#jordanetalaredead

[dunwithdjspookyjim]

Hi!

You’ve got everything to look up to from the bottom.Are you worth your weight in gold?I fucked up again and it’s all my fault.I know what you think in the morning,There’s no sunshine this impossible year.

Send me a ‘hi’ and I will put my playlist on shuffle, write down the first line of five songs and give it to you as a poem.

[jeremyknox]

@jordanetalaredead replied to your post: “that outpouring of love was cute. doesn't mean you aren't shitty”:

Tell them off, mate

thanks, friend. honestly i just wish people would let others live their lives. what's the point of wasting your time messaging me when you could be living a peaceful and positive life?

[tobeyisprochoice]

I am pro a woman can make a choice for herself. One of those choices is abortion. While I myself would never get one it is completely her right to get one if that is the choice that best fits her situation.

Do you consider yourself to be pro-abortion?

[jeremyknox]

here’s @jordanetalaredead‘s moodboard that sums her up, minus some things (ie: fandom & jenny/kevin bc i could barely fit all these into something tbh)(i almost made this only dogs and cats and sunflowers tbh)

[jeremyknox]

ya'll.....i just finished re-reading the first 3 tmi books....can i just say how blessed we are to have the show? but also....these were marketed as a trilogy and should have stayed as such. i just picked up the 4th one and read the summary....i don't know that i can re-read it and put myself through that pain. also the books don't have as much evidence for bpd!jace as i'd hoped?? will in tid is more strongly coded than jace tbh

[eurydicepdf]

Lovely, stars, blush, music, smile? 😊

jordan hi!! <33

lovely - what’s the adjective you use when people ask “how are you”?

my default answer to everything ever is “everything’s alright!”, if it’s not that it’s usually “tired”

stars - use one word to describe space 

home 

blush - are you easily embarrassed?

kinda yeah

smile - how was your day today?

i finally could sleep in so that was a plus!! haven’t done much today besides reading but i’m going out for dinner with a few friends later and really looking forward to it!

[jeremyknox]

Iliad character asks: menelaus, odysseus, paris, thersites, ajax

thank you jordan !!! i’m having a bad evening and ask games distract me because they like ??? bring me back to earth by forcing me to associate myself with reality whoo. oh an i reread song of achilles again today because kev finally gave it back to me at the end of the semester

menelaus: what is the greatest length you’d go to for something?

this is such a….difficult question, hmmm. like, okay, real life example: the lengths i’m going to in order to get out of pennsylvania and get a job i love? i’m in a grueling education program and enduring 4 years of college in a place that makes me depressed. but then there’s things i really really want that i have far too much anxiety to go lengths for so ????

odysseus: do you believe there are times when dishonesty or trickery are acceptable?

if it will actually and measurably benefit the other person, yes. if it’s harmless like…idk…santa or biting your tongue when you don’t like something but it makes the person happy and isn’t harming them…yes! if it’s to get entire armies moving at the risk of offending one person’s pride…yes! (just kidding, that was just an iliad joke i’m sorry)… but when it’s to hurt someone. or to trick them or harm them or anything. then no liars suck.

tl;dr - if the dishonestly is measurably harmless, yes. but if it’s scummy and crappy and just UGH then no. because liars suck.

paris: what is the biggest consequence one of your actions has had?

i confided in someone i shouldn’t have and she made all of my friends hate me because she was a great manipulator??? but as for something i’ve done, i know i’ve broken hearts before and i’ve said the wrong thing and hurt people which sucks :( because the #1 thing i hate is hurting kind people. also, i made a lot of mistakes with my parents along the way.

thersites: what annoys you most?

how much bad stuff there is in the world and that everyone i love keeps getting hurt. trivially, i just get really annoyed at people who don’t know when to leave me alone and people who hug me without asking??? i’m feeling very closed off right now oops. REALLY trivially, people who don’t act like adults…

ajax: what is your greatest strength?

apparently, my loyalty. like i feel like every strength people say i have adds up to loyalty!!!

thank you for sending me questions :’) |

[sunshineprincejeremyknox]

lady grey, blooming tea, green tea, oolong?

Lady grey: favorite outfit?

this changes constantly. right now, though, my new loose comfy shorts and your green shirt. plus flip flops or something i guess. 

Blooming tea: favorite flower:

daffodils. although I do also really like the roses that are yellow/light orange and turn into dark orange/red at the tips. 

Green tea: where do you feel the most at peace?

the best I’ve felt this semester was cuddling w you and/or Kev in your room. Just sort of calling to mind your half of the room makes me feel instantly more calm and peaceful now. 

oolong: ideal romantic partner:

I’ve thought about this for a long time, back when I was worried that I would keep falling in love with people that would hurt me, and I’m still pretty vague on things. I like intelligent people, because I enjoy discussing complex concepts, and I like kind and warm and loving people just in general. I like people that don’t make me feel like a freak, but who enjoy me even when I’m being strange, and I like people who are also weird and let me enjoy them being weird around me. I think that’s about it?? oh!! and people who let me drag them around while I’m being excited about stuff. that’s all. <3