I don't get my bf tonight because it's his gf's birthday. (Fair! Go her)
Unfortunately. That also means today is Thursday, which makes tomorrow Friday, which is supposed to be "dedicated Megan time" and doesn't happen. We got in a 'discussion' last week about how everyone gets "dedicated time" except mine and we need to define "X:XX to Y:YY" like the other participating members. And he was like "yeah we should"
And then didn't.
And it's not my job to keep telling him he's fucking up. Because he's not supposed to *be* fucking up.
Anyway.
I would put money on the idea I get glossed over again tomorrow at me-time.
I had a really brilliant day and made a huge breakthrough on my thesis project, I was so excited and I just share it with the cat because she's around and staring at me, at least. Because constantly screaming "Look at me! Be proud of me! Give a shit!" is really, really lonely and tiring.