Hello! I stumbled upon this blog and am just kind of wondering… why worship the fears? I don’t mean this in a judgemental way at all; I just don’t understand and would like to understand
Sorry for the late-ish response, this question was left for me (Jon) to answer and I don't front as much as I used to
But there are a couple answers to that question
It's a way for me to connect to my source (as a fictive), not much else to it
But for the longer more thoughtful answer, I worship the Beholding as an archetype; one of learning, studying, and knowledge, and I know many others do. In all honestly I don't really believe in the Eye in the same way a Christian would believe in God. My worship is more in pursuit of certain goals that I would see fit for the Eye. It all comes down to a type of chaos magic really.
Also a shortish answer, for some people (like in our system) there's just a pull to worship. It could be for similar reasons above or it could just be because it feels right
tldr; there's no wrong answer on why to worship something, especially in chaos magic, if it works it works