Aug 29, 2016
You're a fucking liar.
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You're a fucking liar.
Do you know what has you trapped?
Well it could just be me, but it's the tender moments. It's that drop of water that you get while wishing for an ocean. It's the hoping it will multiply and turn your Sahara into an Atlantic. The smallest give that keeps you around.
Life update.
Something's in excited about. My sweater will be coming soon. My nephew will be here on the 2nd/3rd. :D Logan. Something's I'm confused about. Josh. Allyn. My life. Whether or not I have to take a shit. Logan. Song of the day? Tonight-John legend Cupid.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
Sitting atop a five story parking garage.
Is the most isolating thing. It's almost therapeutic in itself, to be so high up.. But to vent and cry where you know no one will see you. No one will judge you. No one will care enough to shoot you down.. Screaming like a madwoman because you can. You can let out that pent up emotion.. It's exhilarating and It meant the world to be able to do that. I have the most amazing friends. I honestly do.
Dem eyes, doe.
You should call me
And if only for the duration of that phone call, let Your voice envelope me and comfort me and talk me to sleep. Tell me I'm safe. Tell me I'm loved. Tell me your life. Your dreams. Your troubles. Gently talk to me say preposterous things, just speak to me. Your silence haunts me.. Let me nap peacefully with you in my heart. With your dreams forming into my mine. Your life the most important thing in my small world. I swear I wish sleep would come and take me away for a few short hours.. Minutes or even seconds. Just lead me to it and let it take me. It would be the most merciful act you could perform on my soul, Sweetheart. Darling I need your help and guidance to solace.
Quick update on my life.
I took a gnarly poop today. Yeah, and I hung out with a guy who came to visit from like 2 hours away. Hahaha. Went to the trail of terror for the first time. Hella fun (: Held one of my close friends hands for like.. An eternity. He held me and it was nice. He's nice. And he's funny and cute.. I dunno. I dunno how I feel about this. But I like him. Speaking of. Thanks for texting me back, asshole. Just thanks. Hahaha. That was all I needed.