Feb 13
how i sleep knowing that even when i was processing cptsd from childhood and actively under prolonged severe stress that at one point was so bad it caused all my hair to fall out i was still never snapping at my coworkers. and especially not at my trainees
#unlike SOME people i could mention.#jshdjdhd#it’s mostly fine and i have a lot of empathy for this person as they are under enormous strain#but that’s the thing…. we all are in our own ways!#she snapped a bit at me today because i forgot to do something i have NEVER DONE BEFORE#i think my/our manager and my coworkers are starting to notice that she’s a bit sharp with me#it’s like i don’t actually need you to LIKE me but if you want to TRAIN ME#if you want me to ask QUESTIONS i need to feel like i can approach you#which will not happen if you do a public shaming when i forget a minor new procedural change…….#ANYWAY……..#i know my upper manager’s got my back and that’s what matters#e
