I’m tired of losing my cousins.
I don’t understand. I keep asking how… why. It’s not clicking how he went to sleep Thursday and didn’t wake up Friday.
I’m only a week older than him. 37 years old. He didn’t appear to have any health issues. So why. How does this happen.
Last few days I kid you not I been seeing him in the faces of strangers that share his features. I couldn’t understand. Why I keep seeing him but not seeing him. It clicked when I called my mom about something unrelated and she told me about him.
His mom is devastated.
I’m worried about my sister and nephews they were really close. Introvert 🙋🏾♀️. I’m around just not in the mix all the time. I’m not on the phone with people consistently. I rather talk in person or reach out because we’re making plans to link up.
Last time I seen him was about 3 weeks ago, I was passing by his job with 1 of my nephews. We were talking about tattoos and him getting his passport so he can join me on my birthday trip. He was gonna double up go with me and go on his own trip.
Life is short. LIVE IT.
I lost 2 cousins this year. They were both young. Peter was 37 and Monae was 43 years.
I’m not ok.
I called out. I can’t. I’m already a crybaby around this time of the month. I don’t think I’d be able to rein it if I went to work after hearing this.
Imma go with my sister and her boys to see his mom.
