#jstluna22

[jstluna22]

"I gave you a garden bathed in the beauty of truth, like moonlight, yet you burned it all, stripping it of its fragrance and color."

[jstluna22]

My heart is bleeding.

I wish I were blind;

I don't want to watch the world with this sight.

I wish I were deaf;

I don't want to hear the voice of this cruel world.

Every day, the cruel things you said to me are teaching me to hate everyone.

[jstluna22]

Days are going as a sorrowful breeze.

I don't wanna be that leaf which has fallen when the air strongly runs.

Sometimes I'll crave for that rain, the rain which reminds me of you, the rain of raindrops of bliss, the rain more valuable for me.

As like a rain it flowed through the soil and disappeared, vanished just like you! Your gaze always tries to catch mine early; I used to love it, just like a dog loves their owners.

The flowers in my heart, which I made for you, are withering now, 'cause there's no water, no food, no sunlight, what had to be reflected by the feeling of love by you.

[jstluna22]

"I gave you my whole heart, vibrant and lovely as the moon, yet you ravaged it, leaving it drained of its radiance. Now it's a hollow, bleeding shell, unworthy and lost."

[jstluna22]

Your love

You said you loved me.

But how can I believe it?

You loved me,

treated me just like a girl craves,

like every girl's dream love.

But I didn't love you.

Still, you love me and said you'll always love me even if I don't.

Until I fell in love,

you said you love me.

But I couldn't help;

I can't feel it a little.

When I said I want your love completely,

you said all girls are just your friends.

When I asked you why you don't care about me like you used to ,

you said you're lost.

But how can you feel that way when you say, "I'm more lucky than anyone if you say you love me"?

When I ask you why you're ignoring me, you said you're busy, but active for others?.

When I asked you what we're really,

you said "we're friends."

In the silence,

I don't understand where my mind is running.

I never knew you were curing my heart to cut it into pieces to see how it bleeds.

[jstluna22]

"You were all the sunrise that gave me light to shine,

The sweet breeze like sweet kisses.

You were my inner voice, my shadow.

Now, you're someone who made me feel unworthy, as you loved me.

Your heart belongs to another now,

I can see the brightness in her eyes when she's with you.

Like the light I poured like rain."

[jstluna22]

Daydream

my man,

I was dreaming about you my whole life.

I wondered how your soul looks.

I met you, and I wish you were my love of life.

I hope you stay for the rest of our lives.

I want to fill your heart with lots of memories,

Which are about me. Am I selfish? Yes, I am.

You're mine completely. Your love belongs to me.

No one has the right to taste it, feel it, or see it,

Because it belongs to me, my love.

My love, I love you—

It grows every day like leaves.

It's strong as a rock, lovely as rain,

Colorful as the sky, and loyal as the moon.

My lord, I want you. I want you completely.

Your love belongs only to me.

I want you every moment.

I want to be the reason for your smile,

Your laugh, and your happiness.

And I want you to be the reason for mine, too.

I want you to love me and care for me.

I want to see a smile on your face when you hear my name.

I want to see the happiness in your heart when you think about me.

I want you to think about me every moment.

I want you to treat me like something in my dreams.

I want you to dry my eyes when it pours like rain.

I want you to hold me when I fall.

I want you to hold me close—tightly—when sorrow touches me.

I want your shoulder when I cry louder.

I want you to control me when anger hits me.

I want you to feel like I'm nice.

I want you to make me feel loved.

I want you to make me feel like I deserve you.

I want you to hear my happiness and my problems.

I want you to stand for me.

I want you to catch me when I fall.

I want you to love me without begging for it.

I want to hear "I love you" from your heart.

I want you to heal me with your love.

I want to be the reason for your achievements.

I want to be the reason for your gorgeous smile.

I want to be the reason for all the ways to feel loved.

I want to be the only person who loves you.

I want to stand for you when you cry.

I want to be your shoulder.

I want to feel the pain you felt when sorrow hurt you.

I want to be the reason for all your blessings.

Maybe everything.

Your soul belongs to me.

Your laugh belongs to me.

Your smile belongs to me.

You completely belong to me.

I wish every time you wake up, you're thinking of me.

Every day, you wake up to talk to me.

I wish you were saying,

"My love, I'm yours, and you're the best person I can have in this life and another."

Am I too selfish? Is this too much to ask for?