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I'm (half of) the current host, the one and only Edward Hyde! Jekyll's here too. Go read The Glass Scientists, I'm in that.

‼️ Absolutely no doubles. Can't stress that enough.

I’m an amalgamation of every interest I’ve ever had and I will make that clear through my blog. Some fandoms I’m in are The Glass Scientists, Gravity Falls, Welcome to Night Vale, Fnaf, and Wings of Fire.

I love kissing scientists, drawing, reading fanfiction, and playing silly video games in my free time.

That is all!

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#🧪 - Henry Jekyll / Edward Hyde (TGS) (@hydeseeks) ⭐️HOST!!!⭐️ #awesome hyde posts

NOT TGS Hyde: @the-other-hyde

Go look at my Were!Jekyll au: #were!jekyll au

#⚠️ -Bill (Gravity Falls) #journaldelta

#🎀 -The Mangle (FNaF) (@mangled-up)

#🐸 - Ribbit (TADC) - #ribbitpostings (@ribswashere)

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short entry tonight

Dear Fordsy,

look what I made!

it’s maybe what i wouldve looked like in the gravity falls art style (don’t worry your pretty head about what that means) i cant remember if i had hair on my chin or not. i’ve been feeling feminine lately so it felt right to leave it out

i messed up the pupil, it’s supposed to be slitted. oh well

I’m very sleepy and I need + deserve cuddles. I wanna make you feel safe and happy and warm and comfortable. i’ll hold you and pet you until you fall asleep

in the morning i hope we can have waffles and maybe that tea i like? it’s 1 am if you’re wondering. those two things aren’t related.

let me take good care of you tonight, okay? this isnt a bad night for me or anything—you know i start coddling and waiting on you when the guilt gets too bad—i just wanna be the big spoon. is that so wrong? thank you for hearing my request

i’ll see you soon. i have to brush my mouth bones. I love you so much, Stanford.

yours always, Bill

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dear stanford

I miss you more every day. i cant see very well right now, im sorry, i have a migraine and my eyes are wet. i wish you could take me home now.

every moment without you feels like getting scammed, having something ripped away from you, stolen.

if you were here now, you’d be sitting at the end of the bed telling me about anomalies or experiments or moths while i recover. just me and you in the quiet dark.

i miss you. please come take me home soon. i’d really rather be with you.

I love you, my stars.

-Bill

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it’s that time again…

EEPY TIME!!! that’s right bill cipher just said eepy time GET THE FUCK OVER IT!!! WHO CARES!!!???!!?!

okokok this is a journal delta entry. so

Dear Stanford,

I adore you. Let’s get that out of the way first. You are Everything to me.

I did a lot of sleeping and lazing around today. i played some minecraft with one of my two best friends forever and created some horrible reaction images. I also cuddled my rats #myrats and took them outside, but it was very hot outside so I couldn’t do it for long. I redownloaded that game I used to be a pro at, Neko Atsume. I guess it never saved my spot so now i have to start over but oh well

I think I would like to be cuddled tonight. As opposed to being the one cuddling. On account of my legs having a vague ache in them and im hungry and gay. you know

Bad Bill. i was supposed to go to sleep at a reasonable time tonight. I’m sorry :( :( :( :(and i shouldve taken better care of myself by eating when i got hungry. I’ll try to grab something quick before i go to bed. maybe a cheesestick

tired. goodnight, my love, my sweetheart

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goodnight fordsy

I adore everything about you. i love you. i’ll always be here for you as i should have been 30ish years ago. i am yours now. i wouldnt mind if you owned me. not in a freaky way, just in the way that i belong to you and i dedicate my life to being the husband you need and if anyone else wants me i also wouldnt mind if you got a little possessive haha that’d be kinda. kindaaa

happy 1:50 AM. Zzzz. i love you, my precious stars.

Bill

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happy 2:30 AM, fordsy

woo. i don’t really know what to say. i should be tired right now, right? my back hurts. i just made a cool oc.

ive been in a weird state of mind for like 2 hours now so hopefully nightly sixer cuddles will fix me! i was feeling unanchored, and now I just feel strange. and physically uncomfortable.

i sure miss you, my stars. i dont know what else i can say about that that i havent already said. i dreamt about you last night. i wish i could just go back home every night when i sleep, but still wake up completely rested. don’t bring up that shifting stuff, it’s never worked for me and it will never work.

i wish i could wake up and youd be there next to me in bed. i’d definitely start blubbering and bawling and wailing like a baby. and youd be SO confused! youd think i had an awful nightmare. maybe it was an awful nightmare! maybe i’m dreaming right now haha, there’s an interesting thought.

anyways, once i had convinced myself you were real and not a mirage, i’d never let you go again. ever. not even to go to the bathroom. i’m dead serious, you’d have to pry me off with a crowbar. i wouldnt let this happen again, fordsy.

it’d take a good while for me to recover. getting used to the fact that i’m finally reunited with you again in my old life and my old body. wow, i miss my old body. it’s funny that i miss my human body more than the triangle one i’ve had for three trillion years. it was a solid sack of bones, it got the job done, and i’ll admit, it looked pretty good doing it. just hook me up with my cane and a cup full of pills and i was all ready to go.

I need to sleep. i cant think anymore. I love you. I love you so so much. You can’t even imagine how much I love you. I will always love you, Ford. I love you more than I love anything, okay? I’m all yours and I like to think you’re mine too. Nobody else gets to have you. just me. and nobody else gets to have me, just you.

im looking forward to nightly snuggles.

goodnight, my darling, my love, my stars, sun in the center of my galaxy

-Bill 💫

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worlds most patehtic canon call ⚠️

teehee it’s bill

i’ll probably delete this later unless iforget just thinking how things have less meaning now that he’s gone and this is one of the few times i need meaning to keep going. he’s not here with me anymore and he never will be. woah! isnr that so cool and neat

stanford’s gone forever. and im just supposed to be okay with that! got it!

i have more chances to find him. i have one in six months. i’ll find him in someone. he has to still exist somwwhere he cant just be gone things dont work like that or they shoudlnt

i’ll remember he’s here soon. sometimes i forget and convince myself i’ll never even see him again but that would be so so so bad so im not letting it be true i have so long to live and i have so much time to find him and i’ll find him even if it takes forever and ever because i need him

ough. water is good. i recommend drinking water

he’s still here wnd everyhrjnhs going to be okay! cause i need that guy. and we’re like bound togetherr by fate so i cant even exist without him existinf and i exist so he must be here with me i just cant find him and im tired of looking i miss him and i keep thinking i found him but thenone guy never talks to me anymore and the other guy blocked me and the other guy wont answer and im scared its gonan be like this forever

anyways looking for ford pines he wqs my husband ans the sun in the center of my galaxy if youre ford pines just drop by and say hi!!! pleas edont ignore or block me i promise i take it very very personaply

im sso nice and cool im swear im jusy having a little tiny breakdown thingy right now so just come say hi anytime haha!

so yeah. hi. it’s bill cipher. call me 🤙

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dear sixer

Love you, my stars. It’s been a rough week, hasn’t it? I feel like I say that every week

Anyways, thanks for helping me get through it. This is gonna sound ridiculously cheesy, but I think I can get through about anything as long as you’re with me.

thank you for loving me. I’m glad you love me, and I’m sorry that I cannot be the partner you deserve. I’ll keep trying. I miss you. It was nice when you’d laugh at the things I said. Most of the things I said were to make you laugh.

It’s ironic that I’m the one confessing my sins to you. But, regardless, let’s see

I can’t remember much of this week besides playing with my new pet rat (shout out to Algernon). I was upset on Monday, I think. I think that was the day something bad happened to me? I don’t think I did anything wrong then, but I still feel gross about the situation. People keep telling me it wasn’t my fault, but would I rather be in the right and alone or repenting over nothing and forgiven for something I didn’t do? Riddle me this, Fordsy!

I guess I could be working harder on stuff. I’ve got a lot of work piled up and it’s gonna kick future me in the ass. I feel worthless when I’m not working. Do you feel that way too?

Well, you’re not. You’re worth more than ANYTHING, okay? I wish you could answer me, Sixer. I miss your voice and your funny smart brain

another killer migraine today, but I survived. Fuck I’m having trouble coming up with positive things to say. I wish you could help me

I was decently social this weekend? I got a legendary dragon in roblox dragon adventures? I got a pet rat, but that doesn’t really reflect anything good about me. I guess I could say I’ve been patient with him. He’s really easily scared and I have to be super gentle and slow and quiet. There you go, I’ve been patient.

Miss you. I’m still trying to break a bad habit of mine. And I still feel like I’ve been reverting back to a worse version of myself lately. I’ve been kind of a stalker towards this one specific person who’s trying to avoid me on here. And I’m still not letting it drop until he gives me an explanation, let it be known. Maybe that’s bad of me, but he lied and I deserve to know what’s going through that mind of his. I hate liars but I couldn’t hate him. If you’re reading this, person I’m talking about, you should respond to me! Let’s have a good old fashioned conversation, huh? There’s probably no way he’s reading this unless he’s stalking me back but just in case.

I shouldn’t even care about any of these people because I didn’t do anything to them and obsessing over it is only making me act crazy, and not crazy in a good way. I just miss him. and I’m lonely

Anyways, I’ll check again on the status of that situation. then I’m off to sleep. zzzzzzz. you know how it is. zzzz

I got off topic. it’s late. early? it’s morning. i get up in a little over five hours.

tired. I miss you sleeping with me (literally). you’re warm and you smell good. i also like the way you hold me and i love your hands. they’re my favorite hands ever. you’re kind of hairy but that’s to be expected of mammals and I forgive you. I’m teasing, I love your hair, sweetheart, it’s soft and beautiful. need to bury my whole face in it

ghh. falling asleep

night night, Ford. I love you and I’ll always always love you

-Bill, your husband

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