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Destiny has it's own way of writing things.

~`Waves of Memories.

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"Dreams"

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I woke up from a daze of a feeling that I have been drinking too much. The sheets were roughed up, pillows were on the floor, and telephone was ripped from the wall. Took a look at the damage made thought am I paying for this? Took the sheets from the…

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[jopendiary]

"Dreams"

Walked to the living room of the realized five star Hotel. Walked suspiciously to the living room I saw a burgundy button up, black slacks, and dress shoes leading to the bed room. As I still heard the shower still running I quickly checked the pockets of the jacket and jeans and found no identification. Felt disappointed but yet so curious of whom this guy was in the shower. Walked scared to this serving table of breakfast and a handwritten note saying “I hope last night didn’t leave you clueless because you are the best enjoyment I’ve ever had in a long time”. Turned the card over and saw no signature.

I walked slowly back to the bedroom in a confused state of mind and try to remember last night. As I start having flashes of memories of what seems to be a good time with a man I didn’t know. The shower was turned off; I panic mentally. I ask myself questions that I couldn’t answer alone. The bathroom door was opened slowly as he let the steam from the hot water he’s been running his body under for 30 minutes. He looks at me with a welcoming smile as he wrapped the over-sized towel around his waist.

My body scooted up towards the headboard. He calmly says “don’t be scared of me, I’m not here to hurt you in anyway”. I said nothing out of shock. I say urgently to know “what happen last night? And who are you? I cannot remember anything.”  He says “my name is James and I’m the other half of you, the much better side of you.”

As I sit in speechless he says “go back to sleep baby because you’re just dreaming a dream.” I woke up from a dream in my bedroom in Detroit then realized I need someone who makes up the other half of me. That morning I drove to the local credit union I worked for. I thought it was just a normal day until one man who looked so good through the thick glass that protects me. The man wanted to withdraw some money from his account. As I looked into his brown eyes I say “may I please see your ID?” He says “sure” without hesitation he hands his ID to me. Then he says “I attached something on the other side of my ID just for you.” as he smiles as if he fell in love for the first time. I interestingly turned the ID over it says “Kevin [phone]” I said “when do you want me to call?” he eagerly says “when you get off of work” I happily smiles and say “okay. No problem.”

Later that day at 7:45pm I closed the bank up. I drove home and start to think of the dream I had that night into the morning. I begin to have flashes of the dream that I’ve had then I start to replace the man in my dream with Kevin. I say to myself “he’s probably not even thinking about me nor is he waiting for my phone call.” I gladly arrived at home as I pulled into my drive way. The lights rise onto the garage at saw a man stand there. The man looked like it was Kevin from the bank. I ask cautiously “how did you find my home?” he says “I followed you home because I just couldn’t get you off my mind.” I looked at him different light but I was still worried. I said to myself “at least he’s not in my house.” I looked at him at thought to myself this seems familiar to me. Kevin and I walked into my home. We walked in together then he grabs my jeans by the belt loops and kisses me passionately.

He says “let’s go upstairs so I can give you something I think we both need and deserve” As we kissed passionately. I say out of breath from kissing “lets not do it here lets do it at your home.” He says gripping my body close to him “okay we can do that.” So he drove me to his home. It was so dark that I couldn’t tell where I was but, I didn’t care because it felt so right and I never felt this way before. We arrived what seems to be a hotel but not paying any attention we kissed from outside the hotel to the bedroom. He says as he ripped of his burgundy button up “I don’t want any interruptions.” So he goes to the phone in his bedroom and rips the phone from the wall. Kevin and I made love instead of having sex. We roughed up the sheets in his room; the pillows were on the floor.

I faded out from a night full of lust. As I woke up that morning I felt totally clueless of where I was. Then I realized that this is a recurring dream that I’ve had. Once it came to the point he came out the shower I knew that it was a recurring dream that was made a reality. I asked him “what happen last night? And who are you? I cannot remember anything.” Instead of him saying his name is Jonathan he said his name was Kevin. I laughed at him; he laughed at me. I said in a hilarious way “we do good role playing.” He says agreeing “yes we do, and the best thing is I recorded it all.” We both laughed. He says requesting “next time can we do it at my job?” I say agreeing “yeah this time can I find you.” Kevin laughs hysterically and says “Yes baby, you can.”