Just words

The soul who loves pours poetry onto tender pages.

[jstluna22]

Being in love with you is a sorrowfull dream that I love to watch every single day

It cut my heart into peices

Yet i never forget to love you in silence

Every night i dream of being your love of life

Even though you don't even think of me

Dear, didn't t you ever loved me?

Maybe don't but still you loved the thing "being loved by me" oh, maybe it is just "being loved" and by me was silent

Yet i never regret about being in love with you, falling for you every day even though you'll never be mine

Because you really need someone's love

You really craved to be loved

To be seen

To be cared

To listen to your words

To see your childishness

To see your values

To be loved

Yes like everyone you really craved

To be admired by someone

To be adored by someone

To be loved by someone

You really did dear, I'm sure!

Yes so all for that you kept me with you

To get all of it as your wish

Yet  dear how could you forget

I'am just a girl"

With dreams

Like you , dear

With a dream

To be loved by you

[jstluna22]

almost

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[jstluna22]

Winter Mist

What a hollow mist

that hunts me

through this cold breeze.

I hold my white lily

in my hands,

yet the mist follows me,

even as I run.

I saw

Inhumane—demons

reaching to seize my white lily.

They walked in flowing raiment

adorned with sweet, pale white lilies,

seeking to claim my dear white lily.

I glimpsed their red eyes,

burning with the intensity of greedy hunger.

Yet fearless I stood—

for she was dear to me.

They rushed toward me,

eyes fixed on seizing my heart.

The ground beneath me reddened,

their sharp nails tearing at my strength.

Yet I stood like a rock,

holding my dear.

The bitter life of my white lily pained me.

The inhumane—demons,

their hunger shimmered

in the cold droplets clinging to their lips.

I saw my weary white lily,

withering in the presence of the mist they poured—

shattered by the thought:

"How could they do this to me?"

The hollow, cold breeze they cast upon me

left my hands helpless.

They stole my heart

from my grasp.

Yet my tears stayed silent

in the chill of the mist.

My white lily laid her gaze on me,

hoping I would save her.

Yet I was powerless;

she was in the grasp of inhumane—demons.

Oh, my dear… I wish I could erase it all,

strike down those ruthless demons,

and hold you safely in my grasp—

sheltering you with every ounce of care I had.

Yet still…

my dried eyes remained helpless

in the cage of the cold—winter—mist.

[jstluna22]

It really hurts, mother, I want to cry

Hold me tightly—

I'm slipping behind

Mother, the cruel voices haunt me every day

Come and save me

Mother, cover me with your wings, it’s so cold here

Mother, I can’t stand — there are sharp nails that pierce me

Mother, why is everyone so loud? I can’t breathe

Mother, their words are buried in my heart

I want to weep on your chest

Mother, kiss my cheeks so I can find myself again

Mother, I can’t watch this world with these eyes — come and hold me tightly

Mother, I’m so tired

I want to rest in your arms

Mother, I’m still your child who cries when you leave

Yet you’re already leaving me behind?

Mother, why don’t you love me anymore?

Or are you just pretending?

Mother, why won’t you be my “mother” again?

Oh, my mother

[jstluna22]

I had a rose plant, and everyone said it would be so beautiful if it bloomed. I was so excited to see the flowers, to admire them. So I started watering the plant, hoping for flowers. But it never bloomed.

I was sad and angry at the plant, so I stopped watering it. After some days, the plant withered away. But I didn’t cry. I didn’t feel sad—because I had only watered the plant for the flowers, not to keep the plant alive.

[The plant is a person. Water is love and care. Flowers are the benefits.]

[jstluna22]

"You taught me the meaning of 'Love'

While I was searching myself in the air—

I was too busy to be yours

While you were learning the meaning of 'Leaving'

You left my dead soul in the middle of the air, when I never knew the meaning of ''Leaving"

[jstluna22]

Your love

You said you loved me.

But how can I believe it?

You loved me,

treated me just like a girl craves,

like every girl's dream love.

But I didn't love you.

Still, you love me and said you'll always love me even if I don't.

Until I fell in love,

you said you love me.

But I couldn't help;

I can't feel it a little.

When I said I want your love completely,

you said all girls are just your friends.

When I asked you why you don't care about me like you used to ,

you said you're lost.

But how can you feel that way when you say, "I'm more lucky than anyone if you say you love me"?

When I ask you why you're ignoring me, you said you're busy, but active for others?.

When I asked you what we're really,

you said "we're friends."

In the silence,

I don't understand where my mind is running.

I never knew you were curing my heart to cut it into pieces to see how it bleeds.

[jstluna22]

My heart is bleeding.

I wish I were blind;

I don't want to watch the world with this sight.

I wish I were deaf;

I don't want to hear the voice of this cruel world.

Every day, the cruel things you said to me are teaching me to hate everyone.

[jstluna22]

Days are going as a sorrowful breeze.

I don't wanna be that leaf which has fallen when the air strongly runs.

Sometimes I'll crave for that rain, the rain which reminds me of you, the rain of raindrops of bliss, the rain more valuable for me.

As like a rain it flowed through the soil and disappeared, vanished just like you! Your gaze always tries to catch mine early; I used to love it, just like a dog loves their owners.

The flowers in my heart, which I made for you, are withering now, 'cause there's no water, no food, no sunlight, what had to be reflected by the feeling of love by you.

[jstluna22]

Daydream

my man,

I was dreaming about you my whole life.

I wondered how your soul looks.

I met you, and I wish you were my love of life.

I hope you stay for the rest of our lives.

I want to fill your heart with lots of memories,

Which are about me. Am I selfish? Yes, I am.

You're mine completely. Your love belongs to me.

No one has the right to taste it, feel it, or see it,

Because it belongs to me, my love.

My love, I love you—

It grows every day like leaves.

It's strong as a rock, lovely as rain,

Colorful as the sky, and loyal as the moon.

My lord, I want you. I want you completely.

Your love belongs only to me.

I want you every moment.

I want to be the reason for your smile,

Your laugh, and your happiness.

And I want you to be the reason for mine, too.

I want you to love me and care for me.

I want to see a smile on your face when you hear my name.

I want to see the happiness in your heart when you think about me.

I want you to think about me every moment.

I want you to treat me like something in my dreams.

I want you to dry my eyes when it pours like rain.

I want you to hold me when I fall.

I want you to hold me close—tightly—when sorrow touches me.

I want your shoulder when I cry louder.

I want you to control me when anger hits me.

I want you to feel like I'm nice.

I want you to make me feel loved.

I want you to make me feel like I deserve you.

I want you to hear my happiness and my problems.

I want you to stand for me.

I want you to catch me when I fall.

I want you to love me without begging for it.

I want to hear "I love you" from your heart.

I want you to heal me with your love.

I want to be the reason for your achievements.

I want to be the reason for your gorgeous smile.

I want to be the reason for all the ways to feel loved.

I want to be the only person who loves you.

I want to stand for you when you cry.

I want to be your shoulder.

I want to feel the pain you felt when sorrow hurt you.

I want to be the reason for all your blessings.

Maybe everything.

Your soul belongs to me.

Your laugh belongs to me.

Your smile belongs to me.

You completely belong to me.

I wish every time you wake up, you're thinking of me.

Every day, you wake up to talk to me.

I wish you were saying,

"My love, I'm yours, and you're the best person I can have in this life and another."

Am I too selfish? Is this too much to ask for?

[jstluna22]

When I think of everything that makes me happy

My heart shows a picture of you.

Yet, still, if I ask who I hate most

It shows you.

Once you were the scare that never bled

Yet, now you're the scars that bleed through my eyes.

[jstluna22]

I saw you in the ocean, you were the waves,

You tried to catch me, yet I wasn't yours.

I drowned in the water, because I adore the pearl in the mussel

I tried to catch him, yet he wasn't mine.

He said he loved me, yet his heart was fake

I wonder why he cares for her.

Because he told me he adores me, and not anyone else

Let me tear out my eyes?

[jstluna22]

I never loved you, I never cared for you

When you gifted me your heart

I'm a void can you lead me to the moon,

I'm a rock which no one cares will you adore me as I do?

I'm a sand which everyone hurts, will you hold me if someone does?

[jstluna22]

In your shiny eyes,

I have already faded away.

Am I darkness to your eyes?

I thought you'd fill my heart with colors.

My heart had no voice to describe how much I love you.

Yet you took off my bright light, leaving me wondering: am I just trash?

[jstluna22]

My lord,

You're the only soul that resonates with mine.

Every moment, my love for you grows like leaves.

Your lovely eyes shine bright like moonlight.

Your voice is a sweet melody, a symphony of nature's sounds.

Your gorgeous face radiates warmth like the sun.

My baby, my love for you will never fade away.

You've already captured my heart.

You're my only dream, my lovely wish that stays forever.

[jstluna22]

My heart rises when I think of the best moments we had.

You were beside me, smiling with your gorgeous face.

And the way you narrow your eyes is like a dream.

I felt as if I saw a dream.

You're the light that never fades from my heart.

[jstluna22]

You are the dream I cherish every day, which I can only admire from afar.

Like a dream, you came into my life and vanished like the wind.

Yet all the moments I had with you were euphoric; I wish to go back and relive them one more time.

Yet I forgot you were just a dream, which disappears.