Hi! I hope a request spot is still open! I don’t have anything specific in mind so feel free to use your imagination with this one but may i request mystic messenger jumin comfort/fluff?
Thank you! Have a good day! 💗💗
My first mystic messenger request! I'm excited!
Sure!
Jumin Comforting Headcanons
You didn't know why you were in a sour mood, you just were. Did you really need a reason? Of course not. But the fact that you didn't have one made your mood even worse.
You were there petting the soft white cat as you heard the door open and close.
"Hello, love." Jumin says as he pecks your cheek from behind.
You stay silent, not wanting your bad mood to affect your lover.
"Is something wrong?" He asked, genuinely worried.
"He knows.." You think to yourself.
"I'm really not feeling great today. I'm in such a bad mood and I don't know why. Nothing bad has happened it's just..." You sigh.
"...i see. Maybe I can.. try to help make your day a bit better MC?"
You look at him, curious.
He smiles at you.
"We could watch one of those movies you like? We could drink wine and laugh about whatever comes to our minds. We could have an evening picnic on the roof. Anything that would make your day better, I will do for you. So tell me. Is there anything specific?
You stare at him blankly when suddenly you feel your throat growing tighter and your cheeks wetter.
"Sorry. I don't why I'm-" your interupted by a hiccup.
Now you were really crying. But why?
Jumin immediately sits down next to you and holds you, ready to tend to your every need.
You could barely talk by how much you were sobbing. You didn't need to. Jumin knew what you wanted and what you needed to say.
You don't know why... But all the shushing and sweet whispers from the man you love really calmed you down.
Maybe a bit too much. You felt a little drowsy.
Still sniffling and hiccuping, you were carried to bed. You felt at ease. Safe. Loved.
I hope this was ok! Was this too short? This is my first mysmes ask and first one shot so please give feedback and anything I can do to improve!
sipping on sweet champagne from a delicate, crystal flute, your eyes travelled across the ballroom. jumin was hosting a ball to promote his new cat hotel business. of course, as his s/o, you were obligated to attend. both to support jumin and shed positive light on the company.
across the room, your eyes caught jumin’s. a small smile appeared on his lips as he excused himself from his current conversation. quickly moving towards you, your eye contact never broke. gently placing the flute in your hands on the clothed table, you stood to greet him.
“fancy seeing you here, mr. business man,” you teased, resting your hand on his forearm. jumin chuckled lightly as he raised a hand to twist a lock of your hair around his finger.
“you know i would never let you out of my sight,” jumin replied cooly. you nodded knowingly in response. eyes moving past his figure to the dance floor, you felt jumin grab your hand.
“would you like to dance, my love?” he asked, his steel gaze never wavering. you agreed and he immediately whisked you away from the table.
the live orchestra began a new selection, one you remembered requesting before the party. the piano started its chord progressions before being joined by gentle violas.
jumin wrapped one arm around your waist whilst holding your hand in his. your unoccupied hand laid on his shoulder as you let him guide you across the smooth floor.
the fluid fabric of your dress flowed behind you gracefully, echoing your movements. feet moving in sync, you and jumin were lost in your own world, the music floating through the air.
as the violins crescendoed, jumin gently spun you out before bringing you closer to his chest. “did i tell you, you look absolutely stunning?” he whispered by your ear. a shiver tingled down your spine as butterflies filled your stomach.
The scene was nothing short of idyllic, Jumin, lazily reading a book on the sofa, the fire pronouncing soft shadows on his face, one hand strewn down the side of the couch, the other resting on the corner of his book. You observed, seated opposite from him. His hair unkept, shirt creased. It seemed impossible that anyone could look as beautiful as he did in that moment.
“You have no idea do you?”
“Of what, my dear?” Jumin enquired, a playful edge to his voice, fully willing to engage in his wife antics.
“Just how beautiful you are”
Jumin’s focus quickly left his novel at the utterance of those words, his eyes meeting yours. His face betrayed his emotions freely. He looked uncertain, afraid almost, and for a moment you said something that you shouldn’t have, perhaps struck a nerve, or an insecurity? This moment of anxiety was abruptly broken by his response.
“Do you mean that?”
“Of course” you replied without thinking.
You couldn’t read the expression on his face, yet you were sure it was a serious one, as he wondered over to you, placing his book face down on the sofa, and made a few tentative steps over to where you were seated. He opened his mouth, as if to say something. Brows furrowed, you watched. “y/n, I- You don’t-”. His solemn expression was then replaced with a light hearted one. “Ahh.. alas, nothing compared to zen of course” He chuckled. You hit his arm lightly as a response. “You were saying something Jumin?”. He shook his head in response, “Nothing important my love”. You looked at him, unconvinced, yet with no desire to change his mind.
Hi! Could you write a Mystic Messenger imagine of Jumin with a fem!S/o who is struggling with insecurities of her personality and looks and is having thoughts of suicide and self harm? I've been having a really hard time with these things lately and often find myself having panic attacks and just being disgusted with myself for simple things like eating or even just talking (i feel annoying). I'm working on getting better and honestly any form of comfort would help right now ❤️
yes!!! im sorry this took so long!!! ilysm and hope youre feeling better by now! please feel free to DM me if youre feeling down, ive been there too <3 i hope you enjoy!! i made it more hc/scenerio so i could fit more thoughts together
scenario - jumin with an mc whos struggling with insecurities [self harm & suicide TW]
its pretty easy to fall back into insecurities and shitty mindsets
and thats exactly what happened to you
you couldnt even look in the mirror without wanting to break it
and every time you were around someone else, youd question the way you act and try to adjust your personality
jumin took a notice to this
he noticed your time getting ready in the bathroom decreased significantly and you often paused during conversation and then changed your personality in a second
he likes things straight to the point, so he asks you upfront whats going on
but you dont wanna burden him or make him worry, so you try to reassure him that its only a minor thing and youre trying to get through it the best you can
he pushes you to keep going, saying that sharing the load is easier than carrying it all yourself
so you just give him the overall problem, not going in depth, but explaining that you dont feel the best about yourself and its taking a toll on how you act and see yourself in the mirror
hes pretty shocked??
his perfect mc feels insecure and unworthy?? how????
he assures you that he doesnt see you any less than perfect, he loves you so much and nothing will change that!
you thank him and end up in a sad hugging session, with him professing his love over and over and you almost to tears
he tells you he’ll be there for you and if it gets worse you should tell him
you just nod and make a promise to both him and yourself
,,
but it still doesnt get better
you sit in the bathroom one day with a blade in your hand, nothing but impulses running through your head
you manage to let out a frustrated cry and throw it across the bathroom before you hurt yourself, but the urge is still there
jumin sees the razor on the floor that night while getting ready for bed and he puts it (along with any others laying around) in the garbage
it makes him realize how serious the situation is and that he needs to,, watch you a little better
but one day when he gets home, he sees you crying on the floor with your head in your hands and tears streaming down your face
he leaps to you, dropping everything to make sure youre okay
after confirming you didnt injure yourself, he pulls you into a tight hug, lifting you off the floor and into his lap on the couch
he doesnt want you cramped, so he fights your hands off your head and around his shoulders instead, and you just squeeze him tightly and cry into his shoulder while taking sporadic breaths
“hey, hey, love,, please calm down. i love you, deep breaths, deep breaths. are you okay? can you talk to me? would you like some water?”
when you finally calm down and follow his instructions, youre too stiff to do anything so you let out a croaky “no” to say you didnt want water
you just wanted him to hold you
when your grip finally loosens and you lean back to apologize embarrassingly, he just shakes his head and kisses you
he reminds you that hes here for your support and he wants you to rely on him
so you finally admit to everything
when you tell him about the frequent panic attack, his heart breaks and he feels so awful that he hasnt been there to help you calm down
and when you mention the self harm, he gives you a soft look
you can see the pain in his eyes when you tell him you think about taking your own life, how the problems wouldnt matter anymore because you wouldnt have to experience them, how you wouldnt have to feel the shame anymore
he just pulls you into a hug to apologize, “you’re so strong mc, please understand that. would you like me to stay with you to help you? i can try to get a professional to speak with you?”
you deny his offer and hes understanding, but still wants to help you
youre so perfect to him
after everything youve done for him, he cant see how you belittle yourself so much
“would you like to come to work with me? maybe you and jaehee could talk together, its a little suffocating to stay in the penthouse all day. maybe you could try to busy yourself a little?”
it makes you smile, seeing how confident hes gotten about your relationship, even encouraging leaving the building instead of making you stay all day
you just hug him tighter and thank him for everything
youre both so incredibly lucky to have each other and he will do everything you need him to so you can get better <3
aaa i hope you like it,, once again, please feel free to message me if youre feeling down and wanna talk! i love you all and it makes me so sad to know you struggle like this,,,
This is just a thought but it would be a great oneshot or reaction or something. What if Jumin had to put down Elizabeth 3rd because she got sick (I cried when I thought about this I want to know how you feel about this)
This legit triggered me so much because I love my dog so much that I spent a week crying thinking about that one day I need to say goodbye…. well here we go T_T WARNING: This may be OOC because I know Jumin just sees Elizabeth as a cat after he puts his emotional stability on MC but whatever just enjoy (Jumin POV) (for my animal lovers please listen to this fucking song so we can die together ) * ill let y'all know when to play the song*
Ugh. Each and every single day I recieve more and more paperwork. No matter how many hours I put into my job, I will always need more. I picked up the 649 page proposal that Assistant Kang left on my desk so I can look over it. I gave a deep sigh knowing I was going to be late going home again. Well there is nothing I can do. I must do what I can so I can support my family.
I was already on page 443 before I heard a knock on the door. I perked my head up “Who is it? Im busy. It better be important for it to demand my attention” I scowled. The door slowly opened and Assistant Kang popped her head out. I motioned for her to come in “What is it Assistant Kang? Do I need to over look more papers? If so, just leave it on that chair” I sighed pointing at the chair with four piles of paperwork. She walked closer to me and cleared her through “Have you checked your phone Mr. Han? (Y/N) just called the office” she said with a bit of shakiness in her voice. I reached into my pocket to see that my phone was left on silent. I put the volume on high and I was shock to see I had 23 missed calls from (y/n), 12 missed called from Yoosung, and 3 missed calls from Saeyoung. Hmm. I was getting ready to go through my voice mail to see what the fuss was about before Assistant Kang interrupted my thoughts “Mr. Han you need to leave. Now.” she commanded. I gave her a puzzled look but then my wife barged into my office screaming. She panted and caught her breath “Jumin, Elizabeth is dying!” she shouted. My heart stopped and I got up and ran to my wife “What did you say!” I shouted back. My wife looked me into my eyes and I notice she had tear stains on her cheek. She grabbed my hand and dragged me outside to where Saeyoung was. She pushed me inside and Saeyoung drove to the speed of light to Yoosungs hospital.
I ran helplessly through the hospital doors and went to the second floor. I noticed Yoosung outside of room 8 looking down at his clipboard. I ran to him and kneeled down in front of “What happened! I thought removing the tumor would guarantee Elizabeth 3rd life! What the fuck did you do! What did you do to my Elizabeth” I screeched while I shook his shoulders. He looked into my eyes and then pull me in for a hug “Im sorry Jumin okay I’m sorry! I warned you that with her age she might not make a full recovery. It’s even a miracle that she’s been alive for this long. She’s been bleeding internally and she doesn’t want to let go yet. She’s waiting for you Jumin. Im sorry… but its time..” he whimpered. I got up from the floor and started to pull on my hair trying to focus on a different pain “IM NOT READY FUCK IM NOT!! HOW CAN I SAY GOODBYE TO SOMEONE WHO SAVED ME HUH!! HOW CAN I LET HER DIE WHEN SHE HELPED ME LIVE!”I shouted while kicking a nearby trashcan. I couldn’t breath and I just fell on the floor screaming Elizabeths name. My wife and Saeyoung helped me back up to my feet and they gave me a drink of water. I breathed in heavily and then went to Yoosung to take me to Elizabeth. I told my wife and Saeyoung that I want to say goodbye by myself and they respected my wishes.
I entered the little room and I heard painful meows coming from my sweet Elizabeth. It hurt like hell seeing her in agony. I am her owner and I will forever be her owner. I am the one that holds the power to ease her from pain. However, it meant that I must go through life without having Elizabeth 3rd greeting me at the door. I breathed in heavily and nodded at Yoosung so he can get everything ready. I signed my heart away and the assistants and Yoosung were gracious enough to give me one last time alone with her. I got the nearest chair and I sat down right by her side. *play the song so we both can die*
I took her paw into my hand and I already felt my tears escaping my eyes “I knew this day would eventually come but I always hoped it would be many years from now. I remember the first time I settled you into my home. I was a bit distant with you because I didnt know how to take care of a cat. So I just bought you high end pet food and hoped for the best. You were really patient with me because it did took me a while to know how to properly raise you. Its funny to say but we sure did get into many fights but at the end of the day I couldn’t get mad at you. You were always there meowing happily when I got home. It felt nice having someone excited to see me. You know something my sweet Elizabeth, I really cherish the time we had together. I just wished I could of spent so many more hours with you. I wish I could repay you for everything that you have done for me. You gave me a feeling of having a home and you always listened to me when I rabbled on so many idiotic nonsense. You gave me a chance to learn to express my emotions. You were there when my own blood wasn’t. It just kills me that I need to say goodbye to you Elizabeth. You are my hardest goodbye because I know people see you as a cat, but I saw you as my child. You brought life to my dull life. It kills me seeing you in pain Elizabeth. You don’t deserve to leave this world like this but just know ill be here till your last breath. I know life will be hard without having someone to welcome me home but you can let go now Elizabeth. Im ready to do this on my own and I’m going to miss you so much. I love you so much Elizabeth. You can let go now” I whispered. I leaned down and kissed her paw gently. I got up and hugged her and I notice she raised her head gently and licked some of my tears away. She purred and she laid her back down. I continue holding her paw till I noticed she stopped breathing. More tears were falling down my face and it was so hard to breathe.
Hello! The jumin cheating fic was really a heart breaker. Can you write an alternate ending (happy ending) loving your writings by the way ♥♥
aaa im sorry this has taken so long!! ive been trying to get a system up where i write for 2 inboxes a day so i can catch up to them all, but then i get two more… but feel free to keep requesting!! it helps motivate me to get shit done! someone also requested an angsty ending to the scenario, so ill try to get that done later today and link it up. the original post is here, and my masterlist is here,, enjoy!!
this scenario could take a few different endings, so i decided to write two endings (normal and good) you could consider happy. [spoiler for the scenario] i wrote a normal ending where mc dies but on good terms with jumin, and a good ending where she lives and jumin makes things right [end spoiler] im not gonna say what the bad end is but you can probably guess what im planning….
jumin cheating scenario - good & normal ending
normal ending [death mentions]
- it only took jumin a week to find where you went- he had all sorts of connections, you couldnt hide forever- but you tried really hard- as soon as he saw where you were headed, he knew you were headed to your parents house- you wanted to tell them about your illness and plans to travel the world for a few of your remaining months- currently, you were planning to stay home for a couple more days, leave for about three months, and then come home and stay with your family when you grew weaker and neared death- but jumin showed up a week into your stay with your parents (a variable you didnt take into account but really shouldve)- he starts apologizing, tears falling as he begs for your forgiveness and a possible second chance- he promises to do better and stay faithful, trying everything he can to win you back and stay with him- you sigh and close your eyes, deciding to explain the situation- you tell him that the cheating wasnt what drove you away, but that you might die soon- you explain you dont want to go back to that life and spend the last bit of it with someone who already has your replacement- you tell him your plans to travel and see the world before its over- hes in shock when he finds out about this and offers to try and get doctors behind you to fight for a cure- you just decline and say you dont want his help and youve already accepted what was to come- he hesitantly leaves you after that, understanding your situation and telling you to call if you ever need anything- the next day theres a large sum of money transferred to your bank account and you accept it, what do you have to lose?- you have a wonderful three months of travel, seeing so much and meeting so many great people- you return home and spend your last remaining time with your family- jumin comes by to visit a couple times, holding your hand and telling you he loves you, even after all hes done- when your time ends and your body lays limp on the bed, jumin cries and mourns for you- days pass and he still mourns, unable to let you go- he ends things with the other person, he cant bring himself to do it anymore- he carrys on, but its not the same without you- he reverts back to his unemotional state and works like a robot, efficient as ever but tangled inside- however, once a year when he visits your grave, he lets himself cry
good ending
- you didnt make it on the plane- you sat at the gate, waiting for your group to be called while jumin was running around the streets looking for you- but when you stood to get in line, he was running down the halls of the airport- and a scream of “MC!” got your attention, making you look back in awe at the business man clumsily running to get you back- jumin stands in front of you panting- “mc,, please come back and think this through. i promise to do better, ill do anything.. just, please not so soon. i cant live without you”- you sigh and he just continues his rambling before you have to cut him off- “jumin i have a terminal illness. im probably going to die within six months”- hes shocked, eyes widening and the fear is so big in his eyes- “ i wasnt planning to leave you until i found out. i didnt want to live like how i am for the rest of my short life”- hes speechless, unable to understand what you were saying- “m-mc oh my god… when did you find out? what do you plan to do?”- “i found out earlier today and i plan to see my family and then travel around the world”- he still cant understand it, “mc come back to me, please.. we can get the best doctors and treatments, im sure of it! we still have time, we can make this-”- you cut him off “jumin no. six months is what i have and i cant spend that time mending a broken relationship.”- he took a deep breath and looked you in the eyes “two months. come back to me after two months. ill give you the money for travelling and leave you alone. afterwards, come back to me. ill find the best people i can and we will push to cure you. please mc, i cant live without you.”- you hold eye contact for a few moments and sigh before replying- “jumin i love you and i believe in you, but even if i live, who knows if youll cheat again. will it really be worth it? no matter how long i live, i dont want the rest of my life being spent with someone who isnt loyal”- he put a hand on your shoulder “two months”- ,,…..- you sighed and agreed, “fine. but you only get two months in return. if i dont seem to be recovering, we’ll give up on it. i dont want needles in my body for the rest of my life either.”- he smiled so big his face hurt, “deal.”- two amazing months passed and you were back in his apartment- during his two months he found amazing doctors and treatments and would do everything to cure your illness- he had ended his affair, devoting himself entirely to you- the first month was hell, trying to get samples and make comparison, choosing treatments and setting up a plan- but when the second month came, you went a week without vomiting blood and new hope arised- you knew treatment would be long, but the signs were so big you had to do it- the full recovery took over a year, but it was so fucking worth it- jumin was there by your side for the entire road- he checked up on you everyday and sat with you every night to help you sleep- his commitment to you during this time restored your faith in him and the relationship you both have- when you fully recovered, the two of you decided to try again at love- you also became well known for being a survivor of a certain terminal illness and traveled to give speeches and talk about your story- you paired with his company for advertising and starting a new branch in health related business- but most importantly, your lives became one again and you could return to how your relationship used to be- he makes sure to tell you he loves you every day, he makes sure to sit by you in the mornings long enough to watch you wake up, and he works to prove his love every day- and he saved you in a way, so why wouldnt you let him try again?- and youre so happy you did, because things truly did work out in the best way possible
I want to request jumin and jihyun with mc who needed a surgery but doesn't want to tell them So she told them she will be with her friend for few days When she comes back she try to act normal despite the pain and ended up reopen the wound she is bleeding and in pain like hell (to the point of dying?)how would they react to that situation And the fact that she didn't tell them And how they will take care of her afterward ^^
thank you for sending this!! im gonna use your ask as a prerequisite summary..? just so i dont have to retype all that out because i feel like i do that a lot…. ahem anyways!! i hope you enjoy!!
jumin and v reactions (separately) to mc getting a surgery behind their backs and it later reopens
jumin- he’s patiently waiting for you when you come back and greets you with open arms- he notices you wince a little when he brushes your back and frowns, but you start pushing a different topic before he says anything about it- you manage to rest all day and avoid straining yourself, but when you turned to grab something from behind the couch arm you were resting on, a sharp pain went up your back- his attention is immediately on you when he hears you let out an “ah!” and wince in pain- hes beside you asking if youre okay and whathappened- you try to brush it off, but stop after putting your hand over the wound and feeling blood come out- shit shit shit shit shit- when he sees this, hes up on his feet immediately calling the doctor to come over and trying to help you apply pressure- though it helps the bleeding, youre in so much pain. tears are falling from your eyes and you cry out, holding onto him tightly to cope- hes heartbroken and upset, extremely confused and terrified about whats happening- the doctor gets there in time and helps by easing the pain with medicine & gas and then works on restitching the wound and hook you to an iv for the blood loss- when you wake up, youre on a hospital bed in the living room and jumin is there stroking your head and worryingly staring at you- he demands an explanation- when you shakily tell him you had gotten a surgery behind his back hes livid- you lied to him?? and for what??????- you explain you didnt want to worry him and you knew he would try to pay for everything, so you didnt tell him- he just disapprovingly shakes his head and has to put his head down to breathe deeply and calm himself- when he looks back up and sees how worried you are, he just sighs and takes your hand, kissing it gently- you swear theres a couple tears that slip and it breaks your heart to see him so upset- “mc please dont,, dont hide things from me. especially something this big. what if you had died? you lost so much blood… it wouldve killed me to know i lost you”- you cry and apologize profusely, telling him you regret it and will never do it again- he kisses you and reminds you that he loves you and will do anything to make sure youre okay- during your recovery, hes by your side to help you get certain things and check up on you thouroughly- hes super attentive now and pushes himself to understand you better and make sure youre okay- after you recover completely, hes constantly holding you in his arms and thanking you for staying with him <3
v (he can see in this one okay)- im pretty sure he would notice something the moment you walked in, starting with how differently you were walking- but he pushed it away and embraced you, also noticing how you seemed uncomfortable- he doesnt wanna repeat past mistakes, so hes upfront to ask you if youre okay- you brush it off and just say youre a little worn out from the weekend- he accepts that and allows you to have a quiet and restful day- you take a nap on the couch, but shift during your sleep in a way that irritates the wound, making you groan but remain sleeping- he looks over in worry and panics when he sees red seep through your shirt- he grabs a towel from the kitchen and his phone, going back to you and lifting your shirt (modestly) to see the blood source- hes shocked when hes sees the wound, but immediately puts the towel over it and calls an ambulance- you wake up in immense pain, turning to see v holding your back and you panic, not knowing how to explain- hes solemnly calm about it - “mc.. i dont understand what happened or why you didnt tell me, but help is on the way, okay? please just hang on and stay awake”- you feel terribly guilty but nod and bear through it until the help comes and takes you to the hospital- you fall asleep on the way there, with v holding your hand tightly and whispering that things will be okay- when you wake up, hes still holding your hand- the doctor explained everything to v and he mainly feels bad that you didnt tell him anything- he sadly greets you when you wake up and asks how youre feeling, not wanting you push you to say anything- the guilt makes you speak up and you cry, apologizing for everything and making him worry. you tell him you didnt want him to worry or try to pay so you thought you could hide it but….- his heart hurts from this, but he kisses you and says its alright and he understands - (i think he knows he cant get too mad because he does the same thing,,,)- he asks that you not keep things from him and trust him more, which makes you cry harder but nod shakily- when you finally get to go home, hes very sweet and worrisome, helping you with everything- he follows the care instructions exactly and works hard to ensure youre okay- when you finally heal completely, he holds you so much tighter and prays that you continue to be okay- he also takes it as a sign to be more honest with you as well and build a relationship with lots of trust - hes just so glad youre okay he cries and holds you when he sleeps hgdkfsjlklkjdsf’hdfa
..thank you,,,, for reading,, heres my masterlist for more
someone asked for seven and venderwood,,, here,,,,
Hello~ Not sure if you're doing requests, if you are -- I read the rules, and I'm not sure if you'll accept this or not but worth a shot. Can you do a HC or fic for MM Jumin x MC where MC is dating someone, but MC likes Jumin too. Then one day Jumin & MC kiss and MC is conflicted and Jumin comforts them. Maybe they get together at the end maybe they dont... ONLY FATE WILL TELL. (I hope this made sense...) PLEASE, THANK YOU & LOVE YOU 😍❤
thank you for sending this!! i just want to clarify that my inbox is always open, you just might have to be patient!! thank you for reading my rules hhh, i know theyre long and unnecessary, but it makes me relieved that people take the time to read them… ill put this in hc format but as a scenario.
scenario - mc in a relationship but has feelings for jumin at the same time
- you had two crushes at once, one on jumin and one on the cute guy at work- you didnt know how to feel or who to go out with, so you just decided to wait it out and not rush anything- but the guy at work made his move and asked you out- you had feelings for him so you agreed, hoping that being with him would erase your crush on jumin- but it was somehow doing the opposite,,- knowing you couldnt be with jumin made him more desirable and you started noticing things you really liked about him- being alone with him became awkward and frustrating because you couldnt control thoughts about being together- you two were good friends, you were someone who understood him deeply, similar to rika- but you were different from rika, he wanted you, needed you- and just like rika, he couldnt get you- but he accepted it- you were happy in your relationship and he didnt want to change that for you- he just thought you were an affectionate person so he tried not to take your actions the wrong way- you often went out together, as most friends do- but it felt so much past the friendship stage, neither of you knew how to handle it- one day you came by his penthouse for some quality friendship time- he poured some wine for the both of you and you casually chatted about this and that- but one bottle of wine turned into a few and you became surprisingly tipsy- not drunk, but you would probably trip if you stood up- your conversation got deep and you two sat close,, leaning on each other - you turned to meet his eyes while he was going on about something, but you werent paying attention, only looking at his lips- and before you knew it they were planted on yours- you two moved in sync, eyes closing and hands reaching up to grasp each other- he was so passionate, as if he was trying to tell you something through his movements- but when you pulled away and met his eyes, you realized what happened and broke into sobs, leaning into his shoulder so he couldnt see your face- he grabbed you in his arms, trying to comfort you- “mc, are you okay? im sorry,,”- you shook your head and grasped his shirt “im just so confused jumin. i thought going out with him would make my feelings for you go away, but it only made me want you more”- his eyes widened when he heard this. truth be told, you were the only one tipsy. he can handle his wine- “mc… why didnt you talk to me about this?”- you just cried harder and shook your head, pushing your face further into his chest- he sighed and held you tigher, “mc, i want you too. but i dont want to push you.. please do what you want, but dont hurt yourself.”- you hiccuped and thanked him quietly, still holding him- your thoughts were swarming so fast and you couldnt think straight, deciding to close your eyes and try to clear your mind- …. except you fell asleep instead and fell limp in his arms- he chuckled and moved you to lay on his couch, deciding to sleep as well- when you woke up, there were some awkward exchanges but he treated you as normal- he didnt know if you wanted to talk about what happened, so he left it to you to initiate- while eating breakfast (good ole pancakes), you sat quietly before deciding to talk about it- “jumin, i-what do want us to be?”- he pauses and gives you a half smile “im happy how we are now, but my wish is to have a relationship deeper than friends”- you nodded and continued eating, now knowing your answer- a couple days later you broke up with the other guy, telling him your feelings had faded- he gave you a sad smile and told you he knew already, he just wanted to get any more time he could manage- you thanked him for understanding and wished him luck for others- and then after a day, you told jumin- he was surprised, asking you if you were okay or if he could offer you anything to help- and you said that the best cure would be being with him- bro his heart melted okay- but you told him you wanted to wait a little and take your time, to which he respected and agreed- and then a week later when you went on your first date, your smile was so wide your cheeks hurt when you came home
