#julliam

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Julia and William 18x24 dip pen ink drawing

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Susannah Murdoch!!!

For weeks I have been taking polls in my house on the babies name and gender and I got many responses. I admit I did not know if it would be a girl or a boy as Murdoch has already had to boys but a girl was born last season and  Brackenreid gained a daughter a season before that, but for names my top girl name was Susan in honor of Susannah. I wasn’t quite right, but I am so happy I was close. (fyi my top boy name was Lionel after Julia’s father.)

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I have FINALLY finished Murdoch Mysteries!

So....Overall, I thought the show was REALLY good. I mean, I made it through 12 seasons.

Only took me five months to watch all 12 seasons! I can now take “murdoch mysteries” off my filter list  🎉😆 Excited for season 13!

But this ship is a freaking roller coaster of emotions! There were times when I had to take a break....times when I yelled at the tv....times when I gave up hoping....and times when I predicted what was going to happen because of their HORRIBLE LUCK! But it was worth it. ❤️ I guess. I mean, I can only take so much heartbreak.

George Crabtree....you are a treasure. I’m glad you didn’t die.

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Guilty Conscious (Julliam)

Pairing: Will / Julian Prompt: mrstrentbell: "okay um could you do one where Julian and will are together and then Julian cheats on him with bella, something like that xx" Length: One Shot Warning:  It involves two males in a relationship so if you don't like that, don't read.

I remember the night too well, I can't let my mistake escape from my mind. The tiredness in her voice, the laziness in her eyes...

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I lay there half asleep lying on my side, I could feel the pillow pressing into my skin but I was too exhausted to move. This was the forth night since the incident that I have lay awake, torturing myself with the pile of guilt that seemed to overwhelm me. Every day I see his innocent and playful face the guilt grows, forming into a monster that I can no longer tame... A lion that has broken free from its shackles. I have to tell him. But as I lay here with my gaze only focused on the one thing that I care about, the one thing that keeps me going I realise that this will kill him, it will kill me. 

Finally the exhaustion overcomes me and I let the darkness take me. I awake the next morning with a boy staring at me. I open my eyes wider and a playful grin spreads across his face. "Morning sunshine!" Will says excitedly. What on earth could he be this ecstatic about? I rack my brain through the important dates that may have snuck up on me. Then it hits me. Today is our 2 year anniversary.

"Morning baby. Happy anniversary sweet cheeks." I reply, my voice raspy. I need some water. I begin to haul myself out of bed when Will pins me back down again.

"Stay here! Don't move I'll be right back!" His eyes dance over my worried expression- making sure that I wasn't going anywhere.

He runs out of the room and returns with a tray. He sets it down in front of me and I take in all the effort he's gone through to make me breakfast in bed. Suddenly it's too much. I feel the guilt again, resurfacing larger than ever. It bubbles up through my stomach, into my throat. My eyes begin to prick with tears. Will looks at me intently. "Oh no! Don't cry! Is it because I put honey on the toast instead of jam? I can go change it if-" 

"No, Will. It's great. Thank you." I assure him, choking back remorse. A smile spreads across his face and morphs into a sly grin. Suddenly I wasn't so thirsty anymore. I slowly put the tray aside and cup my boyfriends face with my hands.

"I love you so much William." I whisper, leaning my forehead against his. He scans my face, his gaze lingering on my lips. 

"I love you too Juls." He whispers back, subtly biting his lower lip.

I remember the night too well, I can't let my mistake escape from my mind. The tiredness in her voice, the laziness in her eyes, my head in the distance and not in the right frame of mind, and my decisions that made me regret everything I've ever done. 

"Will, babe. I have something I need to get to get off my chest." I spat out, my voice cautious and my eyes avoiding the partner I had so playfully cheated on.

Will's big, brown eyes glanced up at me innocently. There's nothing worse than having the person you love not know anything about what you have done. And what I have done is the most unforgivable thing I will ever do. I don't even think I can forgive myself.

"Whatever it is, I'm sure it will be okay." He smiled at me with love-filled eyes, I couldn't break that. I couldn't tell him that I had loved someone else other than him when all he's ever done for me was love me. 

"I forgot to get you a present." I told him cowardly, making an expression and hoping he'd buy it.

"Oh, Julian!" He snuggled up against my chest and stroked my arm before leaning up and kissing me on the neck. I smiled guiltily back at him, "You're presence is the only thing I need."

The guilt chewed me from the inside out, yet I still couldn't tell him. I'll let karma sort me out. I'll let anything else come and bash me physically and emotionally. Anything would be better then seeing his heart break and his reaction would not go down well. I couldn't imagine life without him, I couldn't risk it.

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. All I had to do now was wait and see what will come for me.

My guilty conscious will eventually eat me alive.  

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Prompt Wayden/julliam: Will, Julian and Jayden watch TV late one night and Jayden goes out to get pizza. There is an awkward silence between the 2 in the house, so will gets his rap lyrics notepad, not knowing it's actually julian's Diary. He finds messages of julian's affection to him. Julian has been obsessed with Will ever since the band was formed. Jayden comes home with a horrid look on his face.

The night sky outside was clear, with only a few stars showing. The wind was cold as three band mates all sat on the same couch, each not wanting to go to sleep.

"What even is this show?" One of the boys asked, his face screwed up at the television.

"I really have no idea," Another one replied, trying to find the remote.

"I'm hungry," The third boy told them, rubbing his stomach.

"Will, you're always hungry." Jayden said, and Will turned to him with his tongue poking out.

"Maybe I should go and get pizza?" Julian asked, still searching for the remote.

Jayden stood up from the couch and shook his head, "No, I'll go, what do you guys want?"

The two boys gave Jayden their orders before he locked the door behind him, leaving the two on their own.

"So, uh-" Julian started to say, "What do you want to do?"

Will shrugged, "I don't know, what is there to do?"

They contemplated this for a while, then decided to just wait for Jayden to come back with their pizzas before they do anything else. Will can't stand the noticeable tension, so he decides to get up off the couch to go search for his lyric pad, the one he creates all of his rap verses on. 

"Have you seen it, Juls?" Will asked him from the kitchen, making him turn around.

"Uh," Julian thought about it for a while, "I think you left it in my room, I'm not too sure though."

Will opened the door into his band mates exceptionally clean room, only to find nothing on his bedside table but the notepad that looked extremely familiar. He smiled as he had thought he'd finally found it.

He sat on Julian's bed and flipped through the pages until he found a blank one. After a few seconds of skimming though, he realized these weren't raps at all. He read one page, and by the end of it, his eyes were nearly out of his head.

Today was a good day, I noticed Will looking at me from across the stage. I couldn't help but smile at him, every time he talks to me I get butterflies. I don't know how to confront him about it, but I think that would just be really weird for him to hear. I really hope he feels the same.

Julian

Before he could close the notepad and shove it in one of his draws, Julian was already standing in the doorway, making Will jump.

"So, I guess you've read that, huh?" Julian's eyes were saddened as he bit his lip cautiously. 

Will didn't say anything, he just nodded. He didn't know how to feel about the situation. He just looked up at Julian to see his eyes fade down to the ground. Will knew Julian didn't want him to find out this way, so instead of making him feel awkward, he walked towards him.

"It's okay," Will told him, "I'm not freaked out or anything."

Julian looked up at him with grateful eyes, "You're not?"

Will just shook his head, "No."

A smirk grew on his face as he walked towards Julian, letting them both stand out in the hallway. 

"Actually," Will smiled again, "I'm quite pleased."

"Are you?" Julian's grin spread across his face as he noticed Will coming closer.

He nodded once more before pressing his lips up against the boy in front of him. His eyes flung wide as the initial feeling ran through him, but as their lips parted in sync, they both became used to it fairly quickly.

Only a few minutes passed until they were quickly wrapped in each other's bodies, both pressing up against each other and sharing the heat. As Will started to kiss Julian's neck, his eyes opened, only to spot the front door opening.

Without William realizing, Jayden strolled in. The two boys couldn't move fast enough as Jayden had already seen them on top of each other. His mouth fell open, and the three boxes of pizza fell on the ground with shock, making Will turn around and gulp.

-- i love u for making this idea up we all need a bit of julliam in our lives --

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julliam replied to your post: Time for Bed.

“Caaaaarlllll! Get down from there!” Haha, I used to love imitating her so much. She was the best teacher ever! xD

I know! I love Jimmy Neutron!