#joshey

[infinityfocused]

I give to them the wisdom you gave me and they kissed my feet.

[gaynehollander]

Haus of Wine

[infinityfocused]

He pressed his thumb into the mount of Venus and I heard my bones crack. Sweat fell down our chests as the only sun-kissed species in the desert. We filled our bellies with water from each others wells, sacred breath from our lungs, and walked towards the sunrise in the peak of the day with our shoulders touching.

 There were tropical birds in our wasteland. Feathers in the sand. Ringing in our ears. Flying past our eyes. I would have fallowed you into paradise if you would have saved it for me. But there is nothing but dust in my eyes from your smokescreens. And I cant feel you anymore, i just see you taking off your shoes. 

So I walk towards the sunset well after midnight. My breath is short, I've wasted my water. The moon kisses I and I alone and though I love her, i am still cold. And Empty. 

He pressed this thumb into the Mount of Venus and i felt my heart break.

[infinityfocused]

I told him that I deserve better and he said one day I'll have it.

[infinityfocused]

His marriage is based on lies and he has the nerve to throw me under the bus with his slandering two faced ass....

[infinityfocused]

I have found that he wants me But I can’t tell If it’s how a man loves his car Or how a man loves his dog

….til death.

[kalboykiyay]

Joshey The Omniscient

Alright, so I was gonna put all of the OCs in one post, but I'm lazy, so I'm gonna be posting these over the course of the... Week...? Maybe? I made these Google sheets to keep track of my various characters and shoti, so here goes. These are (some of) the notes I wrote to myself in my spreadsheet

Name: Joshey The Omniscient

Nicknames/Other names: Joshey Alina

Fandom: Multi-fandom

Age at the start of story: Unknown

Birthday: 28 May

Gender: Female

Height (cm): 170

Weight (lbs): 112

Race: Black

Skin Tone: Medium Dark (about 27 on Von Luschan's scale)

Hair Color, Style, and Length: Dark brown, varies in style and length.

Eye colour: Brown

Scars/Tattoos/etc.: Beauty Mark under right eye

Other physical characteristics: Tall, slender/lithe, hourglass (or pear shaped depending on who you ask) frame.

Personality: Relaxed, outspoken, talkative, smug, know-it-all. She's a fictitious representation (and a slight exaggeration) of me poking fun at shows, movies, games, or whatever, but I don't know how to describe my personality, because I'm biased.

History: Nobody in any stories Joshey appears in knows where she comes from. (I do, she's me, binch.)

Dexterity: Right-handed

Favourite Colour: Doesn't have one.

Aura Colour: I don't know my aura colour...

Strengths: She knows about all of the characters and what becomes of them. Because she's not meant to fight or anything, she naturally avoids harm.

Weaknesses: She cannot leave whatever fictitious world she enters and she cannot change the outcome in any way (I guess that wouldn't really count as a weakness though.) and she cannot physically interact with any of the characters.

Describe her in five songs you like: Message In A Bottle by The Police, Painted Dreams by Unlike Pluto, And I Drove You Crazy by BANKS, Imaginary Friend by Tove Lo, and In The Clouds by Like Saturn.

You'd think that I'd be able to describe her, but Iono, I'm just her which means if you like her, you like me! Aha!

Let me know what you think of her because she's not supposed to be me, entirely, and there are some differences.

[infinityfocused]

Oh

I pushed you so far out of my mind; you started begging to get back

And when I let you in I settled into it

Now I understand what it means when that say:

“I don’t want to live without your lovin’