Ugh so I think a lot about Jun-ho's trauma... how he probably shoves it down and doesn't acknowledge it... he isn't exactly having a lot of sex; his mind is still preoccupied by his brother so it's easy enough for him to ignore...
But then... he meets someone and it gets harder and harder to deny the attraction. Their first time starts of passionate, fierce... until Jun-ho's slowed, a calloused palm cradling his jaw. Gentle. A soft murmur that they can take it slow, they don't have to rush...








