Justice Delore: Open Diary

This is the diary of Justice Delore. It will also include poetry and short stories created and written by Justice Delore

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"Self Love Letter"

So much of you I love

Ways you present yourself

Rays of sun hit the color of your hair

I say wow and by golly

Slightest slick of your smile

Makes me express amusement of your happiness

Skin as soft as imported silks

Lips as full as the Pacific Ocean

Intelligent as college professors

Witty as the funniest comedian

Serious as an epidemic

Body as rich as the wealthiest man

Tone as light as the feathers of a dove

Romantic as the French air

Feisty as the spiciest peppers in the world

Attitude of a Hawaiian volcano

But as cool as Mt. Everest

So much of you I love

Admire, appreciate, honor

And give my last dying wish to

iLove you so much

Sincerely yourself

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''Romantically Inclined''

Romantically inclined, I am

Bent minded to fit theirs

Love tremendously to keep and excite

Enhance with feelings for them

Judged choices you romantically chose

Indulged with attitudes, and worries

Bold with strength and hope

Knowledge with who I am

Romantically I stay

Respect with none

I stay with thought of stay

Romantically inclined, I am 

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"I Learned"

Learn lessons long time

Through hoops of fire

In Extreme conditions

Search and discover

Jewels and rare gems

Bring to light outer beauty

Dramatic twist and turns

Constant cliffhangers in shadows

Devoid of flashlights and maps

Wonder with lost and darkness

Among no guiding lights

With no lit paths

Inquire better days with nights

Among suns and moons

Long time coming

Changes before long come

Plead with muscle

Belief of improvement

Learn lessons long time

Hope, prayed and wished

Gone astray, found and discovered

Laugh, cried and cared less

I found and printed in bold print

A superior influential me

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Paintings that aide in the inspiration behind "The Romantic Era"

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"The Romantic Era" Listing

"The Romantic Era" Listing Intro: The Romantic Era "Auburn Lights" "Motions" i) Sex Interlude "To My Friend" "Reminisce" "Die By Love" ii) Love Interlude "Theodore" "The Sweetest Sin" "Guilty" iii) Beautiful Interlude "Ugly" "If I Wasn't Me" "If I Die Tomorrow" IV) Self Love Interlude Outro: The Beginning of an End

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Outro: The Beginning of an End

I believe that love, romance and intimacy is something that we all need; it's part of being a human being. It creates a space for mental & physical peace & serenity. In this journey of The ROMANTIC Era; I've discovered that I deserve genuine love, romance & intimacy with someone who isn't afraid to deliver that to me; along with my needs of course. It may scare a lot of people away but, it shows me that those people aren't for me. In The ROMANTIC Era I've told you that I deserve genuine love, romance & intimacy; I also gave you a bit of history of my sex life, intimacy issues and more.

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Self Love Interlude

In the midst of everything; we lose ourselves. You have to learn how to love yourself.

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Beautiful Interlude

Insecurity. Being human just isn’t enough. I have to take drastic measures.

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Love Interlude

Love; a drug that you just can't shake out of your system no matter how hard you try.

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Intro: The Romantic Era

The Romantic Era (Romanticism): "An artistic and intellectual movement originating in Europe in the late 18th century and characterized by a heightened interest in nature, emphasis on the individual's expression of emotion and imagination, departure from the attitudes and forms of classicism, and rebellion against established social rules and conventions." -Wikipedia The Romantic Era will take you on a journey of love, romance, intimacy, life and discovering self. Wrapped up in dramatic poems and conversational interludes of introspection.

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"Sex Interlude"

Sex: v. a mutual mental, physical and emotional bond between two people that intertwine with each other. Cleanse yourself of sexual impurities. Love may be hard to find but sex is everywhere.

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"If I Wasn't Me"

If I wasn't me Could you confess your love Our hands burn by the sun The sins couldn't harm us If I wasn't me Could you introduce me Turn their backs on us While we show our love If I wasn't me Could you treat me as equal? We celebrate our team Dress ourselves the same If I wasn't me Could you support my spine? Your presence is valid Smiling is louder than applause

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"Reminisce"

Least expected you've appeared to my world Forged my heart without my permission I didn't care to arrest you Your winds drew me closer Charm took me by storm My heart couldn't ask for more When I first met you My heart still remembers you You live in my system Those moments are still vivid You left deep footprints in the sand Oceans couldn't erase you from my mind Thought of you makes time go slower When I think of you

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"To My Friend"

Apologies weren't sincere enough Our friendship became tainted You've held me while I was hurting My appreciation wasn't shown Caught up in good habits Strong addiction to old love Creating circles in my heart Couldn't meet you halfway Pain wouldn't let me crawl to love you Your anger became clear My wounds were still bleeding In time they healed Without you I couldn't manage End of a broken heart You've helped me see better

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"Theodore"

Theodore, oh Theodore Take me under your wing Show me how cruel you can be Violate my innocents with your mind Theodore, oh Theodore Take me to your palace and lay me on your floors Show her that I'm weak Too young to know any better Theodore, oh Theodore West side of your life Show me to your friends Exploit me to your desires Theodore, oh Theodore Your darkness is my stranger Don't run from my sympathy Tell me that you're hurt Theodore, oh Theodore Search high for me Tell me that you want me Make me feel naive Theodore, oh Theodore You can't hold me no more My bed is a sanctuary I'm afraid to say yes

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"If I Die Tomorrow"

Kiss me on the cheek Send roses to my grave Reminisce our good times Regret all the arguments Hold our memories dear Sing your sadness to The Lord If I die tomorrow Wouldn't change a damn thing ,Not a damn thing I've Lived life with you Glad you were my best friend My lover, protector World so hectic I cherish our connection You've listened to my voice Heard when you were crying I've kept it real Before you went raw If I die tomorrow I will tell you that I love you ,I love you If we had time left I'd run to you To die with you