before it became anything more, despite there being awkward moments along the way when one or the other would realise that there might be something more there.
All of it seemed to clarify everything for him, however. It still all felt rather awkward, having to actually voice anything about Rowan again; having to voice anything about Jurien such a short time after leaving.
I used the excuse of the food he had left up in the Commander’s office to end the conversation and claim time for myself. With what subjects the conversation after our disagreement had focused on, I would not be able to resume work again, but with enough tea and medication, I could at least get some sleep.
After the fight that ended the wedding, she finds herself wandering through the Lavender Beds, lost in thought. She was tired of fighting with Leo, yet it seemed that much of their world views were at great odds.
Were, at least.
The irony of the fact that the night before someone else's wedding, an event which she dreaded ever partaking in, even as a guest, she had her already fracturing world view be shattered is not lost on her. Not in the slightest.
Where her feet had carried her, she shouldn't have been surprised about when she looks up to push a vine of ivy out of her way, and finds herself back at the Drunken Moogle. Here, after all, where some people who cared about her, but also were willing to show her what they were preaching, attended.
She didn't resist the pull to the rather large tavern, glancing about the courtyard to see if there were any others about outside, yet she finds that she is alone. Without much more than another glance over her shoulder, half-expecting the Lion to be following her, she enters the tavern proper.
Inside, the general staff who seem to always be present greet her, recognising her face and eyes despite the fact that she was blonde again, for the moment. They allow her find her way over to the sitting room, with its elaborate fireplace and fancy couches and chairs. Where she had spent the better part of a night with Jon the prior eve, and nearly the entire night with Rhyan and his Tonberry, Fido, the turn of suns prior.
First, she sits down in front of the fire that Fido used to haunt, before she and Rhyan freed him from the state of limbo he existed in. She stares into the depths where they had found the Tonberry, a plush figure that was at the same time inanimate, but possessing emotions, yet not possessing thought and true will. Initially, Rhyan had accepted her offer to transform the stuffed Tonberry back into doll, yet as she attempted to do so, she felt much of the same emotions she had when partially dismantling her cohort not long ago - the distinct fight to stay alive.
Such a discovery lead to the opposite solution: instead of returning the doll to its former state, before its aether had been messed with, Rhyan had her try to finish whatever process the Sharlayans had before unfinished.
For the first time, instead of extinguishing life, she created it. Not in the manner that a woman typically does, through the kind of birth that requires a midwife, but through the kind of birth that magic and science create. While Fido's exterior was still that of a plush doll, complete with fabric knife and lantern, internally, Fido fully became a person.
As she sits before the fire, she wonders if Rhyan realises the exact gravity of what that moment was like, as she had not before.
Rising, she moves from one memory to the next, taking up the seat she was in while talking to Jon the prior evening, her eyes falling to the spot where he had been relaxing during the conversation. She stares at that place for a long moment, head inclining slightly, as she retraces the rather long conversation they shared.
She had found out that he was a Blitzball player, and a former Coliseum fighter, while he learned that her magical gifts were not as purely wonderful as he first thought they were. She had admitted - since they were largely alone - that she had been essentially kidnapped as a child, controlled by the people who had invaded her kingdom, forced to use her talents at their command, lest she wished to die.
Upon learning of this, and the fact that they were still after her - though not aware of all the reasons why, or the fact that her pursuers were the Garleans - Jon told her that she would have nothing to fear when he was around; he would place himself between her and her pursuers, as the situation did not sit well with him.
Between the fact that he had led her properly up to the sitting room, like a knight escorts a lady, and had made such a statement without knowing all the facts should have made her realise he had to be nobility, or at least had to have been around them for a decent length of time. Whether the strange music, or her confusion with the concept of the event the Moogle was having, she missed that his proclamation was eerily like Valera's the day they had met.
Rising again, she makes her way from the sitting room, towards the curtains that are hiding the stairs to the lower floor. Glancing back at the staff, and noting they are all distracted at the moment, she slips through the curtains and makes her way down the stairs, slowly.
Last eve, she had been surprised to find the curtains blocking off the main area of the tavern, and even more surprised as she walked down the stairs into the strangely lit lower floor. She had no idea there was any sort of special event, and was even more surprised to find that there were far more people about than there had been the prior turn of suns.
It didn't take long for her to cross through the main bar area, to the dance floor, to where the couch had been that she, Jon, Miss Meela, Miss Anna, and Mister Valis had occupied towards the end of the night. That dwindled to she, Jon, and Miss Meela as the event wound down. Not long after Anna had joined them on the couch, Jon had lowered his arms from their draped position along the back of its cushions, to resting on Anna's shoulders and her own.
Finding the couch missing, she sits on the marble floor, back resting against the wall, her eyes wandering to the spot that Jon had occupied. Absently, her left hand raises to touch the ear that he had delicately dragged his fingertips down, before she straightens some at recalling the touch of those same fingertips along her back, all the while the smile of encouragement from Miss Meela haunting her peripheral vision.
Initially, she had reacted negatively to becoming the focus of Miss Meela and Jon's attention; while she had become used to Jon's arm around her shoulders the longer he left it there, his shifting it to her waist had caught her off guard, as Miss Meela leaned against her right side, and draped a bare arm where Jon's had left.
The reaction lead to explanation, and given that the majority of patrons had left, and the music was loud enough to cover their conversation otherwise, she explained to both Jon and Miss Meela that she had not known physical affection since she was five, since leaving for Doma. Instead, she had known the harsh reality of violence that both a strict academy and the horrors of war can bring. She was asked if she was Ishgardian, and when she answered negatively, Miss Meela realised that she was speaking of the Garleans - which she confirmed to the Miqo'te and the man beside her.
Jon spoke of his own trouble, with having been birthed into a noble family, and expected to marry, to be the perfect husband so that the house might grow stronger, gain more recognition. That life was not something he wanted at all, even if parts of the education he received was useful. He admitted everything he knew about women was skewed from the perspective of learning how to handle them delicately, both in the bedroom and without.
While Miss Meela teased Jon about this education, and proved it ather incomplete, it led to Jon admitting that there were a more things he could think of, with regard to her. The first had been the touch to the ear, the second the touches along the back, but the rest he refused to share. Part of her was concerned, but part of her was not - he had, after all, asked before doing anything each time; he had also told Miss Meela more than once that he wasn't trying to bed either of them.
After the shifting conversation with Miss Meela, she and Jon ended up being the final attendees to leave the event. He had offered his hand again, helping her stand, before leading her from the dance floor and up the stairs; he paused once, to retrieve his shirt and put it back on.
She rises one last time, retracing the path that Jon had guided her along the night prior, until she reaches the spot in the lobby where he had halted them. With most of the staff gone or busy cleaning up, he seemed to have gained confidence, and asked her if she wanted to know what the other thing he had thought of was.
The part of her that had been leading her life since she left Dalmasca told her to leave, to find out what had happened to Leo while she'd been away, make sure that forcing the poison from his system had not done lasting harm. The part of her that had been affected by the moment they had within the archives after Zanin had calmed Batu and lead him back out to the foyer, the part that listened to him every time he worried over her efforts - that part told her to stay.
Perhaps because Jon looked startlingly a bit like a younger Leo, perhaps because he had said much of what the Lion had, and had elected to do more than speak; perhaps the fact that Jon seemed to understand that she wasn't knowledgeable about such, and was willing to be patient and actually help her learn, rather than lecture and hope for change.
Whatever the reason, she asked what else there was in his mind.
He had turned her to face him fully, leaving his hands on her shoulders, before closing the space between them more. Before she could question anything, his lips were fluttering across her right collarbone, until her tunic forced him to stop. Then he took a step back, and released her shoulders, leaving her lightheaded and wide-eyed.
Once she could speak again, he told her that there was one last thing he had thought of, that he wanted to try. The responsible side of her was screaming to leave, yet the parts that the Captain's words, the fewer words that Zanin had spoken, and the words from Miss Meela and Jon that evening led her to nod.
Jon then pulled her into a rather intimate embrace, until there was little space left between them, his nose perhaps an ilm from her own. He gave her two options: she could pull away, and he would do no more, or she could finish what he had started. She was entirely unsure of what he had started, until he gave a more detailed explanation, until he made it clear that she could put her lips to his, or break away.
Duty fought with lightheaded state that it all was causing. One side argued that she would either lead him to his own death, or leave him mourning hers. The other side wanted to know if his lips would feel different on her lips than they had on her collarbone. One side argued that this was merely the alcohol she had drank clouding her judgement, the other vaguely understood why Leo was so fond of drinking.
While she did not move to place her lips on his, as first suggested, she nodded instead.
At first, the closing of proximity made her panic, but once Jon held his lips to hers, the panic evaporated, even if her heart continued to pound in her chest. Her eyes closed, though she had no idea what else to do aside from stand there, hands resting lightly upon his upper arms, and let him lead.
In the present, her hand absently reaches up to touch her lips, the intake of her breath slowing a little upon the recollection of the moment the night before, followed by the brief moment after his Blitzball practice earlier in the day.
And then her hand lowers to her side, and she turns, leaving the tavern.
She was beginning to understand what Leo had been trying to tell her, as much as she hated to admit it.
(( @drunkenmoogle since I stole your bar for this. ))