Apr 24, 2016
Going(Pink) to watch movie(Blue+Silver)~~~~ It is horrible(Orange+Oliver) one I had ever seen.
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Going(Pink) to watch movie(Blue+Silver)~~~~ It is horrible(Orange+Oliver) one I had ever seen.
Journal 27
I'm not myself right now, I just lost my best friend. My little sister. I just hate this. I know that I'll be okay, it's just not feeling like it right now.
My graduations next weekend and she won't be there. I really wanted her to.
I just got her back and I lost her. This sucks.
Journal #27
I'm trying not to talk to him about Sam, I really am. I'm just so used to being able to talk to him about Sam and now it makes him upset,
Journal 27
"Wish you could go back, and tell yourself, what you know now"
I really do wish I could go back and tell my younger selves what I know now. Things do get better, life gets a bit rough, don't take everything for granted and enjoy what you have.
The things I would tell myself would be: "Do not tell your best friends everything, it's good to have some things to yourself."
"Find out your true friends in the beginning, and stick by them."
"Maybe you shouldn't have slept with so many men, but oh well."
"Get into sports! You won't be having this inner turmoil of how you look."
"Get out of SMCS faster."
"Don't ever work with friends, it ends badly, you'll see."
"Your life will get better, trust me."
"When things get rough, don't turn to cigarettes. It's a hard thing to quit."
"Work out like a motherfucker."
"You are smart, don't let anyone tell you you're not."
"Love yourself."